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happy birthday to the coolest fart that’s blown my way.

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me: ‘you know the scene in brother bear where they leaned into the wind in the wide open? it’s my favourite thing. i’ve always wanted to feel in love with life like that.’

you:

dear life, after all that i just want me to know - however it seemed at one point, i’ve found love again. different to any i’ve felt, one that wraps me in his arms and taps me gently on my hand, one that’s says i won’t have to be alone again whenever i feel the pain of owens’ passing. a love that says it’s okay to hurt because he’s there. i’ve learnt that even pain feels so different when there’s someone to hold you when you’re hurting. this is a new life. one that makes me feel mad about just how short life can be. sometimes.

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notre vie, mon cœur

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29

et le monde tourne follement.

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And I laugh at my heart—and do its bidding.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, from ‘The Sorrows of Young Werther’, tr. David Constantine

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So much time has gone by, I didn’t know how much I would change

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TOUT EN TOUT

i cried and laughed so much in 2022 x

here’s to the tears and laughter that’s sure to come in 2023, may they be of good spirit. xx

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aller à l’orchestre est l’une des mes expériences préférées d’être en vie - at least to me, c’est la meilleure partie d’être en vie .

we went twice this month, and it felt like perching on a little rock resting in the sun, in the middle of the ocean, just drying it all off for a lil.

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“I spent a lot of my time looking at blue, The colour of my room and my mood: Blue on the walls, blue out of my mouth; The sort of blue between clouds, when the sun comes out, The sort of blue in those eyes you get hung up about.”

— “Symphony In Blue”, Kate Bush

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Crimes of a dog

The only kinds of crime a dog is capable of, are the kinds that makes you think the best of them — even when they are being bad.

This is (essentially) the mind of all dogs, but especially that of dumbass Nala: to steal an oven mitten and then fall blissfully asleep because you got sleepy from chewing the soft fluffy mitten.

All things considered — I think a dogs biggest crime, is to exist in a world where reality has little to no intentions of reflecting even a speckle of that spirit.

Sometimes it really feels like the tragedy of life, and the biggest loss we suffer from.

IDK man. Falling in love with a dog is just a senseless dramatic state of mind. every single time.

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The Esterel Mountains, 1888, Claude Monet

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Mary Oliver, Worm Moon

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first off, I ripped both my big toenail off. scale of pain is extreme ouch to medieval torture. mobility range has been pretty much limited to:

1) making a batch of brownies

2) frying up a batch of churros

3) sitting on the couch playing Elden Ring all weekend

4) eating everything & shouting at the TV bc i’ve become a cliched slob that yells at video games

5) nala sayangs

I’m really addicted to Elden Ring right now and I am mad that I keep dying. But I can’t stop because the adrenaline rush and satisfaction of killing bosses is such a dopamine surge that keeps my tarnished soul hooked.

That is all. Have a good day. My toes hurt.

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il y a un garçon gallois..

..qui me rend très heureux 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

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Hobby-horse

me do the cook. chaotic cuisson de cheF cLaRA

hobby looks like booby - i am dyslexic (no really, today i told my sister and she said ‘yeah didn’t you know that? remember when you were younger i had a whole conversation with you about how you were reading entire pages of the book to me wrong. i thought you knew that.’ so cool, good talk.)

very late discovery, explains a lot. still managed to grow up a useless bookworm and learn french though — very loving life!