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sacred romantic moments

“ don't go. stay. “

“ but you're here, so stay. “

“ i don't want to be alone tonight. “

“ just come over. “

“ let's be alone together. “

“ i didn't know where else to go. “

“ i don't want us to be apart anymore. ever. “

“ i wouldn't have called you if it wasn't important. “

“ you can talk to me about anything. you know that, right? “

“ just... be honest with me, do you hate me? “

“ i could never hate you. not really. “

“ you're my friend, but... sometimes i wish you were more than that. “

“ we're not just friends. you know that. “

“ i think i'm falling in love with you. “

“ can i hold your hand? “

“ yeah, you're in love with me. “

“ just hold me. “

“ things would be so much easier if we were honest with each other. “

“ why can't you be honest with me? with yourself? “

“ maybe you could stay? just for tonight? “

“ it’s dark outside, and it’s raining. my arms are much safer. “

“ you can't keep doing this. you can't keep lying to yourself. “

“ i can't keep lying to myself, or to you. it's not fair on either of us. “

“ i think you should kiss me. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ just kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ look me in the eyes and tell me you love me. “

“ you can't lie to me, you know. “

“ you know me better than anyone. you always have. “

“ you're pretty amazing. you know that, right? “

“ you're just... you're extraordinary. “

“ you're good to me, you know. really good. “

“ you've made me the happiest i've ever been. “

“ i don't know what i would have done if you weren't here. “

“ our love can conquer anything. “

“ and for many generations to come, our love story will live on. “

“ i want you to marry me. “

“ if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i'd say yes. “ “ what about today? “

“ marry me, name. marry me and make me the luckiest [x] in the world. “

“ your kiss could mend a broken heart. “

“ are you going to kiss me again, or do i have to do it myself? “

“ i could cry, that's how much i love you. “

“ you're worthy of my love. “

“ truth is that i'm so damn in love with you that i don't know what to do with myself. “

“ maybe tonight, it's you and me. “

“ i don't know what the future holds. all i know is that i hope you're in it. “

“ could you promise me one thing? “

“ promise me that we'll be together, no matter what. “

“ it's you and me, forever. no matter what. “

“ i didn't want to tell you until i was sure, but... i'm pregnant. “

“ we're going to be family! “

“ this baby, it's the best thing that could ever have happened to us. “

“ i can't believe this, we're going to be parents! “

“ dance with me? “

“ may i have this dance? “

“ you're my whole world, you know. “

“ don't speak, just... kiss me. “

“ you have no idea how long i've been wanting to that. “

“ i've been wanting to tell you for so long... “

“ so... is this like, a thing now? “

“ i always miss you, even when you're next to me. “

” i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. ”

” i don’t want you to miss me. it’s tearing me apart. ”

“ you make me happier. “

“ i love waking up next to you. “

“ my favorite thing is falling asleep next to you. “

“ come cuddle with me. “

“ this is torture, isn't it? “ “ not in the slightest. “

“ do you love me? “

“ could this be something more? “

“ move in with me. “

“ do you think we should move in together? you spend all your time here anyway. “

“ are you serious? i've had a crush on you for as long as i can remember. “

“ i know you're in love with me. “

“ you're really cute, you know. “

“ you're so damn attractive. you know that right? “

“ if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you. “

“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “

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omg thank youuu!!! i definitely want to get back to my kaider series at some point :)))

we need more kaider fan fics, especially where he comforts her humorously as well😩

Lucky for you, there are tons of kaider fanfic writers!! I’ll tag some below, (and if you see this post and you notice I’ve forgotten someone, please tag them!!)

@impossiblesuitcase @cindersassasin @shellyseashell @selene-kaito @just2bubbly @gingerale2017 @cindersnightmare @everyone-has-a-nightmare @kaider-is-my-otp @kaiderforever @kaiderswell @linhcinder686 @wordsablaze @princessselene126 @creampuffqueen (there are so many more but I’m not as good of a fic reader as I used to be so please forgive me if I’ve forgotten any of my homies… and seriously TAG THE WRITERS!!)

