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Broken Wishes - (Yongguk x Reader x Daehyun)

Word count: 5429

AN: Admin M here! We both apologise for being inactive these days but Admin S has been busy with her last year of high school and me… Well, I’ve been lazy (I’m sorry~) so for now! Please enjoy this one shot I unfortunately got carried away with and took so long to write. Have fun!

Warning: Sexual content (Just making out and not smut), angst.

Request: Can I have an imagine with Yongguk when we date for a year then I go away for a year then come back and walk in on him kissing another girl (he moved on because I wasn’t there). I move on (with Daehyun my bff in B.A.P) and he tries to take me back after breaking up with the girl. Could you make it angsty?

“Yongguk… They accepted me” (Y/n) incredulously breathed out, her voice intangible as she stared at the approval E-mail for the job interview she had recently given in disbelief. Yongguk looked up from his laptop in confusion not having heard her clearly. With a deep breath (Y/n) looked up towards her boyfriend, the brightest grin plastered on her face and she beamed like a full moon, excitement bubbling inside of her as she barely tried to contain it and jumped up in triumph “YES! I GOT IN!” She happily laughed, jumping at a surprised Yongguk who had just begun catching onto what she meant. He nearly fell out of his seat at the impact but immediately returned her embrace.

“That multinational company you applied in?” His deep voice rang out as he tried to confirm his suspicions. (Y//n) vigorously nodded her head making Yongguk smile now as his grip on her tightened. “Jagi, congratulations! That’s great news! I’m so proud of you.” He gave his beautiful gummy smile, nuzzling herneck making her giggle.

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“So when’s your flight?” Yongguk asked (Y/n) as they watched TV the next day.

“It’s on Sunday. Two days from now” (Y/n) replied placing her head on her beloved’s shoulder missing him already. He sighed and pulled her closer to him. (Y/n) had gotten a great job opportunity in Tokyo, Japan which could pave the way for her career. It was close to her dream job and she couldn’t miss it but simultaneously it was hard to leave the man she loved. If only it was here in Seoul. (Y/n) bitterly thought.

“I miss you already you know” She spoke, the sadness evident in her voice as she intertwined their hands.

“Don’t say that now. You’ll make it harder for us both” He smiled, gazing at her lovingly as they locked their eyes with one another. “You’ll do great. This is perfect for you and you shouldn’t even think of missing it. I believe in you Jagi” He encouraged her with his kind words but of course, there was sadness hidden deep within his eyes that he tried to cover with his smile for her.

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“Yongguk could you do me a favor?” (Y/n) tried to swallow the lump in her throat as she played with her boyfriend’s hand with her head on his chest as they spent their last night together. (Y/n)’s flight was early in the morning, near 6 which was 4 hours away. He would miss her. Even if he didn’t show it for both their sake, he’d miss her.

“Yeah?” Yongguk softly kissed the crown of her head as she nestled closer to him, tangling their bodies together. “You know, if you.. Find someone” she gulped searching for courage hiding somewhere inside of her as she readied herself. “If you do, then don’t hesitate. I… I don’t want to be in your way and it’s only fair” she sighed.

“(Y/n-“

“No, Just promise me ok? I don’t know when or if I’m coming back. So, I want you to move on with your life.” The atmosphere became thick all of a sudden as she anxiously waited for his reply. With a sigh reverberating from his chest, he finally cut the silence which had engulfed them both.

“I promise”

The night was peaceful and quiet as ethereal moonlight illuminated the room through the window, lighting up everything it touched. The goodbyes always hurt, but the pain of the memories that followed, the flashbacks, it was excruciating. She’d miss this. His feather touch, how he handled her with the utmost care and love, his soothing voice that sent waves of comfort down her spine, how well her hand fit in his long one, the affection shining in his enthralling brown eyes and his beautiful smile that brightened her day, chasing away all kinds of storms, oh how she would she would miss it all. (Y/n) slowly felt her eyes closing as tiredness overtook her desire to stay up and spend as much time as she could. The night was still young after all, with the stars twinkling in the distance like diamonds and the moon shining in all its glory with soft whispers of wind which entered through the open window was too calming. But Yongguk stroking her lower back, with her head on his chest was enough to relax her body and gradually, his heartbeat lulled her to sweet oblivion in her lovers arms.

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“I guess this is goodbye” (Y/n) shakily said, standing up as she heard the last call for her plane.

“You’re going to be fine” he reassuringly said, pulling her into his arms.

She clung onto him for dear life not wanting to let go as she felt a tear cascading down her flushed cheeks soon wiped away by his black tee.

“I love you (Y/n)” he sighed holding her tightly against him knowing he wouldn’t feel her small form again for God knows how long.

“I love you too” she sniffed.

“Go now” He begrudgingly said.

“Wait- You.. You have to keep your promise, alright?” She fisted her hand in his shirt wanting him to say ‘yes’ and that he’ll be ok. Yongguk nodded his with his heart heavy. It took every fiber of his being to slowly lean back from her embrace but it had to be done. As soon as they parted, (Y/n) slammed her lips against his, memorizing each and every detail as the two lovers shared one last kiss.

“I’m sorry” (Y/n) pulled back “I just.. Well, it’s for both our sakes. If you find a chance, don’t let it slip” she smiled through her glassy eyes, nodding her head before turning away and leaving.

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The flight to Tokyo was pleasant and comfortable since (Y/n) spent most of her time sleeping and before she knew it, she had reached her destination. Getting up, she stretched herself and slowly made her way out of the plane after grabbing her things. Soon enough as she exited the airport, she saw a man in a black suit standing with her name on a board. Courtesy of the multinational company she was going to work for. They were good enough to accommodate her stay and transportation for when she arrived at the airport.

Sighing, she strolled over towards him. “That’s me” She smiled sweetly. He looked at her closely before nodding his head and opening the door to a black SUV that had come for her and grabbed her bags. She gingerly got in, closing her eyes as her mind drifted off to how her life was going to change now.

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“Ma’am? We’re here now” (Y/n) stirred awake by the driver as he called out to her.

“Hm?” She slowly became aware of her surroundings and rubbed her tired eyes. Blinking, she looked out, the sunlight coming from the open door causing her to grunt in discomfort and instinctively bring her hand forward, shielding her face from the burning rays of the sun. Adjusting to the light, she slowly alighted from the vehicle and saw that her bags were being carried into a lush building with a humongous number of floors. Not wanting to get lost, she immediately followed suit, chasing after the driver.

157-B. (Y/n) read, mentally memorizing the number as she turned the lock to her new apartment, opening the door. As soon as she looked inside her jaw dropped at the beautiful arrangement inside with a decent number of rooms and breathtaking view of the whole city which was simply mesmerizing. The beautiful blend of golden and silver adorned the whole place, with all her necessities. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad after all.

Picking her phone, her finger flew up towards ‘Bang Yongguk’ but she stopped herself before making the call. How can he move on if I keep clinging onto him? She thought, shaking her head. She would have to stop calling him if she wanted him to continue on with his life and that is exactly what she would. At the very least, Yongguk deserved to know she had reached safely and so she decided to stick with text message this time.

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The first week flew by (Y/n) fast as she adjusted to the work environment, getting a hang of how things worked there and the occasional text messaged with Yongguk continued. The relationship between them now was slightly complicated. (Y/n) had given him permission to date of he found someone on one condition. That he would tell her he found someone before breaking it off and so every day she felt she scarcely hoped if perhaps, he loved her enough to not move on and make this work.

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The next 6 months were hectic to say the least. The work load was almost too much to handle as (Y/n) stayed up day and night, working hard for an important deal her company had. She was drowning in work to actually feel his absence. Yongguk on the other hand, was busy with his own work and they barely texted by now.

