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A soft love.

Watching you do random things while I do mine. Sneak five more minutes after waking up to cuddle. Surprise visits to you at work. Cooking the food you love the most just to see you smile ear to ear. Sending each other texts throughout the day. Cuddling while sipping coffee during rainy days. Keeping each other warm during cold days. Small gentle touches whenever we pass by each other. Spending time with you every weekend doing fun things together.

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Have you eaten? (I love You). Did you sleep well? (I love You). How are you feeling today? (I love you). Will you come on a walk with me? (I love you). Get ready I'll pick you up at. (I love you). Here's some fruits I cut up for you (I love you). Don't cry my love it hurts my heart (I love you so much). *A paragraph for reassurance* (I love you the most).

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Mauerbauertraurigkeit

mauerbauertraurigkeit (uncountable) (neologism, rare) An inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends.

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-Rumi

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Have you ever looked at your love sleeping like a baby in your arms? God I swear- it's so fucking cute.

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He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story.

"I thought you were just a weird person to look at. After looking at you for a really long time I realised I started to like you out of nowhere. It wasn't a good plan to begin with. I didn't have these feelings in my life. It was new. It was sweet. It was passionate. It was the purest form of love. Before that all I thought was a life without anyone so special. Then I looked at you. omg my heart was feeling warm. I had butterflies all over my stomach, head, and heart everywhere. Just because I saw you smiling over a silly thing. I was nervous, scared, and happy. But the way I wanted to become yours and make you mine. Scared? Yea right. Cause I knew that won't happen. I still had to make a move."

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Falling in love is~

When you look at them and you forget about anything bad happened to you. When you look at their eyes and your heart starts melting. When you want to give them all the love they deserve. When you try cooking for them. When you start eating food they love. When you look everywhere for them. When you feel better just look at them smiling.

A pure love.

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His touch.

“I never understood the importance of someone's touch”, until his touch was taken away from me.The warmth of his hands that helped heal my soul.The warmth of his hands that calmed me down a little every time I felt on edge.His touch. His warm hands filled with love that made me feel safe.His hands that runned over my body, made me feel loved. 

His hands made me feel like that breath of fresh air you get when you wake up on an early summer morning. His hands were more than just hands to me, they made me feel at peace..with everything.

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Why do I love him?

I don't know. Maybe the way he looks at me. Or maybe because he loved me when I needed it the most. Or just because I love him. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He feeds me every time we are together. He takes me wherever I want to go. He calls me pretty even though I'm not. He tries his best to fulfill my wishes. He buys me flowers. He cares about me. He reassures me whenever I feel I'm not worth it. He doesn't let us stay apart from each other after we fight. He is just everything I even wanted. He is my love.

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I love it when you hold my hands. I love it when you tease me with stupid things. I love it when you kiss my cheeks every time we hug. I love it when you look at me. I love it when you try to hold my hand while driving. I love it when you feed me all the time we stay together. I love it when you call me pretty even though I'm not. I love it when you carry me around. I love it when you kiss my forehead. I love it when you call me by nicknames which you gave to me. I love it when you love me how I imagined.