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Danna: Sorry bud, Nova is Nightmare!! :(

Adrian: Oh Okay thanks for telling me. I’m fine! (:

Two hours later:

Adrian: AND YOU WANNA SCREAM *breaks chair* DONT CALL ME KID, DONT CALL ME BABY *sobs* LOOK AT THIS GOD-FORSAKEN MESS THAT YOU MADE ME-

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Heartless by Marissa Meyer

☆☆☆☆☆

An absolute must read.

"Long before she was the terror of wonderland, the infamous Queen of Hearts, she was just a girl who wanted to fall in love."

This novel brings readers excitement and illicit romance between two star crossed lovers.

The protagonist, Katherine, is the daughter of a noble and only wants to open a bakery to share her love of pastries with the folks of wonderland. But fate has other plans when she is suddenly told of the foolish King's desire to marry her.

I found this novel to be painfully beautiful because as the reader we already know that she is going to marry the king. We know how the story ends. We know and yet we hope stubbornly that she will succeed in her quest to follow her dreams by opening a bakery and be with the one she loves. And when she ultimately fails we can't be surprised; we knew this was coming.

I give this book 5 stars because I will be crying over this book 'till the end of time.

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‘His shoulders slumped and, as if realizing that she was not about to leave, no matter how much time had or hadn’t passed, he lowered himself to sit beside her. He peeled off his gloves and set them and the tri-pointed hat aside. “Only the desperate will ever find this place. Hatta found it when he was desperate not to meet the same fate as his father. I brought you here because you were in so much pain, and I was desperate to make it stop.” ‘

-Marissa Meyer, Heartless

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@psyche-the-ya-protagonist

Cross posted on Instagram @/art.by.isabel4 and @/heartless.twrp

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heartless headers

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credits to @evercstairs on twitter

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where do i find a jest. asking for a friend

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‘Dear Catherine. I have wanted to kiss you from the moment you awoke in that rose garden.’

@arisinferi on twitter and Instagram

Hope you liked it!

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so i work at a barnes and noble now and i’m in charge of holiday staff recommendations and…guess what i picked

ordered these babies myself 😍😍

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so i work at a barnes and noble now and i’m in charge of holiday staff recommendations and…guess what i picked

ordered these babies myself 😍😍

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Hello please reblog this if you're okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

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i disappeared again lmaooo sorry guys :(((

as much as i love tlc, renegades, and heartless i’m not as hyper fixated on them as i was when i started/maintained this account. i’m actually hyper fixated on some other things rn lol so idk when i’ll post for this fandom :/

but since it’s been so long and i feel like i’ve changed a lot since i last interacted with you guys, here’s a face reveal lol

i dyed the underside of my hair blue!! it’s a lil faded right now so i need to touch it up lol but it’s cuuute

i have been going through a lot of changes in my personal life recently (realizing i’m not straight, getting more into adulthood, etc) and so this account has fallen onto the back burner. i just wanted you guys to know that i’m still here and i will pop in every now and then, and i love u guys!!! hopefully i’ll see u soon!

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thx for the tag!

ships: jalice, wolfet, and izzie x cassie

last song: gold rush by taylor swift

currently watching: one tree hill, i watched the first two season years ago and never finished so i’m trying to watch it again

last movie: new moon

currently reading: about to read twilight tbh

currently craving: i’m eating one of my favorite foods right now so i’m pretty satisfied lol

tagging whoever wants to do it!! :))

i was tagged by@jooleah and @moonbeameddie 🥰🥰🥰

Rules: answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to get to know better/catch up with.

Three ships - Buddie, Ballum and Destiel

Last song - Graceland Too by Phoebe Bridgers

Last movie - Call Me By Your Name

Currently watching - Young Royals and Good Omens (i’ve just reached “someone killed my best friend” 😭😭😭🤧🤧)

Currently craving - peach yogurt (cause of my sunshine justin taylor)

tagging @trashbaget @fearlessbuck @agentoutoftime @doodlemeimpressed @firemedicdiaz

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thx for the tag!

tagging whoever wants to do it :)))

picrew tag game!

tagged by: @walt-breslin & @leonieb 💖

no pressure tags: @javi-djarins @sith-maul @14mcmd1122 @over300books @astroboots & anyone else who hasn’t been tagged in this game yet :)

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me: i am ready to get hurt again

me: *rereads heartless*

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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.