8 months of hard work finally paid off for (y/n) as she sighed in contentment, opening her apartment door. Without further ado, she threw the keys on her table and dropped her bag, flopping down on her bed. The deal was finally done and her company gained a lot of profit from it thanks to teamwork and everyone’s combined effort. She had just celebrated now with her colleagues and was slightly drunk but more exhausted. Each bone in her body was hurting, her eyes were burning from lack of sleep. All she wanted was to hibernate for the weekend, doing nothing but lying in bed all day and that was exactly what she was going to do. Yongguk. She tiredly thought. With sleep heavy on her eyelids, (Y/n) slowly drifted off to sleep, saving the dilemma for another day and getting lost in her dreamless slumber with his name on her tongue.

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The next day (Y/n) spent in her bed as planned and basically watched shows on Netflix getting up in between to grab a bite but overall, relaxing herself because damn did she deserve all that.

She also didn’t feel that tied to Yongguk now and they had last talked to one another over two months ago. During the beginning whenever she thought of him, her heart always ached and it was a heavy thought. But now, she felt more relaxed and calm. It was going well indeed. Thinking of her best friend with whom she talked to a month ago because of her tough routine, (Y/n) decided to give Jung Daehyun a call.

“Hey, Daehyun” She involuntarily smiled as soon as she heard his cheerful voice.

“(Y/n)! How’ve you been!?” He enthusiastically asked on the other line, really glad to finally hear her voice.

“Good. How’s everything going?” she asked.

“It’s going good. We all finally got a breather to relax ourselves for a bit but you know Yongguk hyung and how he keeps working hard” he chuckled as she smiled sadly. “How’s your job and what’s going on between you two now?” Daehyun steadily asked after a while.

“Hm, work is good! Dealt with a very beneficial and important deal which proved to be quite useful so I guess Yongguk and I… Well, it’s complicated.” (Y/n) laughed slightly, not knowing herself what to say now.

“He keeps drowning himself in work because he doesn’t like anything else. He misses you” Daehyun softly spoke making her heart skip a beat. He misses me. She thought as her heart strings pulled. “Well, give him time” She exhaled running her hands through her hair.

“We all miss you as a matter of fact” She could hear the grin in his voice, making her giggle.

“You’re all tough boys. You’ll handle it” he snorted on the other side before continuing on with the conversation and virtually keeping her in good company in the confines of her apartment. Talking to him felt better. Like someone had her back and was always there when needed.

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4 months passed in the flash of an eye and it was officially a year now. Because of (Y/n)’s hard work and dedication, she was promoted to a higher seat which bewildered everyone at how quickly she had gotten the higher seat and so was she but when (Y/n) found out about being posted back to Seoul where the seat was available she was absolutely thrilled. She nearly jumped out of her skin when she found out but had to contain yourself since she was in work environment and had to keep her stoic reputation. With a huge happy grin, she immediately went back to her apartment, too excited for her own good as she thought of how everything would finally work out now and how she’d surprise Yongguk by not telling him. The thought alone made her giggle. She was going home.

“Daehyun!” (Y/n) Excitedly spoke up after hearing his greeting on the phone.

“You seem happy” he fondly chuckled waiting for her to elaborate. “I just got promoted and guess where the seat is available? Seoul!” She laughed after hearing some loud crashes.

“What?! For real?” Daehyun eagerly chirped. “Yes! The flight is tomorrow and don’t tell Yongguk! I’m gonna give him a surprise” (Y/n) grinned.

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Departing from the airport, (Y/n) sighed and looked around for Daehyun who was going to pick her up and soon enough, she saw her best friend waving at her. She recognized him in a heartbeat despite the fact he was wearing a mask. That posture, the fluffy hair, those sparkling eyes. She could easily spot him anywhere. Giving a tired smile she slowly walked up to the energetic boy. She had missed him a lot the whole year she was away and so, without a second thought she lunged at him, hugging him with all her strength making him laugh as he hugged back just as eagerly.

“I missed you Daehyun” (Y/n) sighed closing her eyes.

“I missed you too (Y/n)” He chuckled, slowly leaning back from the hug. Being the gentleman that he was, he immediately took the suitcases from her. “How was the flight?” He asked his eyes turning into crescent moons indicating he was smiling underneath his mask.

“It was good” she breathed out and walked with him towards his car. “Wanna go home first or meet Yongguk hyung?” He spoke up after placing her bags in the car.

“Yongguk first” she murmured loud enough for him to hear before getting inside. She would go and surprise Yongguk first and then go the dorm, hoping the rest of the boys were there or she’d visit Junhong individually. The engine roared soon as Daehyun changed the gear and slowly, their short journey started in serene silence. However, as she thought of Yongguk, her heart started beating at an unsteady pace while feeling incredibly uneasy. What is if he is already in a relationship? She thought in bitterness. No, he wouldn’t do that to me without telling me. She tried to convince herself. Gulping, (Y/n) clenched her eyes shut and took a deep breath trying to banish this edgy feeling that gnawed at her.

Her heart fluttered in a bad way as soon as she neared his house and with a rough exhale, she ran her finger through her tangled locks. Daehyun having noticed her uneasiness as soon as she sat inside the car decided to question her now “everything alright?” he looked over to her with his eyebrows creased in worry.

“Yeah” She breathlessly said. “Just a little tired”.

Pulling up in front of the house, Daehyun turned towards her “So, you want me to stay or I’ll pick you up later? My schedule is clear for today so I’m free” he spontaneously asked her with a smile.

“No, it’s alright. You can drop me off here. I’ll go back to my apartment on my own. You’ve already done a lot. Thank you Dae” she locked her eyes with his doe ones, patting his shoulder in gratitude before turning to open the door.

As soon as she opened the door about to alight from the vehicle, her attention turned towards Yongguk’s front door opening followed by laughs. She curiously gazed at the young woman brunette woman about her age exiting the house with Yongguk close behind.

(Y/n)’s heartbeat became unsteady as she started becoming anxious. After all, she had given him permission to move on which was one of the reasons she hesitated before coming here. But he should’ve told her if that was indeed the case. Biting her trembling lip, she decided to let the woman leave before she could walk up to him. With both of them chatting happily about to bid one another farewell, Yongguk slowly leaned forward locking their lips.

Gasping, (Y/n)’s heart nearly leapt out of her chest as she witnessed the scene before her with wide eyes. “Oh God” She took a deep breath turning Daehyun’s attention towards (Y/n) who then looked at what caused her such distress, his own eyes widening at the new revelation. Suddenly feeling nauseated as she watched the two lovers completely immersed in their kiss, she turned her head away, her body shaking violently as she fought back sobs threatening to break through her lips any moment with tears brimming in her eyes.

Oh how it burned. How it twisted her insides and clenched her heart. She leaned her body back, closing her eyes as she heard Daehyun curse under his breath.

“I’ll talk to hy-“ Daehyun angrily started about to get out of the car in a fit of fury when your hand clasped his arm.

“D-Don’t” she whimpered making him halt and look at her with conflict in his eyes. “I.. I told him to move on.. It’s… Not his fault. Please just…. Can we go home?” She faintly whispered with hot tears freely streaming down her cheeks as she felt her heart shattering into pieces with the images flashing in her eyes again and again. The least he could’ve done was told her like she had asked him to. She had expected this to happen somewhere deep inside the dusty corner of her heart that she kept locked away but she didn’t think it would hurt this much. That it would tear her apart completely, breaking her into nothing but shards of glass.

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Daehyun had insisted that he should spend the day with (Y/n) since he couldn’t leave the heartbroken girl alone. After a lot of debating, (Y/n) decided to give up and let him in with her which lead to them now cuddling on the couch while watching her favorite movie with Daehyun telling all the funny experiences he had the year that (Y/n) was away making her laugh lightly in between as she heard the interesting stories from her best friend who was trying his best to make her feel better.

As the day progressed and lots of stories were shared, (Y/n) felt a lot better thanks to Daehyun who was kind enough to stick around for her sake. She truly appreciated what he did for her and with that thought spinning in her mind, she slowly drifted off to sleep in her best friend’s arms.

