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#WePurpleYouTaehyung

the wisdom, free spirit, and noble nature of sagittarius has been associated with the color purple for centuries. taehyung, a sagittarius rising with jupiter (the sign’s ruler) in his first house, could not have chosen a better color to represent him 🔮💜

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Sorry if this is an awkward question to ask, but is it a Scorpio thing to make eye contact? As a Scorpio sun, I've been looking to meet and make eye contact with my crush for a while, and as a Scorpio mars, he's been returning my gaze too easily and idk anymore I'm just really curious if this is a regular occurrence with Scorpios

i’ll let this gif of a scorpio venus and mars man answer your question 

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Do Not Falter

If you ever feel miserable, He also feels miserable.

If you ever feel lonely, He wants to tell you He’s always there.

If you ever feel thankful, He is celebrating with you.

If you ever feel impatient, He wants to tell you to wait.

If you ever feel like dying, He pleads you to live.

If you ever feel like living, He wants you to continue.

Ayaw kong sabihin na tayo ay makasarili, ang mga desisyon naman natin sa buhay ay hindi laging perpekto. 

Palagi tayong nagmamakaawa sa atensyon ng iba, pero ang atensyon na kausapin mo siya bawat gabi naibigay mo ba?

Sinasabi nating pinapaasa tayo ng iba, ang mangako sa Panginoon ng pagbabago ngunit napalya ay pareho din ba sa dapat niyang maramdaman?

Nakakalimutan nga nating magpasalamat at magpatawad sa iba, sa kanya pa kaya?

But don’t worry, He works His ways in pain and joy for us just to go over this life in footsteps with Him.

So Don’t Falter, find your strength in Him. God Bless You.

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HALUUU. This is my amazing family tree/genogram. My mother is the eldest among the four of them and you can see me from the pointing arrow. :*

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THE EMOTION CHALLENGE!

ME ft. LIMUEL MA FWEND, JULIAH BEBEH AND KYLA WAFA. :)

As for me, I handle my emotions by shutting up and pondering on what to do or how to handle the situation. Then it’s either I’ll solve it in a funny or serious way. Lots of lablab. :*

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Lead and Follow

Lead with reason

In true intentions

Holding responsibilities

To nurturing capacities.

 Follow firmly

Through principles of unity

Seek to believe

In dreams to be achieved.

 No better than a nation

Seeing each other as companion

To see common good

In everything they could.

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My Kind of Love

Shet. This is a little bit cheesy and cringey to other people (even me though). But it’s a feeling common to everyone and this could be an age where we deny that we feel this. Heh.

Family

There should be honesty, security, respect and unity that we’d feel. Without honesty, it will be a family where a bunch of secrets are untold and what each member would fail to understand because there is no truth. Without security, it will be a family that is always in doubt of one another with a thought of them causing harm and you will always feel alone in bad times. Without respect, it will be a family with no sense of authority from the mother and father because the children would disobey or vice versa in which there could be an abuse going on at home. Without unity, it will be a family with no sharing and common good.

Friendship

There should be sensitivity, loyalty, and honesty felt by each individual. Without sensitivity, there is no personal space when someone needs to and could offend them otherwise. Without loyalty, it would not be true to the meaning of friendship and love, leading to backstabbing. Without honesty, it’ll feel like a huge barrier between everyone else and it could lead to confusion in questions unanswered.

Relationship

There should be understanding and commitment. Without understanding, I don’t know how would that kind of relationship can last though and it can always lead to misunderstanding if you don’t know how to understand each other. Without commitment, a lot could happen outside the box. Cheating, backstabbing, irresponsible choices and a lack of perseverance to fully understand your partner. It would be something like having everything with nothing. 

GOD SHOULD ALWAYS BE AT THE CENTER OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP.

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Dear Ate Angel,

It felt numb in the moment, when I have nothing else to do but just stare at her crying. She held scars invisible to my perception. She really likes dogs and children. Yesterday she told me that she hates her face, saying it was too fat and unlovely. Staring at a mirror, her own reflection in them, she’d point out her scars and wishing they’ll be gone. From the clothes she wears and in makeup she conceals, “this is the standard of the world, I should just be born this way,” she says. We met at the restaurant today and as tears fell down her cheeks, it made me speechless. She said she just wants to be loved and accepted by everyone, but a man told her that she was wearing too much makeup and an ugly clothing, though I really like her just the way she is. Help me to cheer her up and let her learn to love herself.

