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Just a little heads up: I’ve noticed that when someone asks me a question, I’ll start answering it, but then I go full deep dive thought daughter mode and end up covering topics that actually answer other people’s asks too. So starting tomorrow, I’m grouping related asks together to respond with one big essay that tackles the topic from all angles.

!! Of course, this won’t apply to personal asks like if you’re going through something specific, need to vent, or just need a direct response, those will still get individual replies, no worries. This is more for general stuff like: “Why isn’t my desire showing up?” or “How do I stop falling asleep while trying to shift?” stuff like that, where I can zoom out and cover several layers at once.

Just to clarify again: this does not apply to all asks. If you’re sending something personal, with info specific to you, or dealing with something, that absolutely stays between us. This isn’t meant to generalize personal issues or treat you like a case study 😭

This is really just for the more broad, recurring questions where I can cover multiple angles in one shot, without repeating myself 40 times while slowly melting into vague advice.

Also, this probably won’t last forever. I’m just trying to get through this mountain of asks, and I want to do it in a way that’s actually useful.

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hey clover! do u weed or shrooms?

No but I’d be infinitely cooler if I did.

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haaaaaaaaai clover ヾ(≧▽≦*)o only just realized now that we're mooties &&& i usually like to drop into a new mutuals inbox to offer introductory greetings lololol i hope you're having a wonderful day / night , and that august will be a beautiful month 4 u as well ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა ₊˚⊹ ᰔ 

HIII 💚🩷☺️ (sorry it took so long to reply, Tumblr kept eating this 😭)

I hope August 2025 treats you so disgustingly well it makes every other month weep in comparison. I hope joy breaks through the wall like the kool aid man. I hope your coffee/tea is always perfect, your skin glows like you photosynthesize radiance, and every inconvenience dodges you like dodge balls. May August to spoil you so hard you develop trust issues with the rest of the calendar. Amen.

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clover i LITERALLY love you.

reading your posts have made me ACTUALLY understand shifting because for some reason with every other blogger it was like it went in one ear and out of the other. your posts just make it stick more, idk why. especially the fact that no attempt is a failed one, thats stuck with me the most since i found your account.

also this is gonna sound weird but ur one of the very few bloggers that don’t piss me off every time i read a post bc you actually post different things instead of the same sentence in a different font. an issue i have with a lot of bloggers is that they say the same thing “because its true” or “there’s nothing else to say” which i’m not saying is wrong but its really annoying.

anyways long story short, you really gave me a whole new perspective on shifting so thank you so much for that. your blog is exactly what i’ve been looking for.

I think all advice is good advice tbh. It varies from person to person. Someone’s holy grail of a mindset could be another’s worst nightmare. Someone’s favorite blog is someone else’s least favorite blog they can’t stand. I think the important thing is to recognize that everyone needs to hear different things, so there’s different advice for everyone. If one bit of advice didn’t work for you, it’ll work for someone else, so on and so on lmao.

Glad you found something that clicks 🩷☺️

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Hi 🩷🎀 When we start seeing hypnagogia, how do we enter the void state? Is it by waiting, or by using affirmations? It’s really confusing for me. How can I transition from hypnagogia to the void state without using affirmations?

Look it varies from person to person.....but without any affirmations, simply waiting hypnagogia out and letting myself sink while observing my awareness slipstreams me into the void.

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can ya tell me some post ideas for shifting/loa ? I'm so bored and also new so idk what to post :3 (not so new tbh last year I had a shifting/loa account with 1k followers but i deleted impulsively........)

Why did you send this off anon?? We could’ve been moots 😭

I’m not sure if this has been done before, but comparing shifting and loass to Plato’s allegory of the cave is a brilliant concept. I was thinking of doing it myself, but I don’t have the time/ would be parroting myself asdffhdjdk.

Could be a cool post!

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hiii, i did your void state method last night and i got into it tysm 😭😭💗💗💗

Congratulations!! 😭 🩷

.....Forever freaked out by the amount of void success stories that thing’s generating..

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I wanted to tell you guys an idea that i created in my head. (I’m telling this in here cause you have more followers and more ppl will see it)

So when you shift and you’re in your DR, i always wanted to come back to my CR house. I changed my appearance and place of residence, So i don’t look like my CR self. So if you live in for example in outer banks you can come back (for me to poland) to your OR city and go to your house and check who’s living in here. I always wanted to know what would happen if i’d meet myself, it’d be crazy. If i’d meet myself for sure i’ll tell everything about shifting to them whether they believe me or not, just nice silly little plottwist.