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Warm rays of sunlight danced across (Y/n)’s skin through her window and the sound of twittering of birds reached her ears making her crack her eyes open in discomfort. Groaning, she stretched her sore muscles before turning to her side and snuggling closer to the comfort of her tangled blankets. Wait. Wasn’t I on the couch? (Y/n) couldn’t help but wonder as she felt the familiar feeling of her bed which she had longed for.

Frowning, she opened her eyes, adjusting her (E/c) hues to the blinding light that was flooding in through the windows due to the curtains being cast aside. Daehyun. She thought sighing. As if on cue, her bedroom door opened and inside entered Daehyun with a huge smile on his face and a tray in his hands bringing her breakfast.

(Y/n) stared at Daehyun in awe that he was doing so much for her as she wordlessly watched him place delicious pancakes in front of her along with some juice.

“Dae… I don’t know what to say..” (Y/n) breathed out looking up at him with adoration in her eyes at a complete loss of words for how much he was taking care of her despite the fact he was a busy man.

“You could start with a ‘thank you’” he teased her making her chuckle as the bed dipped down when he sat in front of her waiting for her to try the pancakes like an excited puppy. As soon as she tasted the enticing pancakes, a satisfied moan left her lips as she closed her eyes relishing the succulent taste. “This is so delicious Dae” (Y/n) groaned causing a small tint of pink to coat Daehyun’s cheeks in shyness at the small compliment.

“How are you now?” He asked after a while, all humor gone from his voice being replaced by concern.

“Better. I kind of well, Overreacted.” (Y/n) sheepishly rubbed the back of her neck. “That’s your specialty” he jokingly said trying to suppress his laugh.

“Hey!” she playfully slapped his arm with a pout as the once quiet room was now filled with his melodious laughter making her smile.

“I wanted him to forget about me in the first place because I didn’t wanna keep him tied to me. He was doing just that and I guess I… Anyway, it’s alright! I’m fine now” she genuinely answered nailing Daehyun under her reassuring gaze. “You must have a lot to do. I won’t keep you any longer.” (Y/n) exhaled after finishing her breakfast and stood up along with Daehyun.

“You sure?” He asked with a frown still worried about her wellbeing causing her to smile fondly at him. This boy. She thought bemused. “Yes, Daehyunnie. I’m old enough to handle myself” she smirked when he scrunched up his nose in dismay at the nickname. He grumbled under his breath before begrudgingly moving out of the room.

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Not soon after Daehyun had left (Y/n) heard the doorbell ring. Frowning at who could be visiting now, she lazily strolled towards the door, nonchalantly opening it. As soon as her gaze landed on the person before her, she took a sharp intake of breath as her heartbeat skyrocketed with memories of yesterday flashing before her.

“Yongguk” She greeted, her voice barely tangible as she moved aside to let him in. Yongguk looked at (Y/n) with a whirlwind of emotions in his grief stricken eyes.

“You’re back” he hoarsely mumbled, his deep voice not failing to send shivers down her spine. She solemnly nodded her head leading him to the couch.

“Coffee?” She asked with a forced smile and made her way towards the kitchen.

“Sure” he sighed sitting down, waiting for her to come back.

“So, since when have you two been together?” (Y/n) asked, her eyes confident and voice unwavering as she took a sip of her coffee, sitting next to her ex-boyfriend. “A month” He looked down, not wanting to meet her eyes. “Listen (Y/n) I’m so-“ Yongguk started only to get cut off by her.

“No. There is no need for you to apologise. There was no knowing when I’d be back and… The only thing I want is your happiness. What’s her name?” she asked with a smile to lighten the tense atmosphere. “Min ja” he whispered.

“She seems like a nice girl. I hope you two have a good future ahead.” (Y/n)’s lips turned upwards and her voice dripping with honesty. Even though it hurt deep inside and she still yearned for his soft delicate touch, ached to be held in arms, craved for his lips to be against hers. These selfish thoughts plagued her mind as she saw the man she loved sitting before her. However, this was not the way it was now and the sooner she accepted that, the better it would be for both of them.

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It had been a month since that incident and (Y/n) felt completely normal and good again. Her work was relaxed as compared to before and she got time in between to enjoy herself unlike before. She was finally over Yongguk and had gotten even more closer to Daehyun if that was possible. He always tried to make time for her despite his tight schedule and they were always together now.

Just like now, they were in daehyun’s house eating ice cream and bonding over the lastest movie they both had watched. In the middle of the conversation while (Y/n) was talking, she felt Daehyun’s gaze burning into her intensely as a small blush started creeping up her neck. She stumbled over her words when he started leaning closer to her and tenderly placed his pointer finger under her chin, keeping her still as her breath got stuck in her throat in bewilderment, trying to comprehend what was going on. Seeing him so close to her face, she just realized just how enchanting he truly was. Each curve on his eyes shouting perfection. Everything about him was truly divine. There was hesitance in his actions which he was hiding well.

(Y/n) stilled completely, eyes landing on his soft lips as he tilted his head to the side, parting his luscious lips, moving in closer until puffs of air stroked her lips, his eyes flickering from her eyes down to her moist lips as he waited for her to back away if she wanted.

(Y/n) invitingly parted her own lips and moved slightly forward as a silent invitation to continue to which he wasted no time in accepting and immediately slanted his mouth across hers with the utmost care. He pulled back before the kiss got deeper, his hand moving towards her shoulder.

“(Y/n) I’m so sorry. I di-“ he started with (Y/n) not giving him a chance to continue as she lunged at him, crashing her lips against his passionately while wrapping her arms around his neck, making him stumble back on the couch in surprise.

Running her hands through his soft brown locks, (Y/n) involuntarily moaned as he eagerly responded, kissing back with just as much passion, his hands gripping her waist tightly before flipping them around and deepening the kiss with his hand moving down to grip her thigh as he slowly leaned back from their kiss trailing butterfly kisses down her neck. He pulled back soon with both of them gasping for air with grins on their faces.

“I’ve been wanting to do that for so long” he sighed in contentment before lying down next to her and pulling her close “So, are we together now?” He asked with hopefulness in his voice, worry adorning his mesmerizing features while he intertwined your hands.

“Yes, silly” you giggled at him as you leaned forward to peck his cheek. “Good. Because I like you a lot. More than I should” He shyly confessed in relief with a grin on his face, pulling you even more close, tangling your bodies completely.

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It had six months since (Y/n) started dating Daehyun and she couldn’t be happier. He showered her with affection and gifts, spoiling her completely and by now she was smitten so badly. Daehyun was caring and the perfect boyfriend any girl could dream of. The way her looked at her, gently caressed her, kissed her, everything he did held so much meaning and emotion. Nothing was empty and no matter how exhausted he was, he never turned her down. It was always (Y/n) looking out for him and forcing him to sleep when he visited her to check up on her because the pressure and work had him drained yet, he never stopped caring for her.

“Bye jagi! I’ll see you tonight” Daehyun quickly pecked (Y/n)’s forehead before hurriedly putting his shirt on.

“Bye Daehyun. Take care please. ” she smiled as he nodded his head, moving towards the door. “Dae! Wait” she suddenly spoke, sprinting towards him making him turn around and look at her questioningly. “I love you” She timidly spoke, causing him to stiffen since it was the first time he heard her say that. With a goofy grin which turned his eyes into beautiful crescent moons, he hastily dipped down for a soft and kiss full of love, feeling like the luckiest man alive.

“I’ve been dreaming for you to say that for 2 years now” He chuckled pulling away and looking at her with an unfathomable expression, making her eyes widen.

“You… Were crushing on me for two years?” She asked completely dumbfounded.

