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Well fucks? Get to it!

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Btw it's okay to be sad about being aromantic, sometimes it really does feel like a bummer. I promise it feels a lot better after a while but it really is okay to be sad about it

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Professor: choose a controversial (ish) topic and feel free to talk about it however you want

Me, an Aroace with strong opinions: perfect

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can’t believe I have to say this but it’s completely okay to question your own sexuality as an adult. you don’t have to have every single thing in your life figured out before you turn 18 babe. those socially deadlines are not real. there’s actually no such thing as deadline for learning new things about yourself as long as you’re alive

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Bi to aro/ace pipeline is so real

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the phrase “ vanilla in bed ” is so amusing to me because that implies the existence of different ice cream flavoured sex positions

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announcing our most important joint project ever! the phaby

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Claim it ❤️

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Inevitable

I bided my time waiting for the day you'd realise you're mine but that day is no more not since, you chose her

You've always been there grew up breathing the same air always just assumed it would end with me and you

You made me believe in kisses, and date nights, in love at first sight in soulmates, in dances, and butterflies thought that's what we were going for but now I know for sure that it's just me who thought we were inevitable

Thought I was a few chapters ahead that you just needed to see how perfect we would be but obviously you have your doubts or else you'd be here now

Now you're no longer there no longer breathing the same air remember the daisy chains you'd make I planned them for our wedding day

You made me believe in bouqets, in cupid, in valentines in love notes, rom-coms and wedding nights thought that's what we both wanted but now I'm left feeling haunted because I thought we were inevitable

It's not the story's end yet so let me tell you how this should end thought this would end with your arms around me thought this would end with us getting married thought this would end with dancing at midnight thought this would end with you and me tonight

Thought you'd always be here now I'm finding it hard to breath air It's just so hard to admit that you think we don;t make a great fit

You made me believe in heartbreak, jealousy, love internalised in desire, love unrequited, in the what if's you've always been my best friend that's why I thought it would end with us as inevitable

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I think I lost my spark. I don’t talk as much, I keep to myself, and I’ve mastered the art of distance. It’s not that I’m mad or bitter. I just don’t have the energy to show up the way I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this “I don’t care” phase, ghosted people without meaning to, and became comfortable in my own silence. Maybe it’s healing, maybe it’s just exhaustion or maybe it’s depression. Either way, I’m learning that sometimes, pulling away is part of finding yourself again

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I still find it bizarre that I can know someone, eat dinner together, watch tv shows together, call one another, hold hands, laugh together, share my feelings, spend hours together and then the connection is over. I realise there is some mismatch, some deep incompatibility which means that to continue the connection will mean to suffer needlessly. And suddenly there’s a gap in my life, that doesn’t feel like it has really been filled by anyone. And it’s sad because I sometimes see people with the same features, or the same kind of voice and I think of you. Tonight it all feels very sad….

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authors!!

quick question...

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Imagine if The Boys gets all three guys from Supernatural to make out. For the bit. That would be hilarious and, as a second-hand watcher who knows all about the superhell fiasco thanks to Tumblr gifs and memes, I'll be so, so happy for the fans.

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Eli Ever is so delusional, it's so funny.

"I'm not a mass murderer, God gave me a mission. I pinky promise I'm not bad, I'm good, I'm a good man! It's just that all EOs are demons! (Except me, of course) Proof, you say? Uhh, so my ex in college, who was totally not insane to begin with, tried to kill me."