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HELLO ive been really in2 ur music recently and wanted to draw ur guy posca hehehe i hope u enjoyy :D

ps. sorry if u notice flaws i did this on my wacom and im still getting used to it sigh ..

SO INCREDIBLY CUTE 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 MUCH LOVE FR

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can you tell me about Suicide Simulator 1 1 1? it's another of the characters that I would like to know its story, is also another of my favorite characters! :33

Genuinely a good question because I don’t even KNOW how to answer. Suicide simulator (( sim for short )) hasn’t really developed into its own character yet. It used to go by the name zippertits and was this deer-thing but when I actively started working on funerary art it lost its touch.

As of right now, sim is nothing. I kind of associated it with myself for the time being (( which by the way, the character on the cover for funerary art is supposed to be me )) They came to be during one of the absolute worst periods of my life and it shows in the works I put out under this name. They’re one big mess full of repressed anger. It’s the only alias ( next to some of Brooklyns work ) that is truly just personal work.

So….to answer your question for now…..sim can be anything….it is all up to your interpretation, just like it’s musical work :) but I do hope go attach something to it one day

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how do you feel about fans or ppl making remixes of ur music?

Completely fine with it and even encouraged ! In the past I had dropped stems for certain tracks so people could remix them or use them for recourses. Getting your work remixed is so cool so if you have remixed my work or know of someone who did let me know pls!!!! I am always curious to see what people create.

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My sona Bingus <3 she was inspired by @cherubdisorder oc Chu Chu (they make amazing music go listen to them) i made her while i was listenin to keep yourself safe <3

(Lemme know if shes too similar to chu chu and ill change her design!!)

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genuinely mean it when i say your music inspires me so much. i am heavily debating on buying that cd (even though i dont even have a cd player). wanted to also ask, is it cool if people make fan characters based on your music? ive been wanting to make ocs based off your albums and their covers (im running a story called "Album Sexymen" where all the chars are based off album covers) but i was unsure so i just thought id ask either way, hope your day is well and just know ur awesome :)

Thank you so much!! It always baffles me when ppl tell me they’re inspired by me (( in a good way ))

Yes of course!! All good with me!!! That’s like the dream to me basically. Back in like 2020 I’d do the same but with lemon demon songs….so yes!! You have my full permission :) would love to see them!

In general I am cool with anything that’s inspired by my work as long as it isn’t fully copying what I do, but outside of that I encourage people to make cool things and have fun!

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Hii, Does Cirep (Nitrogen Speedway) have lore? It's my favorite character! And I love that songs they make, unfortunately I don't have a toyhouse account for the information on the BBSI characters :((

Don't you mind if you can tell me about that character of BBSI? I find it interesting to hear about them!!

Hiii omg I’m so sorry for never getting around to replying!!!! Yes I can definitely tell you about Circe! Also I am pretty sure you can look at my toyhouse without an account, just can’t comment or anything, but that’s all good man! I haven’t updated the lore in general so.

As of now, this is what I’ve written down

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Circe Hyakutake || Alien || adult || also known as NITROGEN SPEEDWAY online

The most beloved number 1 racing champion of the Milky Way. Deemed an unbeatable force, Circe has been holding world records for years and simply can not lose a race! Their kindness and confidence has made them an idol to alien kind. Despite the amount of stress they get from being a big public figure, they find themselves seemingly thriving off of the hype people give them.

However, this ended after their car crashed, which caused them to lose an eye completely and partly losing vision in the other. The whole accident caused massive outbreaks in the media since this meant that Circe would never qualify to race ever again. While recovering from said accident and coming to terms with losing the one thing that they were so passionate about, they settled on starting completely over on planet earth without the media knowing.

They now happily live on earth with their childhood friend Comet, and found a new passion for gardening and music, specially the kind that was very popular in old PlayStation games. While they greatly miss the years of racing, they are happy to now finally live their life without the stress of being seen as a celebrity and being restrained to just racing all day.