“Hm. The day I was going to ask you out, Yongguk hyung beat me to it” he nodded his head with a sad smile before pecking her cheek. “After that, I didn’t.. Want to come in between you two. You were happy and that’s all I wanted” he sheepishly chuckled as she stared at him completely enthralled.

“Wow” she breathed. “You’re a greater actor Dae” (Y/n) teasingly said with a playful glint on her eyes.

“I know” he winked before leaning in to kiss her cheek “And this actor has been head over heels in love with you since forever.” he whispered before giving her a dazzling smile and running out of the apartment, barely containing how over joyed he felt.

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(Y/n) was completely free this Saturday and so, what better way to spend it other than watching stuff on Netflix? That is exactly what she decided to do with a bowl of nachos in her lap. However, her relaxation time got cut short when her doorbell rang. Frowning slightly, she slowly got up and sauntered towards the door. Opening it, she was greeted by a disheveled Bang Yongguk.

Completely caught off guard, she immediately let him in, worried about his health as he silently walked inside, soon turning around to face her, nailing her confused orbs under his shattered ones.

“(Y/n) we need to talk” his deep voice shook as he took a deep breath.

“Okay? Yongguk what’s wrong?” (Y/n) asked with worry laced in her voice.

“I.. I broke it off with Min ja and I did that two months ago. It’s always been you. I have always loved you and I know you’re together with Daehyun right now but please could you give me a chance? I tried moving on with her but she wasn’t you. You’re the only one I want (Y/n). Are you.. Willing to give me a chance? If you saw no, I’ll understand” he tried to swallow the lump in his throat not being able to stay away from her any longer, he rushed to her apartment after two months of trying to get over what they used to be.

Stilling completely to let his words sink in, (Y/n) let out a rough exhale feeling completely distraught and conflicted. Why? She thought in disdain, hating to choose. She took in his form. His skin had become pale, bags under his eyes and hair jumbled up. After fifteen minutes, she heaved a sigh, having made her decision. “Yongguk… I.. I’m sorry. I really am. But I’m happy with Daehyun now and I love him. I’ve… Moved on and I would like for you too. I don’t feel it anymore. I’m sorry” (Y/n) softly said moving closer to him and gently placing her hand on his shoulder. “You deserve someone better than me. Someone tougher and more beautiful and one day you’ll find her” She gave a reassuring squeeze to his shoulder, her heart breaking at the sight of his bloodshot eyes.

He slowly nodded his head before wordlessly moving out of her apartment, closing the door behind him as he hurried towards his car with tears escaping from his eyes. Wiping them away, he got inside his car, hand white knuckling around the steering wheel, hating himself for the wrong decision he made 7 months ago. He should’ve never let (Y/n) go and just like that, he felt more inspiration rushing into his head like a tsunami. So many things he wanted to say to her, so much to apologise for, so much to tell. He would do that through one thing he found serenity in. Music. With that thought, his lips curled up in a broken smile. She was his muse and she always would be even after having cast him aside. His first and last love.

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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I just read the Himchan Jongup mafia au and i can feel my heart clenching ;_; Awwwww Jongup my poor baby😢 I have to say you have a way with words author-nim!! Keep up the good work💕💕

Awww, thank you dearie! Both of us are really proud of Dark Necessity, maybe there might be a part 3 eh XD. Thanks for the love~

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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I love your writing omg it's just amazing

Thank you so much kind anon!!!

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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Heartache (Youngjae x Reader)

Word Count: 8553 (We need to stop haha) Yay for the first Youngjae scenario!

Warning: Swearing, alcohol use, cheating, angst

Summary: Marrying the man of your dreams was meant to be a good thing, but when it brings nothing but heartache, you learn to put yourself first the hard way

“Youngjae-ah you made this for me?” (Y/n) blinked at her best friend in disbelief.

“Yes!” The 9 year old vigorously nodded his head while grinning in triumph.

“It’s so beautiful!” (Y/n) squealed giggling. Grabbing her left hand, Youngjae fit the ring on her finger, making her blush.

“Now we’ll be together forever!” He laughed leaning forward and placing his lips against her warm cheek. Who knew, that their forever may never come.

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Here (Y/n) was, in her breath-taking white dress that was simple, elegant and modest as she treaded the path filled with petals. Gripping the bouquet of flowers tightly in one hand due to nervousness, she took a jittery breath as she walked down the aisle towards her one and only love, Yoo Youngjae

This would’ve counted as the best day of her life, but there was a hint of sadness glazed in her beautiful (e/c) eyes. She looked over at Youngjae as she neared him and the priest and saw that his attention was elsewhere.

Her heart sank when everyone else gazed at her completely bewitched, whereas the one man whose eyes she wished were on her didn’t even spare her a glance but extended his hand forward as formality when she arrived at the altar. Being used to this, she gave an unnoticeable sigh and placed her hand in his as he helped her up.

The vows and everything else passed in the blink of an eye since the two hadn’t prepared anything special, just two three lines of affection.

“Do you, (Y/n) (L/n) accept Yoo Youngjae to be your lawfully wedded husband?” Asked the priest. “I do” she timidly let out gazing at Youngjae, who since then had not made eye contact with her.

“Do you, Yoo Youngjae accept (Y/n) (L/n) to be your lawfully wedded wife?”. Only then, did Youngjae lock her under his cold gaze as his voice, devoid of emotion said the two words, binding the pair together for their lifetime. “I do”.

After placing the rings, the priest continued, “You may now kiss the bride” Hearing the priest, Youngjae covered the few feet distance separating them both and gently held her chin in his hands, lifting her face. Leaning forward, he slowly pecked her lips, separating soon after making everyone cheer for the newly-weds.

(Y/n) bit her bottom lip, glancing down at her feet. Even though the kiss was little, even though it was short-lived, even though it was barely for a second and even though she had expected that, she loved it. Her heart ached for a little more, but she smiled nonetheless and accepted her fate.

As soon as the couple stepped down, they were rapidly greeted and congratulated by people. “Finally the two of you are married now. Congratulations” Came the booming voice of a man who patted Youngjae’s back with one hand and placed the other on (Y/n)’s shoulder very gently with a warm smile on his face and happiness in his eyes.

“Thank you father” Youngjae nodded his head looking down. Soon enough, the bride and groom were requested to start the dance by Youngjae’s father who was beaming. A slow, melodic song started playing. Youngjae walked in front of (Y/n) extended his arm forward with a small smile on his face. She could clearly tell it was forced but ignored it wanting to enjoy her wedding. She gave him her hand and he swiftly led them both to the dance floor, in the middle of everyone as they trained their gazes upon them and gazed adoringly.

Youngjae placed his left hand on (Y/n) waist and (Y/n) placed her right one on his shoulder as both swiftly moved across the floor like professionals making everyone stare at the two completely awestruck. After a while minutes of watching, the others joined as well and soon enough, almost everyone was dancing.

With happiness, cheer and laughter, slowly the number of people started decreasing as they left, leaving the couple alone with only their close relatives. “Son, you and (Y/n) are going to have dinner with us tomorrow. Mr and Mrs (L/n) will also be there” Youngjae’s father smiled walking towards them as

Youngjae nodded his head mumbling a small “Yes, father”.

“We’ll see you tomorrow” (Y/n) smiled at the families and bowed her head in respect with Youngjae following suit. “Come on, let’s go” Youngjae beckoned for her with his hand and started walking towards the exit with (Y/n) close behind

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When the two reached their home, the atmosphere was filled with a suffocating silence as none dared to utter a single word.

“Would like to shower first?” Youngjae asked his wife, looking at her questioningly as he took off his coat and loosened his tie. “No, you can go first if you want” (Y/n) stated as she pulled the hairpin holding her bun together. Youngjae simple nodded his head and went straight for the washroom after grabbing some clothes to wear.

(Y/n) sighed looking at the dressing table mirror and unconsciously fisted her hands in her fluffy dress that was worth more than their house, courtesy of Youngjae’s father who was too excited for his son’s arranged marriage and wanted his bride to look majestic. She opened her suitcase and searched around for her bathing robe so that she could wear it for the time being until Youngjae was done with his shower.