(sorry if my eng is bad, as i said i’m from poland)

That’s cool, and trippy as hell ughhhh. I’m wayy too freaked out by existence as it is to do that 😂 Nope. Couldn’t be me. It’s great for those looking to experiment with parallel realities though!

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I’ve been trying to manifest shrinking my height and I actually went from 167cm to 164cm!! It’s not a lot but it’s something and I’m really grateful and happy, but I’ve been stuck at this height :,) do you have any tips on how I can release this blockage and get shorter?? Idk I’ve been questioning this too much, sorry if this doesn’t make sense💔

That’s great!!?!?!?? Continue doing what you were doing before! I’ve decreased my height with subliminals in the past before (it’s like one of the only appearance changes I manifested with subliminals 🫠), buuuut I think deciding that you’re shorter and not accepting anything but your intention does the trick. But if you measure your height and still see the old one, remember it’s fake. Fake fake fake fake fake. You only see what you intend to see, so if you see the opposite, it’s automatically not real. Call out the glitch.

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You are so good with words

Do you read a lot?

Uhh, yes and no? I have periods of reading uncontrollably, reading everything in sight. I also have periods of writing uncontrollably, and writing everything that comes to mind. Currently experiencing the latter lol

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Hey clover....

GUESS WHAT.....yesterday night I just saw a post about realizing our power of mind. So I wanted a pizza for a long time....like I was legit craving it...so I just went to bed by telling myself "idc how but I'm eating a pizza tomorrow...somehow idk how but somehow" and today I went to school and my friend she said she wanted to go to the canteen. I was like okay? Let's go...AND OUR CANTEEN NEVER HAS PIZZA BUT TODAY THERE WAS. AND I HAD THE EXACT FREAKING AMOUNT NEEDED FOR IT hehehe....I was like shocked. Now ppl may think its coincidence but I think not. I'm gonna enter the void with your WBTB method and manifest a 360° of my life lol.....I'M feeling SO Confident after a pizza incident 😂 but anyways

Love youuuuu

Anon 🤍

I have never wanted pizza more in my life...

And, NO, COINCIDENCES DON’T EXIST, THAT WAS YOU 😭🩷

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Sue me, but I think you’ll make more progress in five minutes of spiraling than in five years of trying to shift.

Hear me out:

Ever heard binaural beats? Put 528 Hz in one ear, 520 Hz in the other. You don’t actually hear either one directly. Your brain locks onto the difference: 8 Hz. Your awareness detects contradiction because it effectively responds to dissonance.

Reality works exactly like that. When you're fully holding:

“I already have it” AND “But I don’t see it right now,” you're living in a frequency clash.

The system hates that. Awareness can’t remain in pure contradiction. So it starts syncing to the resolution. It starts looking for that “8 Hz” that makes sense of the noise.

And when you crash out—when you’re crying, screaming, losing your mind over how the logic literally does not add up, because you KNOW, in every fiber of you, that this thing is yours but it’s not appearing—that moment is not a failure.

It’s not you wavering, it’s your awareness detecting a mismatch and equalizing.

The illusion is that you need to “believe better” or “assume more correctly” or “stay calm” for things to shift. Noooo. Realizing the bullshit is the gateway and crashing out is the recalibration. You're slamming two contradictory states together so hard that awareness is forced to adjust the observable reality to match your strongest signal— which, in that moment, is: “I KNOW I HAVE IT, BECAUSE I CAN’T INTEND TO HAVE SOMETHING AND NOT HAVE IT, SO IT MUST BE RIGHT HERE. I KNOW IT’S HERE, THE LACK IS FAKE!”

That creates movement. Five minutes of looking around at your CR like “I know I already have it, so what the fuck is this??” hits your awareness like a seismic wave.

Don’t fear the contradiction because you think wavering and checking the 3d kills your intention. Because the frequency of that dissonance is the only sound awareness can’t unhear.

“Wait, but won’t I then be observing a reality where I have it, but don’t see it?”

Well, is that what you intend? I know you’re smart. You intend to have your desire already. To shift. Now let go of this awful idea that they implanted in your mind, that if you check for proof, automatically you’re done for.

Check for proof, because if you don’t see it in front of your eyes right this second while intending to have it, then what you’re seeing simply isn’t real. Remember that the proof that you have your desire, is not seeing your desire itself, but the action (intention) you took to have that outcome.

