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[cj-flores15]

You know I never really understood what they meant by “if you love them, let them go.”

Because i thought if you love someone why would you just give up on them and let them find someone else?

But that’s just it, if you love someone you still do even after they feel differently about you.

If you truly love someone and you know deep down you don’t have the love they are looking for, you would want them to find it.

Because in the end if you love someone all you want is to see them happy, even if that means without you.

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Everytime I feel myself starting to feel better and normal again my brain likes to remind me that I’m a piece of shit who deserves nothing good in life and I think it’s spot on.

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Can anybody hear me?

I’m fucking drowning in my skin

I’m tired of screaming, I’m done believing

That anybody’s listening

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So I don't say that I miss you

Not chasing after you not anymore

So I'm lost without virtue

It's not that I want to start a war

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but you didn't have to cut me off

make out like it never happened

and that we were nothing

and I don't even need your love

but you treat me like a stranger

and that feels so rough

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Why does this shit happen to me everytime 😭

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The right person, wrong time...

The right script, the wrong line...

The right poem, the wrong rhyme...

And a piece of you, that was never mine.

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“The saddest truth is realising you have fallen madly in love with what can never be.”

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The thing that kept me hanging and hoping is the fact that what if “us” was meant to work out? But we just never tried.

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Story of my life 😔

I wish it was me. I wish I was the person next to you. I wish I was yours. I wish that I was your heart. But because you are mine, I let you go. I won't let you fall. I'll let you go gently. And send you all my love on your way. So that you always be safe. Even if it will be other arms that hold you.

Meins.

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You can’t just touch my soul and then leave me.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1400 // our memories cross my brain everyday

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How many times do I have to go through it before I find out the reason 🥺

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Unfortunately