(Y/n) sat on the couch in her robe and took off the hairpins that were on the front while pondering over the recent events of their wedding and what the future may hold for the two. Youngjae exited the washroom drying his hair with his towel and silently made his way to their bed. Getting up, she grabbed her clothes that she had kept next to her on the couch and strolled over to the washroom.

Feeling the cold water soothe her tense muscles after a whole day of running around and making sure things were perfect. (Y/n) closed her eyes relaxing as she felt the water rush down her body and light pitter patter of water music to her ears. Some wedding it was, she bitterly chuckled shaking her head. Every girl’s wish is to marry the love of her life and live the happily ever after. Yes, (Y/n) had gotten her wish and married the man she loved more than anything. But fate, being the cruel thing it was, didn’t allow Youngjae to reciprocate her feelings.

It tore her apart, crushed her when she noticed the way his eyes always glanced at her. Empty. As if she was nothing, as if she never existed. (Y/n) didn’t realize she was crying until she felt herself sniffing. No, she wasn’t going to break this easy, she snapped her head up and looked at the wall with determination burning brightly in her slightly red orbs. She would break him. She would make his walls crumble down to dust. She wasn’t one to give up easily even when the tinniest of hope remained.

After being done with the shower, (Y/n) contently sighed stretching her back muscles and hearing a few cracks in the process. She got out and dried herself with her towel and wore a simple, elegant and long silk nightie with thin straps that covered her body and was appropriate. She got out as her light footsteps echoed in the room and saw that Youngjae had was on the bed, safely tucked in. She unsurely looked at him with crimson dusting her cheeks. Should I try something? She wondered as her heart started beating fast against her ribcage in anxiousness. Slowly, she made her way towards her side of the bed and quietly sat down, getting under the duvet and facing Youngjae who had his back towards her. It’s alright. You can do this. He’s your husband for God's sake. Her mind spoke to her as she slowly extended her arm forward and lightly placed it on his back.

She felt him stiffen under her touch which confirmed her suspicions that he was awake. Sensually and slowly, she started tracing patterns and then lightly moved down, feeling his back muscles through the thin shirt he was wearing. She let out a small shaky breath and gulped, not knowing if this was right or not. Very well aware of the fact that he was awake and she wasn’t getting a reaction, she slowly moved towards him, getting closer and wrapped an arm around his waist hugging him from behind. His body went completely rigid which scared her slightly and she bit her bottom lip not knowing what to do. Still getting no reaction, she hesitantly moved her lips towards his neck and with red coating her cheeks, placed a small kiss as her hands slowly moved up.

That was the last straw for Youngjae as he abruptly turned around, grabbing both of (Y/n)'s arms and pinned her down, hovering above her, making her eyes widen at his sudden change in attitude.

“What the hell are you trying to do exactly?” he snarled at her, gripping her arms tightly as he glared. His features were contorted as he scowled and he visibly seemed tired.

(Y/n)'s face turned more crimson if that was possible and she felt herself squirming under his cold gaze. “I-I.. I w-was.. Just” She started stuttering and felt completely embarrassed. She wanted to dig a deep whole and be ten feet under the ground.

“Just what?!” He spat with his jaw clenched making her flinch and shut her eyes as an immediate reaction. She took a deep breath and opened her eyes again, only to get locked under his piercing gaze.

“W.. We’re.. We’re married now so I kind of thought… That maybe. Uh” She immediately turned her burning face away from him unable to look at him any longer. “Get a step higher? Be intimate?” He raised an eyebrow at her flushed face. “The fact that we’re married changes nothing and I want you to know this clearly. Besides, we won’t be married for long anyway. We’ll get divorced after a year so there is no need for attachments.”

Leaving her shell-shocked, he got off of her and returned to his side, away from her. (Y/n)’s world crashed completely at the new revelation and her eyes widened as she stared at him dumbstruck still trying to process his words. Her heartbeat skyrocketed and her body started shaking violently as she clenched her fists to calm herself. Nothing made sense to her, everything got lost in her mind as she struggled to find words and force back the lump forming in her throat. Her voice got lost and so many questions raced through her tired mind.

Maybe it wasn’t meant to be after all.

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The next day, (Y/n)’s eyes fluttered open as she heard the sound of typing. She blinked a few times while rubbing her face to look at the sound of the noise and saw that Youngjae was seated on the couch with his laptop in his lap as he furiously typed away something with concentration.

“What are you doing up this early?” She grunting, looking at her husband. “Work” He murmured not looking at her as he continued typing.

“Didn’t you get the time off?” She frowned as she slowly sat up in bed and looked at the clock. 10:24. “I got bored.” Was all he said as he continued doing whatever he was. Ignoring the fact that he didn’t put the effort of showing even the slightest emotions, she slowly stood and went to wash up.

The day passed agonizingly slow as they both continued to avoided one another and minded their own businesses not bothering to even look at each other. Soon enough, (Y/n) found herself getting ready for their family dinner.

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“I’m glad you two could make it!” Youngjae’s father grinned at his son and daughter-in-law as they both stood at the door of the huge mansion. “Come on in!” He beckoned with his hand and led them towards the dining table where everyone was waiting. Seeing the couple enter, (Y/n)’s parents and Youngjae’s mother stood up and started greeting them with happiness.

It wasn’t long until food was displayed. The light conversation continued between everyone. Starting from politics to their own business matters that is, until Mrs (L/n) spoke up. “So, when are we going to see some grandchildren?!” She excitedly clapped her hands together. “Yes, I was meaning to ask that too!” Youngjae’s mother immediately chimed in.

Youngjae spit out the water he was drinking causing his father to rub the poor boys back soothingly while stiffing his laughter at their adorable reactions when he saw (Y/n) choke on her food, turning crimson as she coughed to get a hold of herself and gulped down her whole glass of water.

“We’re not ready yet” Youngjae embarrassingly laughed rubbing the back of his neck when he recovered after a while and looked down, as red as (Y/n), making everyone burst into laughter.

“I’m sorry about my mother today” (Y/n) started in the middle of their drive towards home. “It’s alright” he chuckled, the sound music to her ears as she felt herself smiling. Maybe somewhere, there might be a chance she thought to herself.

The next few days passed by slowly as both had a week off due to their weddings. Being tired of Youngjae’s one syllable replies to everything (Y/n) said as she tried to strike up a conversation with her husband who didn’t even look at her, she stopped trying and shut herself away in their room watching movies and stuff while Youngjae sat in their living room doing whatever the hell he was. She didn’t want to hurt herself with her futile attempts to talk to him.

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“Youngjae!” (Y/n) excitedly waved at her 12 year old best friend as she saw him heading towards the school on the same route. “Oh, hey (Y/n)” he gently smiled at the girl who walked next to him with his hands tucked in his pockets. “Why didn’t you stop by my house yesterday? I kept waiting you know” She said after a while.

Youngjae was slowly drifting apart from her and that slightly worried her. But they were still good friends and cared for one another which slightly relaxed her. “Yeah, I’m sorry about that. Something came up with dad and I forgot to tell you” he laughed, clearly embarrassed. “It’s alright Youngjae-ah” she smiled.

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Returning home by 9:30, (Y/n) was surprised to see that Youngjae still hadn’t returned home yet but glad nonetheless. She couldn’t help but feel worried for him. Despite everything, he was still her husband. And she would care for him unconditionally until the papers were displayed in front of her for her signature.

She decided to make instant ramen as she was too tired to cook anything and had emptied the bowl instantly after it was ready. After an hour she decided to go to sleep since her eyes were begging for salvation. Youngjae had returned home late, near 11 and was glad to see that (Y/n) was sleeping soundly on their bed this time.