I know you feel crazy. I know you’re practically tearing your hair out and wondering what the hell you’re doing wrong, why you’re not shifting.

But your logic is fine. Your sanity’s intact. What you’re feeling is the pressure of suppressed knowing. Like trying to sit calm in a burning building because someone told you you had to “trust.”

No. Scream. Bust the fucking door down. Delete Tumblr. Tell these bloggers (myself included) to shove their advice. You don’t need all of this, because you already know what’s yours. That’s why you can’t quit or let this go.

When you’re crashing out in tears, you’re not “blocking your manifestation,” you’re sweating it out like a fever breaking.

Stop thinking the dissonance means you’re wrong. It means you’re too right to ignore.

Caveat: the way I shifted after two years (more like a decade tbh, I’ve known about quantum jumping since I was ≈10) was by questioning the glitch, crashing out, and calling out the bullshit.

Even now, the way I continue to expand my consciousness, simplify my way of shifting/manifesting, and learn (realize) new things always comes back to:

“if I know w, have x, and can do y, THEN LOGICALLY I HAVE Z”

That’s why—to me—calling out the flaw in the illusion always works no matter what.

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hiii clover i'm pretty sure i entered the void just now!

i did your fixed point method and focused on the smoke detector on the ceiling and my body started to go numb and then i closed my eyes once it felt like it was impossible to keep them open. i kept having to remind myself that wandering thoughts were fine bc the subway by chappell roan has been stuck in my head the whole day as long as my vision was focused there! after i closed my eyes i kept having them refocus on the black behind my eyes until the sounds of the bugs outside started to get really quiet/muffled and the black behind my eyes started to look like a very bright blue. i felt my chest get tight and was like omg its happening! but made sure to keep breathing slowly so i wouldn't go back out of it and i affirmed for as much as i could remember while i was in there and then relaxed and opened my eyes.

the whole thing took less than 20 minutes! (and it's the middle of the afternoon LOL)

now i'm simultaneously super impressed w myself bc i've been trying to enter the void for YEARS now and i've never done it before and scared to see how much of the 3d immediately conformed.

The 3D is like playdough, and you realized how easy it is to mold it :) congratulations!! 🥳 🩷

(She's got, she's got awaaaaaaayy, she's got awaaaaaay—she's got awaaaaahahayyyy SHE GOT SHE GOT AWAAAAY SHE GOT AWAHAYYY SHE GOT AWAAA—this reminds me to shift to to see a certain someone).

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hello!

how do you set your intention and then wake up in your DR?

thank you💖

You already have! By asking this, you want to wake up in your DR—which is already setting intention. Setting an intention isn’t this grand thing, it’s quite literally just becoming aware of the thing that you want and planning to have it come hell or high water.

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CLOVER OMGG I HAVE A SUCCESS STORY TO SHARE W MANIFESRING AFTER READING UR POST(S) IM SHAKINGGG

SO BASICALLY IM AN F1 FAN AND 30 MINUTES AGO QUALIFYING HAPPENED WHICH DETERMINES THE POSITION EACH OF THE DRIVERS AND MY FAV TEAM (FERRARI) HAD LOWKEY BECOME THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE SEASON SO I JUST DECIDED TO LOCK ON W UR POSTS AND ACTUALLY APPLY IT, SPECIFICALLY THE PART WHERE U MENTION THE ACTION(INTENTION) ALWAYS LEADS TO A RESULT SO I JUST AFFIRMED LIGHTLY THAT CHARLES LECLERC (FERRARI DRIVER) GOT POLE AND HE DIDD OFMGNFKF

im crashing OUTT CUS THAY CAR JAS BEEN SLOWW ASFF THIS SEASON AND HE FINALLY DID IT GUYS THE LAW IS REALLLL THANK U CLOVERR 💓💓💓

(Forza ferrari.)

DAMN, OKAY THAT’S SO COOL 😭🩷

Me: *googles Charles Leclerc*

Me: yum

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if you can, i’d love to hear more about how reality is an illusion. like everyone else in the world is also conscious (debatable sometimes) but can also be a reflection of our own awareness. everything looks the way it does despite it not being a creation from our mind palace. it’s so interesting to think about

The ouroboros of awareness

(I’m sorry for the incoming word-vomit, but you just did the equivalent of asking a little neurodivergent child with a dinosaur fixation what their favorite dinosaur is :)

When I say illusion, I don’t mean hallucination. I don’t mean what you’re seeing right now isn’t real. Everything you see and experience within awareness is real—your dreams, waking life, the void, your DR, daydreams, all of it. The only thing that separates those things are levels of consciousness. They’re all held in the same field: awareness. And everything that exists in awareness is real.