Yours truly,

Invisible Man

 Dear Invisible Man,

While reading your letter, I think that you should always be there for her. She is consumed by her urge to fit in the standards of the world about what beauty really means. I don’t know what your relationship is with this woman but please have the courage to speak up. What she needs right now is clarity that she is enough from the people she knows, like you. That it is okay to be herself, she is not ugly and many people like her for being herself. Encourage her to smile again by taking her to pet shops since she loves dogs and try visiting an orphanage. The orphanage could broaden her perspective from the children that stays there and hear about the little things that make them happy. I hope my response helped you.

Yours truly,

Ate Angel

Dear Kuya Sync,

This friend of mine is someone that I tell personal stories to and my deepest insecurities. I’d tell him that I like dogs and children. He’s the same age as I am and we are still preparing to go to college. In the library, we’d share a table together with a purpose to study for a test but he’s not bringing even a single notebook. Last semester, he failed two subjects and I was worried he would not make it to the next semester. Yesterday, I was reckless and didn’t ask him how he was doing in the subjects that he failed last semester. In the mirror, I was just murmuring about my insecurities. In the restaurant, I cried and told him about a man I met in the store that triggered my insecurities. Actually I lied, that situation did hurt me a little but what hurts me most was what the teacher told me. If he would not do better, he may fail this semester and repeat the whole year. He wants to be an engineer, I am afraid that he’d really fail and we may not enter college together.

Yours truly,

Concerned Woman

 Dear Concerned Woman,

Thinking that you’re very close with all the personal sharing, I think you should remind him on both of your aspirations and goals. Help him set a goal that he wants to be an engineer every time you are going to the library to study. Also encourage him to share his personal dilemmas with you so that you can help each other when the time comes. Don’t try to pressure him to pass because he may not feel to pursue his goals if that is the case. Put more effort in supporting him to be what he wants in the future. Avoid lying and hiding things that could ruin his aspirations to continue. Be a lending hand whenever he needs you and if it does not go according to the right way, be there for him. I hope my response helped you.

Yours truly,

Kuya Sync

AYIEEE. GOOD VIBES EBRYWEEER.

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This Works for Me Too!

If there is a test, I would usually avoid distractions and have that set-up; study materials, table and chair only. I would set a time for each subject that I would study for depending on its difficulty. Then I would take a break and treat myself with chocolates or a snack. When studying, I listen to music that miraculously help me remember more of the topics. After the struggle, I have lifted my ass of the test. :)

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This Works for Me!

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HUMANA NAJUD ANG PRELIMS PT WEEK. 

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Haluuu Gurl,

U so pretty I can’t comprehend it. U smart, U loyal. Continue to be a good and happy kid. Mabuotan na unta ka palihug, change for the better. Love yourself always (di katung ilang pasabot na hugaw.) and know that you’re always worthy. Ayaw na to siya hulata, lipay nato siyas iyang lyp. You are enough.

Lots of meh,

Yourself (Crazy btch)

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MA/PA,

Gwapa kaayo inyong anak. Hahaha. Back to business, I know you have these expectations of me being successful someday. I may be blind on the things ahead of me, but you continue to guide me along the way. You keep on telling me I’m beautiful on my own. Ayg kabalaka, I’ll make you proud. The mere thought of you not pressuring me to be the best in your imagination melts my heart in a way that you’re keeping it simple. My future is a priority. What makes me happy makes you happy. I will always be proud you are my parents.You know my flaws as a child when I get lazy sometimes and you would scold me to work my butt off because a lazy person would regret not doing things sooner. If I could not be the child you’d want me to be, I’m really sorry and I hope you’d continue to take me as of who I am. You help me carry on my studies and when I got a failure notice, I wouldn’t be afraid to show it to you because you know what I am capable of and would encourage me to do. You’d always remind me not to look down on someone or set a standard to myself because we all have different capabilities and have no right to say to someone he/she would never surpass you. I am so happy that your expectations are something I can work on my own without you forcing me to be  it. Society is hard but you became my home at all times.

ATE/KUYA

Mas gwapa lang jud ko ninyo, swear. I know you have expectations for me because I am the youngest (ako daw ang ma-spoiled di raba jud. :P). Like ate, you expect me to be like you, someone who has good grades and is currently working in a big corporation. Pero pasensya imong manghud di kaayo bright, I got grades line of 7 and I am not as hardworking as you. But I am working to be the best and successful my own way. Kuya, even if you’re not telling me, I know you don’t want me to be like you having the decision to quit school. Don’t worry I would finish college with flying colors and I would make all of you proud. You are a blessing to be my siblings and if one day I’d disappoint you, just know that I am going through a hard time with myself.