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“Hey, have you seen Youngjae?” (Y/n) asked her friend Emma after not having seen Youngjae for the whole day. He had stopped answering her calls and they barely saw each other now.

“Yeah, he was heading back I think. You can still catch him if you move out quickly”

Nodding her head with a small ‘thank you’ (Y/n) sprinted towards their highschool gate and saw Youngjae leaving with a few friends.

“Youngjae!” She yelled his name loudly and waved her arms as she stood still, trying to catch up on much needed breath. He turned to look at her and after one glimpse, turned around walking again as if nothing happened while (Y/n) stood there dumbfounded wondering what had gotten into her friend.

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"It's lovely to be here!" Youngjae mother smiled, entering their shared apartment. His parents were over for dinner and seeing the time, they were now spending the night at their place. "Come on Umma, I'll show you your room." (Y/n) softly smiled at her mother -in-law, having no objections to referring to her as 'umma', she'd known the woman her entire life.

After her in-laws settled down, she made her way to her own room, finding Youngjae sitting under the covers, his glasses on as he was reading. Making her way into the bathroom, she too got ready for bed and soon joined him, with both of them pretending to fall asleep with their backs to each other.

It was sometime around midnight when the pair, who were still wide awake for their own reasons, heard whispering and light footsteps outside their door. "Shhh, you're making too much noise, I just want to see if they actually love each other." Came Youngjae's mother's voice as two bodies pressed against their door. (Y/n)'s eyes widened, this was not expected, what were they going to do now? Their parents weren't meant to know about their divorce agreement, at the end of one year, they would separate, telling their parents that they were unable to have children or some other lie.

"This is wrong, let them have their privacy." Came another hushed whisper, no doubt Youngjae's father. "Shhh, if they don't want to give me grandchildren, they're probably having a go at it." Came an excited reply. Singing softly, Youngjae got up, tapping (Y/n) on the shoulder, causing her to turn around. He got on to his knees, moving on top of her, one knee on either side as he leaned over her, causing her eyes to widen even more if possible.

"Yah, w-what aa-rre y-ou doing?" She softly stuttered as he leaned down into her ear. "Just pretend along." He whispered, placing one hand on the headboard, softly rocking the bed so it hit the wall as he growled into her ear, unaware of the fact that it was sending shivers down her spine. His other hand grabbed her wrist, pulling it down, causing her to let out a soft cry as his hips grinded against her own. This was downright humiliating, never in her life had she been so fucking humiliated. Her face was redder than a tomato, her heart racing faster than a cheetah.

"I'm not going to pretend!" She harshly whispered, only for Youngjae to reply by kissing her earlobe, causing her to let out a moan. The entire ordeal lasted for 3 minutes, and these 3 minutes were the by far worst moments of her life. Hearing the footsteps fade away from their door, Youngjae stopped, letting go of her wrist and moving off of her, hanging his head low in shame.

"We need to make them believe that we tried." He stated, before grabbing his pillow and moving off the bed, after all, he couldn't bring himself to share a bed with her after this. He soon settled down on the couch, only to hear soft sobs coming from across the room as (Y/n) tightly clutched her pillow, burying her face in it to muffle out the sound.

She hated the fact that she loved him so much, she absolutely hated it.

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A week had gone by as the pair drowned themselves in work, returning home late, barely seeing each other’s faces aside from their sleeping forms and now was the weekend, when no matter how much they tried, they wouldn’t be able to avoid one another. They hadn’t spoken a word to one another, especially about their last conversation as if nothing happened and that made the both of them silently happy. To top things off, she even slept in the guestroom, not wanting to share a bed with him after what had happened.

(Y/n) stood in the kitchen trying to reach the jar of sugar which Youngjae had accidentally placed in a higher cabinet which made it hard for (y/n) to reach there. Even when she jumped, her hand just touched the jar.

Huffing angrily, she glared at the jar thinking of less drastic ways to get it down. Youngjae was passing by and saw that his wife was in a conundrum caused by him. He strolled over to her. “Step aside” he mumbled in his usual robotic way as he stood behind (Y/n).

She yelped having heard his voice as she was lost in thought figuring out ways to get the damn thing down, not noticing her husband. “Sorry” she sheepishly chuckled and made room for him to the jar. Youngjae had freshly applied moisturizer on his hands which he had forgotten about as he reached for the glass jar. As soon as he reached up and pulled it, it slipped from his slender digits and fell on the kitchen counter, breaking into small shards of glass that flew everywhere.

As an immediate reaction, Youngjae’s hands came in front of his face as he backed away while turning his face away as most of the glass pieces were headed his way since he was an inch away from the counter. (Y/n) was at a safe distance but that didn’t stop the small pieces to pierce the tender flesh of her arms that she had put in front as a shield and tiny drops of blood leaked out, but nothing serious.

(Y/n) gasped when she saw Youngjae’s left arm that had a many deep cuts that were small but were bleeding. “Hang on a second!” (Y/n) said in panic as she rushed towards their washroom to grab the first aid kit while Youngjae inspected his arm that was now adorned with a few deep cuts.

Hearing rushed footsteps, his head turned towards the noise and saw (y/n) entering with the first aid kit. Running towards the sink, she opened the tap and drenched the towel a bit, rushing to his side soon after. “Sit down” she ordered referring to the chair next to their island.

He wordless obeyed and watched her as she gingerly grabbed his arm and cleaned the wound making his hiss. “What were you thinking?” She said with furrowed eyebrows, not looking up and ignoring his hissing as she cleaned the blood.

“What?” He asked.

“Being careless like that! You could have hurt yourself really bad you know” She sighed as she put the towel away and got the disinfectant. “This will sting a bit. Hold onto something” She warned before applying it making a small whimper escape his lips.

“Stop being such a child Youngjae” she chuckled watching his reaction as his eyes were screwed shut and his face contorted. He opened his eyes after a while and saw that there was blood on her arm as well.

Immediately, he made a grab for her arm with his other one, holding it in place. “You’re hurt too. I’ll take care of this, you can tend to your wound” He slowly said, gazing at her with slight worry. She smiled retracting her arm and shaking her head. “It’s not as bad as yours, it can wait. Just a small cut” she shrugged as she continued applying the disinfectant, slowly and thoroughly.

Youngjae stared at the woman completely awestruck. He was in utter disbelief. After everything he put her through, every drop of pain, in spite of everything, she was still taking care of him when she herself needed help. She was unbelievable. If it was any other girl, she would’ve been glad he got hurt but no, not (y/n), she wasn’t like that. Grabbing the bandage, she tenderly started wrapping it around his arm with such gentleness which Youngjae thought never existed.

“You need to be more careful Youngjae, this could have been a lot worse. Be glad no glass got stuck in your skin. We would’ve had to go to the doctor. First off all, who the hell places a sugar jar at the upper most cabinet? Something which is used so frequently! And You know I can’t reach that high don’t you? Be mor-" (Y/n) kept rambling on about things he didn’t care for as he only gazed at her, banishing all other sounds away. Watching how her eyebrows creased in worry for him, how her soft lips moved angrily in contrast to her gentle movements. “Because I won’t always be there to help you now. There. All done” She triumphantly smiled, looking up only for her breath to get stuck in her throat.

Youngjae was only a centimeter away from her and she could feel his vanilla-scented breath fanning over her face. It wasn’t only the closeness that made her heart skip a beat and made warmth spread in her stomach, it was also the way he gazed at her. Love. Never had he glimpsed at her like that. With soft eyes filled with warmth and his lips curled slightly upwards.

The scene before her took her breath away suddenly it was hard to stand. With a brush between heaven and hell, their lips connected in a soft kiss as both of them were in a daze. This was everything (Y/n) wanted. His arms wrapped around her and sharing a sweet kiss. As she felt Youngjae pull her closer to him, deepening the kiss, (Y/n) kissed back with more confidence knowing he wanted this.