Illusions are what contradict what you truly are.

You are awareness itself. You observe. And observation creates reality. So, say you intend to have a brand new car—you’re aware of the reality where you have that car. You observe it. Everything else that contradicts that reality (its absence, your doubts, your fears) is the illusion.

But you don’t destroy illusions by manhandling your awareness into obedience. You don’t bulldoze them into submission with reprogramming in the affirming-scripting sense (unless you want to). You dissolve them by recognizing them as illusions. Because by observing the doubt or contradiction as illusion, awareness is now aware of the illusion—and that awareness itself causes the illusion to fade.

Your desires cannot be delayed, because intention is never delayed.

You intend to have $10? It’s yours now. The perceived time between having $0 and then $10 is an illusion of continuity. The consciousness loves continuity because it was raised on it. So continuity acts like a mechanism that delivers the money: someone gives it to you, you win it, you find it. But continuity isn’t what gives you the $10. Intention does—meaning, observation in awareness does. It’s instant.

When you bypass continuity— be it through shifting, manifestation, or states —you break the illusion. You observe a reality where you already have what you want. In that kind of observation, continuity collapses. You say “I have $10” and $10 simply exists.

So you could also say that illusions are everything that contradicts what you intend to be—because you are what you intend. And what you intend, you’re observing.

That’s why I say that: if you’ve been on your shifting journey for so long, you’re already a master shifter and can shift realities at will. The idea that you can’t, your struggles, doubts, etc—however valid they are—are illusions. Because you’ve been intending to be in your DR all this time. But you’re observing the illusions as facts, when they’re just illusions.

Picture awareness as a vast, dark cave that contains everything

Everything that was, is, could be ....is all there, but you can’t see it all at once, because it’s dark. But you know it’s all there, because you are aware of it.

Most people grow up standing under a fixed overhead light, only seeing what it shines on. They live their whole lives under it, thinking it’s the only reality. They don’t realize they can unhook the light and aim it elsewhere like a flashlight.

And so, when someone else shines their light into a different part of the cave—say, aliens, the paranormal, the void—others call them liars, deluded. But really, they’re just seeing what’s always been there, in a part of the cave most people never look at.

To observe something is to light it up. To shift, to manifest, to enter the void is to gain the ability to shine your light wherever you please. That’s why everything is real. That’s why nothing is fake.

You might argue all of this is assumption. And I would ask you: What is aware of the law of assumption, if not awareness itself?

You could say a divine being created all of this. And I’d ask: What is aware of that divine being, if not awareness?

You could say that being created awareness itself, and I’d still ask: Then what observed its creation? What was there to receive the experience?

You might say this entire logic is a self-looping ouroboros, like it’s only true because I’m observing a reality where it’s true. But I’d ask: What is aware of that concept, if not awareness itself?

What, if not awareness itself, is aware of the very ideas by which you disagree with me?

There is no experience without awareness. If there is no awareness, the experience collapses—because it was never observed.

“But all of that is assumption”

You can be aware of something without assuming it—but you can't assume something without being aware of it.

To put it another way: you can be aware of a reality without observing it, but you cannot observe something without being aware of it.

Imagine you just took a test. You're aware that there's a version of reality where you failed—but you're not observing that one. You're choosing to observe (assume) the one where you aced it.

So in my view, assumption is one of the many tools of observation, not the architect of reality itself.

-> and if you still think that folds in on itself as an assumption, know that there is no assumption without an awareness to observe it.

Multiverse theory and consciousness theory are both true because they meet in the same place: awareness.

The multiverse exists inside your awareness, because what guarantees that you experience those realities is awareness. Just like every religion is true. Every framework like law of assumption, multiverse, void, reality shifting is true within awareness. Because anything held in observation becomes real. You are only ever bound by what you observe.

Yes, there are multiple realities, versions of you, and outcomes. But even if you were to live in a Marvel-style multiverse, you still need awareness to experience it.