FRIENDS

Kamo ang bwiset ug lingaw sakong kinabuhi. Ngano? Bwiset, because you are expecting me to be an angel and are always correcting my flaws. Sorry, nobody could exist without flaws except God, ‘kay? You’d bring me to endless, sometimes useless fights, expecting me to go for it but there are fights I don’t want to take anymore. I may be protective towards people important to me but there are times I’d wish I didn’t flinch a care at all. Lingaw, I’d never be constantly happy without you and I wouldn’t know the importance of having a good company, fighting together and crying together. Shet ang cheesy. You da best. :*

TEACHERS

Ma’am/Sir, daghan kog maingon ani pasensyai. First of all, I ain’t smart as 1+2=3, there are times that I’d struggle my ass off just to understand your topic so please don’t easily get mad because you’re teaching us your all and thank you for forever extending your patience. Makasabot ming kapuyon pud mo kay tao rasad biya pud. It is just that my mind couldn’t get “common sense” at all times. It is not like as fast as the flash in movies. If I get low scores at tests, my fault, but please don’t go ahead and tell us that we are not doing our best at studying because I admit myself that as soon as the test would start, the things I did study for would fly off my head and I’d have a blank as an answer or would sometimes wish that putting God is the Answer valid. Also, I am not the very behave kid in class, I like to talk and express my ideas to my seatmates. I’m terribly sorry if you’d feel like I’m not interested in your class because I can’t shut my mouth off. There are also times when I’d feel like a teacher would like to establish a friendship with a student (in which I don’t find anything wrong) but I want to establish a relationship where you are my teacher and I am your student that kind of “barrier” you know. Honestly don’t like to be sipsip and all, maybe I’m just overthinking. The last and important thing I want to say is that you can’t expect us to be really good and obedient students (I know you are scolding us to become better individuals) but there are sometimes it goes beyond the line that it would hurt us mentally and emotionally because it has taken too personal. I hope you’d stay with us and thank you for giving us your utmost patience. (Naa paba ni sense? Feel nako mura na siyag rant. Sorry, not meant to be offensive.)

Have a good day.

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Hey Beautiful Being, 

I know how much you have grown through the years. You passed beyond your comfort zones like joining a vocation, joining a music club, running for the student council and learning guitar/piano. Your responsibility being a student is not easy but you gave your best even if you can’t take it all. You strive your hardest to be a good/loving daughter, take care of your family and make them happy, I am so proud of you. You also opened your heart to children by teaching them values and lessons in order to see them later as successful as you are. The care and courage that you have for your friends is something I’d never forget as a good asset of you. You are not perfect but you want to be good to everyone even if there are times when you can’t carry the burden anymore. I know you want to be an architect so bad and reach your dreams. You always believe to stay positive and have a simple life, stick onto your perspectives and continue to become a better person. Always remember, you are worthy.

Lots of love,

Your Future Self

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Many are so quick to judge this mandala because of its skull at the center not knowing the real meaning behind it. The skull literally signifies “death”. In my perception, the words (lies, fool, crap, loser, insecurities, lost, shit, hurt, pain depression, free, fake and hate) in our head is what kills us. The mere fact that we let it into us leads to making decisions we’d regret. We are good beings in pure form infected by evil thoughts. If we learn to make a priority for ourselves, we’d have a courage to carry on with the thorns of the world and as the shape of an anchor shows a cross, so we live with the love and words of God.

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Marie P. Silorio | September 8, 1999

“Who I am in Christ matters more than what I think or what other people tell me about myself.” -Colossians 3:1-4

I became the negative person depressed to wasted chances before becoming the optimistic person to say it’s okay to make mistakes. I became the insecure being to my scars before becoming the happy kid that sees scars as experiences. I became an ugly person before becoming a person having her own kind of beautiful. I became the perfectionist to little petty things before becoming the simple-minded girl doing the best that she can. I became an overreacting river of tears to society before becoming the independent woman who doesn’t embrace the hurtful twisted minds of society. In the end I want to be remembered to who I am today, my past is quite shameful to look at but I’m proud growing from it. If you’re reading this, happy is somewhere in yourself and you’re beautiful. Have a great day.