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fem chuuya as olivia rodrigo albums

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how i perceive skk and their philosophical beliefs, particularly existentialism and absurdism

in my opinion, dazai's an existentialist. his character explores around the concept of finding meaning in life bcs he has no idea what's the point of it all. is there even value in the act of living? or is it just a foolish desire human beings have?

we all know dazai struggles with human emotions and has a constant conflict with his own identity

and yet, dazai constantly makes his choices in order to seek meaning (ex. staying in the mafia for a period of time, joining the ada, saving people, etc.)

the thing is, he WANTS to learn what it means to be human; wants to understand and find the value of life

as for chuuya, i believe he's an absurdist.

chuuya's journey is simply—for lack of a better word—ridiculous.

he has faced many absurd challenges in his life, yet managed to turn his life around through sheer force of will (mind you), and continues to live through it all with a devoted passion towards maintaining his relationship with humanity

like dazai, chuuya also struggles feeling human. at his worse moments, he feels like a weapon only wielded for war

despite that, chuuya continues living and commits himself to the people around him as an act of defiance in my opinion

yes, the conditions of his life is inane. laughable. maybe even pointless. but does it matter?

he doesn't particularly care abt the greater value of life or actively search for the meaning behind it, since he has already lived his entire life accepting its madness

he does and will constantly choose to live in spite of his conditions bcs he refuses to give in to the notion that he's not human and therefore shouldn't even cease to exist

in the end, chuuya rejects the promise of death and the power of destruction he's clearly capable of in order to stay in touch with his humanity—no matter how absurd his life is

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welcome to my very concise and detailed explanation of why this love by taylor swift was written for evajacks (specifically the last 10 chapters of the ballad of never after)

Your kiss, my cheek

I watched you leave

evangeline when jacks didn't go with her and chaos to the arch / or basically everytime jacks leaves her

Your smile, my ghost

I fell to my knees

when jacks was holding evangeline's body??? hello???

When you're young, you just run

But you come back to what you need

jacks running away from his feelings & tries so hard to stay away but always comes back to her in the end

This love is good

This love is bad

need i say more?? it's their entire trope

This love is alive back from the dead, oh, oh, oh

These hands had to let it go free, and

This love came back to me, oh, oh, oh

basically jacks in the last few chapters / jacks in the third book + evangeline literally came back from the dead ! ! !

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YES. christopher wishes he was on logan's level

If I see one more of you idiots comparing Rory and Logan to Lorelai and Christopher I am going to go crazy. They’re clearly Emily and Richard.

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best gilmore girls couple? best gilmore girls couple.

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I CAN'T LOGAN WAS SO FUNNY FOR THIS

(the night after logan buys rory a birkin bag, S06E06)

Rory: Logan.

Logan: Yeah?

Rory: I love you.

Logan: Wow... The lady that sold that purse to me said this was gonna happen.

ALSO HIS REPLY AFTER LMFAOOO

Logan: Look... I've told a lot of girls I love them before, and I didn't mean it. So I'm not gonna do that to you...

Logan: That didn't come out right.

I'M WHEEZING I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

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Loving Vincent (2017) dir. Dorota Kobiela, Hugh Welchman

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James: *ranting about something*

Reg: You talk a lot.

James, who’s used to apologizing for talking too much: I’m sor—

Reg: It’s cute.

James: *blushes*

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them: so game of thrones is your new comfort show?

me: yup

them: the one where they all kill each other for a metal seat?

me: i said it was my comfort show i didn't say it was wholesome!

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Please consider an Andreil Soulmate au where your soulmates first words they say to you are tattooed on your wrist but Andrew & Neil are on opposite pro teams and the first thing Neil says to Andrew is just a straight up insult.

People having generic af things like “hey can you pass me that pen?” Or just a plain “hey” or something super romantic and then Andrew & Neil’s words are just “Nice shot but the goal is actually 5 feet to the left” and “fuck you, I’ll aim the next shot at your fucking face”

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James: Don’t look at me like that.

Regulus: Like what?

James: Like you’re the absolute love of my life and the object of all my desires and I’d do anything for you.

Regulus:

James:

Sirius:

Remus:

Peter:

James: I just said that out loud didn’t I.

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imma dedicate this post to ma boi jaime fucking lannister bcs i currently have two seasons left in got aND FUCK IT HIS DEATH IS ALL I COULD THINK OF likeee "is he gonna die?" "pls don't die" "oh my god he's gonna die, isn't he?" JAIME DON'T DIE ON ME OR ISTG I'LL KILL YOU

"If you must die sweetheart, die knowing your life was my life's best part."

– Keaton Henson

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James: Oh we couldn’t do that…it’s on a Saturday and Remus won’t be there

Lily: but it’s just one prank—

Sirius: but Remus won’t be there

Mary: Gentlemen it’s a one time thing-

Peter: inconCIEVABLE

Marlene: ITS A MUTUALLY BENEFICIAL PRANK THAT WILL ULTIMATELY-

James, Sirius & Peter: BUT REMUS WOULDNT BE THERE

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i definitely see James as adhd-coded and i think many people write him as such unconsciously without even realising it. so many of his popular fanon and canon traits just align if you pause to look. loud, restless, working on new side projects all the time instead of focusing on what he should be doing. like even the playing with the Snitch habit he has, which is taken from canon? is 100% adhd behavior.

which is why it bothers me so much in jily and jegulus when lily/regulus are constantly annoyed at him, rolling their eyes, telling him to shut up. it makes me so sad. i want them to sit there and let him talk for hours and when hes like "sorry im rambling" they tell him, "no its okay i like listening to you talk". reminding him to do things he forgets, sirius and remus constantly fixing and cleaning his glasses because otherwise he doesnt even notice. please.

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"The first time we met I was looking up to you. Suppose I still am."

"Did you think I was looking down on you? When we met."

"Weren't you?"

"No. More like... admiring the view."

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me with writing

Rainer Maria Rilke in a letter to Lou Andreas-Salomé, published in Rilke and Andreas-Salomé: A Love Story in Letters