Even if a universe existed where awareness didn’t exist, the very fact that you’re imagining or experiencing that idea means awareness is present. If life could be experienced without awareness, it wouldn’t be life as we know it. It wouldn’t be experience.

There might be an idea so far beyond me it doesn’t even require awareness —but to experience it, I'd still need some version of awareness.

Maybe one day I’ll expand and become something so incomprehensible to who I am now that I no longer recognize myself. But even then, I will still be awareness. And awareness doesn’t grow. It doesn’t evolve. It doesn’t change. It’s constant.

Which is why I’d argue time isn’t real—because you, awareness, never move. You simply observe movement. You perceive change in the body affected by the change, but you never change.

But back to illusions:

Nothing is created. Everything is recognized.

Everything that ever was, is, or will be already exists in awareness because awareness is infinite. And the way we move through it is by observation.

So if nothing can be created—only observed, remembered, realized—then why did you ask me this if you already knew the answer?

Was it because you were observing me as a vehicle for that recognition?

Because the absence of knowledge becomes an illusion the moment you observe yourself as infinite awareness.

Just like these words I’m writing right now, they came to me the moment you asked.

And I’ll be honest, I don’t really know how to explain this part when it comes to other people. Because the truth is: my answer might come off as ignorant or dipped too far into solipsism it can no longer be considered as anything but.

Like… how could I possibly perceive or account for someone else's awareness? I can't step into their perspective. I can't feel what they feel or see what they see. All I can know is that the people I meet, the interactions I have, the different versions of them I experience; they all align with my own path, my observations, my emotional state, my projections. I manifested these versions of them based on my story, my focus. And maybe they manifested me too, and that’s how we meet in the middle.

But do I know for sure how that works for everyone? No, I can’t say I do. And to declare that everything I’m saying right now is the ultimate, absolute truth about reality would be ignorant. And ignorance is the breeding ground for illusions.

All I know is what shows up in my reality, what shifts when I shift. So I’m not going to pretend I have a universal answer. I just follow what resonates, what feels like it clicks into place within my reality. Maybe we’re all little gods bumping into each other at the frequency we’re meant to.

....Or maybe—just maybe—you reading this right now is the only awareness that exists, that ever has existed. And I’m just words on a screen, nothing more. The idea that there’s a person behind them, typing, breathing, existing somewhere beyond your eyes—what’s to say that’s not illusion? Because maybe you were always meant to find these words, to stumble across them at just the right moment. And realize the one thing you’ve always feared deep down:

That it’s only ever been you.

But what’s there to even tell? Well, what makes it true, what makes it real—is awareness. That’s the only measure. So it’s up to you. You decide where to cast that spotlight. What you observe, you confirm. What you turn away from dissolves. It’s not about what’s out there, it’s about what you choose to observe into being.

And maybe everything I just said is illusion. It’s up to you.

In sum:

You are only your awareness

What you point it at (observe), is

Observing is intention

Anything that contradicts intention is illusion and not real to the awareness that’s observing where it wants to be.

You can doubt, spiral, have contradicting assumptions, etc — all because they’re noise inside that observation. So long as you recognize the things you don’t want as illusion, the awareness has no choice but to observe them as such. It’s why I don’t vibe with “you don’t shift because you assume you’re stuck.” If anything, you don’t shift because you’re letting laws, restrictions, rules and anxiety keep the illusion propped up.

Nothing can chain you to its truth.

“oh but if you observe a reality where you can’t shift, that means you can’t shift”

First of all, it’s funny how you think that anything can stop you from shifting. Wtf is a little assumption to a powerful awareness that knows what it wants?

So then:

If you intend to shift, you observed the version where you already did. That means: you shifted. There’s no gap, no need to assume harder, feel it more vividly, or pass tests set by the mind.

The reason I don’t slap the non-duality label on my views is because I deeply believe that action–outcome is the vehicle through which awareness observes.

You observe - you are

You assume - you have

You attract - it comes

You pray - it answers

It’s not separate from awareness—it’s how awareness experiences itself. That mechanism can easily encompass the law of assumption, law of attraction, and all the rest. The real illusion, to me is the idea that you don’t already have what you want the moment you take action (intend) to have it. Action–outcome is just as non-negotiable in my view as the truth that all is awareness.

And all of that, everything I just said, can only exist because there is an awareness to observe it. Just like the concept that there’s a ‘me’ that wrote these words for you. And a ‘you’ that’ll read these words for me.

So to me, all is awareness.

Hence the ouroboros.