Youngjae was soon pulled back to reality he felt (Y/n) bite his bottom lip. His eyes widened a fraction and he immediately retracted from her, jumping off the seat and backing away. “I’m sorry. That was a mistake. You shouldn’t think anything changed because of that” He rushed out of the kitchen leaving a baffled (Y/n) behind.

Gaining her strength back, she looked at the spot where he last was and unconsciously touched her lips again, reminiscing over this memory that had now become a treasured one. Even though it may be a mistake according to him, but the look in his eyes, the way he pulled her close, that gave her hope even when one would believe everything was lost after the decision of divorce but to her, if even a grain of hope remained, she’d grasp it with dear life and that would be enough sustenance for her.

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The following day, (Y/n) had to leave for work later than usual and so, she got up and decided to make breakfast while Youngjae got ready. The two of them had breakfast together that day before Youngjae left which was a pleasant change for (Y/n). Just when she was about to leave the house herself, her gaze landed on some files placed at the coffee table. Grabbing the files, she opened them and saw a very familiar logo of Youngjae and his father’s company. He had forgotten these files. That guy, (Y/n) irritably thought as she left the house with the files safely tucked under her arm. She’d have to stop by his office.

Arriving at the building, she was greeted by many people she knew and some who just smiled and waved. Having come here once before, (Y/n) somewhat remembered the directions to his office, but before she could head there, she unintentionally gazed into the break room and her eyes lit up when she saw a familiar mop of dark brown hair and that heart fluttering smile.

She opened the door silently going inside, “Youn-“ her voice got stuck in her throat as she saw a woman leaning down and kissing him. (Y/n) stood still with wide eyes as the look of horror crossed her face and the pair were too absorbed in themselves to notice her presence. Her hands flew up to her face as she gasped to hold back tears, but her attempt proved to be futile as teardrops rolled down her cheek one after another, and it became hard to breath. The files she was holding in her hand slipped, falling down and alerting the couple of her presence as they immediately backed away. When Youngjae saw (Y/n), his expression mirrored hers as he reached a hand forward. “(Y/n)-"

“Save it” She spat with venom in her voice and stumbled back as tears continued falling. Seeing him walk towards her, she took a turn and started running out of there ignore his shouts of her name.

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"Dae-Daehy-un." She sobbed, trying to gain her composure as she called her best friend. "Oh God (Y/n), is everything ok? Did Youngjae do anything, I swear to God if he did something, I'll kill him, tell me damnit, are you ok?" He continued on the other side, not knowing why she was crying.

"He-e, ch-ea-eating o-n me-e." She sobbed, allowing herself to break down fully within the four walls of her old apartment. Apart from the couple themselves, Daehyun knew everything about their little agreement. Initially, he'd been so against it, he wanted to beat Youngjae up but after hearing about their little moments and how much she loved him, he allowed them to be.

"That son of a, I'm coming over, you're at your old place right?" He asked and (Y/n) gave him a weak yes, waiting for her best friend to get her and wrap his arms around her, after all, her husband was busy wrapping his own arms around another woman.

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"(Y/n)! Where were you? I called you so many times, I even asked yours parents, answer me damnit!" Youngjae yelled as (Y/n) walked in to their apartment, completely ignoring him as she made her way towards her room.

"Where were you?" He asked, grabbing her arm and turning her around, and that's when he noticed her smudged eyeliner, her red, puffy eyes, the dried tears on her skin, the cut on her lip (thanks to her biting it so much).

"Let go of me Youngjae." She sighed softly, pulling her hand out of his grip, not wanting to talk to him after the events of yesterday. She'd spent the night at her own apartment, with Daehyun, who'd done his best to comfort his friend when she found out that her husband was openly cheating on her with another woman.

"(Y/n), just listen to me damit." Youngjae groaned, running a hand through his hair as he watched her pull out a suitcase from her closet.

"Where are you going?" He questioned her, shutting the lid of her suitcase, forcing her to look up at him.

"I'm leaving Youngjae, I'm not going to stop you from being with her, just leave me alone." She sighed, her lower lip trembling terribly as tears welled up in her eyes, no, she wasn't going to cry now.

"You can't! Our parents will know damnit, it'll all be over, you can't do this." He said, trying to sallow the lump in his own throat, he didn't want to hurt her, but deep down, he knew this was going to happen one day.

"Don't worry, I won't tell them anything, I'll come to the charity ball with you, just leave me alone, I can't do more than that, just go be with her, she makes you happy, I wish both of you the best." She said, turning away from him as she pushed his hands off her suitcase and continued packing.

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Two weeks, two weeks had gone past since she'd left, two weeks since she'd last seen Youngjae, since she'd last spoken to him and frankly, there wasn't a single night when she didn't cry herself to sleep, wondering what she lacked for him to do this to her. Daehyun tried his best to cheer her up, he'd even taken her to Japan for two days along with himself and his fiancée who was also a close friend of (Y/n)'s, but nothing worked. He saw right through her fake smiles, her mask, she was broken on the inside.

It was a regular evening, after returning from her office and having a shower, (Y/n) was seated in front of the TV as she ate her dinner when her doorbell went off. Putting her plate down, she made her way towards the door, wondering who it could be at this time. Opening the door, she came face to face with her husband, causing her eyes to widen.

"Youngjae, what are you doing here?" She asked, seeing him lean against the door frame, his eyes were bloodshot, his hair a mess, his tie loosely hung around his neck and his shirt untucked.

"Jagi!" He exclaimed, coming forward and entering her apartment, his voice higher than usual, the strong smell of alcohol dripping off him and (Y/n) sighed, moving aside to let him in, he had never been able to handle alcohol well. He stumbled inside the living room, rubbing the back of his neck as he collapsed backwards on her couch. "How much have you had to drink?" She asked, moving towards the kitchen to get him some water.

"I started thinking about you after the 6th shot, I lost control I guess." He replied, shutting his eyes tightly, not being able to handle the volume of the TV as he groaned. (Y/n) came back up to him, shaking his shoulder slightly to get him to open his eyes as she handed him the glass of water, which he obediently took. She sighed as she turned the TV off, and seeing that Youngjae was in no shape to leave at this moment, she pulled out the extra set of blankets into the guestroom, fixing the bed for him.

As she continued to fix the new bedsheets on the bed, two familiar arms engulfed her waist, pulling her back against a hard chest. She instantly froze upon contact as Youngjae's warm breath tickled the sensitive skin on her neck and ear, his head resting on her shoulder. "Jagi, you're so beautiful." He whispered, placing an open mouthed kiss on her neck, pulling her closer to his chest, his soft hair tickling her as she tightly gripped his forearms with her hands, feeling her brain go fuzzy. "Youngjae, let go of me." She sighed, coming back to reality, know that this was an effect of the alcohol. She pushed his arms off her and turned around, only to be pushed backwards on to the bed by him, his usual soft, loving eyes covered by a dark mask. Anger? Lust? Regret? Grief?

"Youngjae, what on earth are you doing?" She harshly yelled as he took off his tie and coat. Before he could do anything more, his eyes shut themselves, and he collapsed forward, falling unconscious on top of her causing her to yelp loudly. Pushing his weight off her body, she stood up and placed a hand on his forehead, finding that his skin was burning hot, he was sick.

This idiot, he's overworked himself again.

She thought, having heard about these incidents from his mother. Sighing, she picked him up, and took his shoes and socks off, placed his feet on the bed and turned him around and tucked him under the covers. She made her way into the kitchen, grabbing some medicines and a wet towel.

She continued to nurse him the entire night, and it was around 4 in the morning when Youngjae stirred, feeling a wet strip on his forehead and saw (Y/n) leaning against the headboard, her lips slightly parted, her hair covering her eyes as she slept in the uncomfortable position. Rubbing his eyes, he slowly got up, the exhaustion weighing him down as he grabbed her hand, waking her up in the process and pulled her towards him, wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling her close to him as he dozed off again.

