chronicallyillcloud

[chronicallyillcloud]

Also, if you only have 30%, and you give 30%, you didn't give 30%. You gave 100%. You did your best. Your best is going to look different each day, and even from moment to moment within that day. And some days really are just about making it to the next one. That counts, too. If all you did today was breathe, you did enough.

[chronicallyillcloud]

Disabled and chronically ill people are allowed to enjoy things and do things they like (if they’re able) while still being sick and disabled. Yes, even if they aren’t employed. Hope this helps.

[chronicallyillcloud]

Being 90% bedridden feels like torture if I love being productive. I'm reading more books lately to stop being online all the time, but I'm barely able to focus and after a few hours I'm unable to focus at all. I'm basically dissociating for a large portion of my day. I could watch TV and such, but I'm just 'consuming' and I feel empty when I do this for a long time.

I need to reframe my thinking on 'productivity', 'usefulness', 'wasting time', but it's really hard. I see people enjoying their life, the world keeps spinning and I'm just alone in the same bedroom. It's lonely, isolating and everything I do feels useless.

I feel like entertainment is never meant to be watched for 24/7, it's meant to be a treat after a day of productivity.

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