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I also wrote down lore for posca which I’ll try to post here sometime soon!!! Thank u for ur patience ♥️

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✨🌈🌟BREAKCORE IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO GET LAID, NOW ON CD🌟🌈✨

IN COLLABORATION WITH THE LOVELY PEOPLE OVER AT ravefurrest , WE BRING YOU THAT ONE COMICALLY LOUD BREAKCORE ALBUM WITH THAT FUCKASS YELLOW CAT ON IT!

THIS WILL BE ON SALE FOR ‼️2 WEEKS‼️, GET IT BEFORE ITS GONE!

Much love to everyone at ravefurrest and especially mailpup for being SO nice and for giving me this opportunity, this is a genuine dream come true. Hope you all like it as much as I do!!!!!

- MUCH LOVE FROM TEAM BBSI

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hi!! :D I love your music sm!! though I have something to ask.

would it be okay with you if I took inspo from your piñata cat OC, made characters similar to yours and made stuff with them? I've already made some art of these lil guys and I was also thinking about making a whole game with them, but then I realized I should probably ask you for permission to use characters inspired by yours.

I hope you don't misunderstand this because I tend to write stuff wrong :]

Of course! I don’t see any issue with that. I don’t “own” piñata animals do I don’t see why you wouldn’t be allowed to make your own, even if they’re inspired by mine! If they’re not 1 on 1 copies of mine then why should I mind?

I think being inspired by others is cool, so do go make your game! I wish you the best of luck with it

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do u ever wanna have physical media made, or like, merch t-shirts n stuff

if so id totally buy

Yes!!!! I’ve wanted that ever since I started this whole project. I already have designs for t-shirts / stickers / charms etc. Just need a good place to actually manufacture these on since redbubble and teespring arent really the greatest quality wise.

As for physicals, I hope to release a bunch of CD’s / tapes and maybe even vinyl one day. CDs are my go to since I do enjoy working with them the most, but I’d love to have posca on vinyl once !! Would be cool for like gabber / hardcore dj’s that play vinyl sets.

I just never had the time to properly think any of it through since I am a very busy person ( work, college and an internship ) and with me being European sending stuff out is incredibly expensive.

HOWEVER. There is something coming up soon that I will not say anything about until it’s been made public and I do very much hope people look forward to it.

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Posca von Gabba and chu chu references for the new year!

Will be working on redoing all my toyhouse stuff soon!! Then you can finally know the CRAZY and WACKY lore of my incredibly ridiculous characters :)

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are you trans or just chill like that? (Pronouns)

Chill like that I just don’t really care what people refer to me as nowadays! I’ve grown comfortable with having no gender and people puzzling together whatever I am supposed to be. Technically the enby label falls under the trans umbrella but you get the idea….i exist and what you want to refer to me as is all up to you.

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Tumblr you guys get to see this before anyone else :)

Redesign of Circe (AKA nitrogen speedway) to fit my original vision!!!! Much love to my friends for helping me out with this redesign!!!! Second illustration by @casserpillarr 🧡💚

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Idk what to say

Characters from @cherubdisorder

(again, I love the characters mwhahahahaha)

(I love all characters)

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My little cutie patoetie <3333 thank you so much!!!!

(idk I was bored)

My boy

- Character from @cherubdisorder

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Never knew my work meant so much to people. it actually makes me feel so honored ♥️

HAPPY 2025‼️‼️

This has certainly been a year, I’m 20 minutes away from the new one so let’s celebrate!!

THANK YOU SMG4 AND SONIC FOR BEING MY MAIN INTERESTS THIS YEAR‼️

AND THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH TO ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO MADE MY YEAR BETTER AND HELPED ME THROUGH HARD TIMES WHETHER THEY KNEW IT OR NOT!!!

I hope you all have a wonderful new year and I hope this next one is good for you guys as well!! Stay heathy :D

@its-a-me-mango @courtpheasent @jaybleu25 @cherubdisorder @migorify @egot1stical

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Chu Chu says you have a good day

Character from @cherubdisorder

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HI I SAW YOU LIKED ONE OF MY POSTS AND I REALIZED YOU WERE THE ONE WHO RAN BBSI HOLY SHIT HI I LOVE YOUR MUSIC 💥💥💥💥

Actually a crazy coincidence 😭 I’m a huge LBP lover and your art really caught my eye…..keep it up!! And thank you so much !!