chillandnormalrambles

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i’m unstoppable grahhhhhhh (choosing to look after the drunk friends so i’m motivated to never be in that state again)

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don’t ever try be a recovering alcoholic in the club shits abysmal

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was the designated sober friend in the club last night and it was my first time going to the club and lord almighty i had to sit in silence and listen to ptolemaea on repeat when i got home

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does anyone have that clip of hayden saying “ethel cain was at the bottom of her career she was fat broke and nasty” i referenced it in a conversation but no one got it and now i just sound like an idiot bc i cant find the video 😭

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born to be a nonchalant masc, forced to be a psychotic femme

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glad to say i’ve been drinking RESPONSIBLY

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staring the at bottle wondering if i will always be too weak to stay sober for longer than a week

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this addict too broke to tweak tonight

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you can take the girl out of tweaking but she’ll never lock in

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writing shit poetry cause relapsing isn’t an option

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girls when they relapse like 4 different addictions in one hour

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don’t sink in me with your dog teeth

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me and my friends went on a walk so we could collect flowers to press

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might go on a posting rampage at 10:43 in the PM

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unreleased ethel cain stoker song snippet save me… save me unreleased ethel cain stoker song snippet

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starting to fear that recovery MIGHT be futile

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it’s a vodka and julien baker kind of night