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toxic yuri

oc dump bc im never on here and feel no shame, vernon is a necromancer who (kind of) succeeded in bringing herself back to life but its rlly inconvenient and not fun so they have been working very hard in not very ethical ways to try and bring herself back to life

magic prevented her from taking on the traditional zombie appearance but flies hang around her frequently and despite cool ghost power advantages she relies p much on drinking formaldehyde to keep fresh.

has a fun rivalry with a top employee of a competing ghost hunting business who she is hopelessly in love w but in denial about

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oc dump bc im never on here and feel no shame, vernon is a necromancer who (kind of) succeeded in bringing herself back to life but its rlly inconvenient and not fun so they have been working very hard in not very ethical ways to try and bring herself back to life

magic prevented her from taking on the traditional zombie appearance but flies hang around her frequently and despite cool ghost power advantages she relies p much on drinking formaldehyde to keep fresh.

has a fun rivalry with a top employee of a competing ghost hunting business who she is hopelessly in love w but in denial about

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everybody headcannons AM from IHNMAIMS as looking like some cool mess of wires and screens which is sick as hell but when i first read the short story a couple years ago i interpreted every structure, every wall and piece of that complex BEING AM.

i am so ineloquent with my words but i think it stemmed from the HATE monologue, specifically the line “THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX.” interpreting the possessive “my complex” as AM being the complex itself which paralleled well with the creature AM transforms ted into at the end of the story.

there was something utterly terrifying about the concept, i can only really compare it to my absolute fear of the “sentient brain in a jar” trope, even when it’s played comedically something about it is still so existentially terrifying

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sometimes i get emotional thinking about how much work your body goes through to keep you alive, I’m not a science person but the concept that you are built out of billions of cells, undergoing processes of life and death, working endlessly to keep you alive and happy fuck, even those microscopic parasites that live in our eyelashes sometimes work in symbiosis, every part of yourself loves you so much

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had a dream the other night that my girlfriend was tattooing me and i had specifically asked for a knight with a sword. when she revealed the tattoo, i was met with a horribly monochromatic knight wielding a fully rendered dalek (my girlfriend does not watch doctor who) when i asked her why he was holding a dalek, she told me verbatim “what are you talking about thats a future sword”

before i woke up i just remembered ambiently walking through the stages of grief and trying to justify keeping the tattoo bc i love my gf and i liked that one vincent van gogh episode of dr who

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found this in my 2016 album archive (i had to have been like 13??) and this was all that was in it i should have been put down

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cardinal crochetpia

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every time someone criticizes fans for enjoying the og a nightmare on elm street franchise because it’s “co-signing freddy kreugers actions” i want to bang my head up against the wall. did we really forget the point of the franchise being each character overcoming and taking back the power freddy took from them? its not handled well oftentimes but you have to acknowledge the original intent.

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sorry ive been gone guys take some pictures of uranium glass as a consolation

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made my first hypertext story! you’re a young wedding guest staying in a cabin alongside lake ozark when the morning after the wedding the groom is found dead. it’s not supposed to be super serious and i’m definitely rusty regarding my writing skills but if you want to check it out i published it here ! content warnings for mild nsfw topics and death. 

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letterboxd is my toxic trait

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I’m sorry but after my “two tickets to the Barbie movie” meme, it had to be done. They’re all going now!

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rewatched Re-Animator

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my comeback meme

i promise i’m referencing a tiktok i can link it below if i sound stupid and nobody knows what i’m talking about

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i’m sorry i haven’t been posting all my social medias have gone dark because my recent interests have quite literally been the consequences of nuclear disasters i can’t tell you how many videos i have consumed over the therac-25 and the demon core over the past few months i wish my interests were Normal

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This has Been... Ooh! Not Even a week! But what an Eventful week it has been, Hasn't it! I cannot Believe my Own Existence, honestly! But I feel as Though I must say a Few things! Between you, and me, and you, and me! A Conversation that I will sit in a Chair Backwards for, very Cool-like!-

I must have Said this so many time, The Reception has Been just Phenomenal! Stupendous! Everyone has been so Kind and the Support is immense! This is like a Dream to be able to Create my own Work that makes myself and Others so happy and get to Collaborate with other artists!

But it is also very Unforeseen and very Stressful, which has been taking Its Toll on my Health and I am Unable to Handle this Change at this moment. I know this sudden Boost was Unpredictable! I say and Say again, 'This Home! What do you See in this home?' All this to say I am going on a Very Small Hiatus until I am Well Enough again to return here and Meet everyone Properly! Working on Welcome Home, too, is one of my Priorities and so I will be Doing this while I am Away Also! But there are a Few items I wanted to Leave before I took this Small break! (A few Weeks, I'll be Alright, wahaha!)

I know Welcome Home has become a Massive community, although I Have not seen it I have a Feeling it is all Over. I Hope we all Remember to be Kind to one Another and Look out for Each other even though we Are just beginning to Come together. I also wanted to note, based on a Few Messages I received, regarding Welcome Home's lore and Mystery. Please do not Repost old artwork that you have Found on this blog prior to January 2021. I believe Individuals are Assuming it Plays into this 'Game' somehow, But I am very Sorry to tell you that it was Very Early conceptual artwork for When I first began Reworking Welcome Home and plays no part in its Current Story! I don't Really want to Delete this work because It holds a place On This Blog as the date I returned to Working on Welcome Home! It is sentimental, but I feel as though Reposting it out of its Original Home brings Unnecessary confusion! (Had I known I would be seen by So Many, but it was so Unprecedented! The Next Update will reflect this!) Additionally, please Do Not associate any real life experiences or tragedies with Welcome Home. Welcome Home is purely a work of my own fiction and does Not Correlate with any real life incidents! It would be insensitive to those Who have Experienced these tragedies first hand and others Involved. (I Will also Place this on the Next Update!)

Lastly, I will not be Answering Any speculative questions about Any of the Characters in any way or the story itself. I hope you will Discover the Answers to your questions as the Story Expands and you get to Explore deeper. I know there must be an Eagerness to Uncover everything and to know Everyone in Home much more intimately, but to give so many Details so quickly will hurt the story, I feel. I am Happy everyone is so excited to Dive in, but Please be patient to find out more.

I hope Folks will Be kind to these requests, but I understand if it is not so. It is so large that Everything is Completely out of my Hands... I don't think I understand how to Handle these things yet. However, I do know I need to Take care of myself and My Art, Because I would not be here right now without Welcome Home. I hope Everyone will like my Next Update... I really Want to make Something I am proud of and I Now have so many Folks to do that with! Thank you so much, Everyone, and I am so sorry about the small hiatus. But Uh... Hm... One last thought from me for Awhile! (I Like making those!) My Big Rust Bucket Fish was so beloved! My Professor stared at her with so much Awe, It made me so Happy! The Dive home Shook her little fin off, though! But I'll just Glue it back on! Anywho! For any Inquiries on Anything, Please look to my Pinned Post on this Blog! I will only be Available through Discord! Thank you all for your Support!

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hey i’m back folks! sorry for being inactive i’ve been really wanting to post on here but sadly classes have picked up and my time management skills are abysmal at best so i apologize for the long absence thank you for enjoying my silly little jokes it means a lot and i’ll try to be better about updating consistently.

fair warning, i’m going through a welcome home phase and recently completed a research essay on marble hornets so my silent film posts may be juxtposed with a couple arg posts.