(Y/n)'s heartbeat went through the roof, feeling Youngjae so close to her, in such an intimate position, her breath got stuck in her throat.

Silly girl, it's the fever and the alcohol, he already has her, but….this feels so right?

She thought, but giving in to her own selfish wants, she relaxed in his arms, allowing herself to fall back into a peaceful slumber for once in a long time.

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Youngjae sat up, the events of last night rushing back to him as he ran a hand through his hair and got up, making his way out of the room to find (Y/n) in the kitchen, talking quietly on the phone. "Yeah, I gotta go check up on him, I'll call you later." She smiled, ending the call and looking up to meet his eyes.

"Are you alright?" She asked but before he could answer, the doorbell rang, interrupting the pair. Sighing, she made her way to the door, opening it to find a familiar figure, it was her.

"I've been trying to look for Youngjae, is he here?" She asked, her words stabbing into (Y/n)'s heart, obviously, he'd chosen her, last night didn't mean anything, and it never would.

"Yeah, he's here, he's all yours." She mumbled, lowering her gaze and opening the door further to let her in. Reaching over to the desk beside the table, she grabbed her wallet and coat. "I'll let you guys be, just make sure you close the door properly." She softly said before closing the door behind her and sprinting down the stairs, reaching the fire exit where she slid down next to the wall and broke down, not being able to control her pain anymore.

He loves her, not me, he'll never be mine

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"Don't go with him (Y/n), don't do this to yourself." Daehyun sighed, watching her apply lip gloss on to her lips. She wore a light grey dress, falling to the floor, her hair let out in curls behind her back. "I can't break this to our parents, not yet, he wasn't mine to begin with, there's no point in fighting for him anymore, the least I can do is make my parents happy now." She softly smiled at her best friend, who said nothing but engulfed her in a hug, his hands caressing her hair as he kissed her hair, what had she done to deserve this?

She'd married the man she'd loved before she even knew what love meant and this is what he'd done to her, broken her, cheated her, humiliated her and here she was, ready for him to do it again. "Come on, I'll drive you there." He said, pulling away and leading her down to his car. The drive was quite short, with the two best friends jamming to their favourite tunes, laughing together for the first time in months.

"Be careful, and I'll pick you up!" Daehyun smiled at her as she got out of her car and went up to Youngjae's apartment, only to find him waiting at the elevators, dressed in a sharp black suit, looking breath taking as ever.

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"Aww, look at my children, so in love and perfect for each other!" Mrs Yoo gushed, watching Youngjae and (Y/n) waltz slowly. Despite their closeness, (Y/n) made sure to stay as far away as possible from him, avoiding his gaze at all costs. "(Y/n), thank you for coming." Youngjae softly spoke, smiling at her softly and she looked up, her (e/c) eyes meeting his own. "I didn't come for you, I came for my parents, your parents, not for you." She replied as he twirled her around, dipping her down, his strong arms holding her up as they stayed in that position.

"You don't understand damnit." He replied, seeing all eyes on them as they were the only ones left on the dance floor, he took to the opportunity to pull her up and press his lips against her own, giving everyone a show. (Y/n) instantly froze up against him but she couldn't push him away, and he knew this.

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"Just listen to me!" Youngjae yelled, giving in to his emotions and raising his voice.

"What do you want from me? Huh?!" She yelled back, finally losing her own temper, he'd been pushing her buttons all evening, trying to talk to her, bringing up Jaelee's name up again and again even when she asked him to stop talking about his girlfriend, he showed no shame, no remorse about cheating on her.

"Just listen to me for once!" He pleaded, his eyes boring into hers. (Y/n) scoffed, taking her large heavy earrings off, he'd brought them back to his apartment and here they were, having a screaming match with each other.

"What do you want to tell me? That'll I'll never have what Jaelee has? Or that our marriage is fake? I fucking loved you Youngjae, ever since I was 12, I'm 27 now! I've loved you for 15 years, I've loved you so much, and when I married you, I thought we could finally be together! I was raised being told that I'd marry you! You have no idea what it feels like, watching the man you love, the man you're married to in another woman's arms Youngjae, you have no fucking idea!" She spat, letting out her bottled up rage, leaning her back against the wall to support herself. She was tired, the constant lies, the pain, her head throbbed as tears escaped her eyes.

"I let you be, I let you chose her, I wanted you to be happy but why do you keep playing with me like this huh?" She asked, letting herself break down as sobs ripped through her body as she slid down against the wall, not caring if her dress got scratched or torn.

Youngjae watched helpless from the other side of the room, he didn't expect this kind of reaction and neither did he expect her to be in love with him? How could see love such a person? He'd been as cold as ice to her since they were 16, heck, he cheated on their marriage and yet here she was, pouring her heart out to him. Not being able to bare his guilt any longer, he made his way forward, his hands tenderly resting on the broken girl's shoulders as he pulled her forward, using one hand to caress her hair as the other held her shoulder as she cried into his shoulder.

Not being able to take the pain in her head anymore, (Y/n) closed her eyes, giving into the void of darkness as she fell limp in Youngjae's arms.

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"Thank god you're awake." Youngjae smiled down at her as she opened her eyes, adjusting to the brightness of the white hospital room.

"What are you doing here?" She hoarsely asked, their previous yelling match having taken a toll on her voice, she wasn't used to using her voice in such a manner.

"You passed out, I brought you here, the doctors say it was due to fatigue and undernourishment." He explained as she sat up, pushing his hands away from herself. "Leave me alone Youngjae, just go." She pleaded him, knowing where this was going to go. She'd confessed to him, after all this time, 15 years but she'd already lost him.

Breaking the thick tension that hung in the room, a female doctor came in, smiling widely. "Mr Yoo, Dr. Lee told me you were here, I can give you the good news in person, your partner, Jaelee is 1 month pregnant." The doctor beamed happily, unaware of the fact that she'd just torn (Y/n) entire world apart.

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"Come on, let's go, don't over think your decision." Daehyun muttered, watching (Y/n) stare at her suitcase which lay on the bed. She'd written a letter to both her and Youngjae's familiy, stating the truth and before those letters would arrive, she'd be long gone out of the country, leaving her old life behind.

She'd also written a letter to Youngjae and Jaelee, wishing them and their child the best as she promised to stay out of their lives forever. Sighing, something she did very often now, she picked up her bag and suitcase, following Daehyun down the stairs, into his car. He was dropping her off at the airport, from there, she was moving to London, already having found a job there, she wanted to get as far away as possible from South Korea.

I wish you nothing but happiness Youngjae, I hope we’ll meet in another life time, I'm doing this all in the name of love. Umma, Appa, please forgive me, I couldn't be the daughter you wanted, I'm nothing but a disappointment but I have to leave, I can't stay here any longer, I'm so sorry.

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3 years later~

"Yeah, I'll be over soon, yeah, I'll bring the cheesecake, kiss Yoona for me." (Y/n) laughed, disconnecting the call with Daehyun. Daehyun and his wife, Aika had settled down in London too, the pair had recently had their daughter, Yoona and here she was, out buying groceries for the new parents as Yoona was sick.

She continued making her way through the aisles, grabbing what Aika had written on the list, what she didn't notice was the pair of familiar brown eyes watching her with nothing but love. He continued watching her, before gaining the courage to ask go up to her.

"(Y/n)…" He trailed off, calling out her name. Upon hearing a familiar voice, she froze, he'd found her. Gulping, she turned around, meeting Youngjae's soft gaze. He still looked handsome as ever, his previously black hair was now a dark brown, matching his eyes as he wore a red jacket and black jeans.

"Youngjae, what are you doing here?" She asked, moving past him as she held the basket in her hands and he followed her. "I need to talk to you, please." He added, softly grabbing her arm. Sighing, she agreed, she was still madly in love with him.

After paying for the groceries and putting the things away in her car, she followed him to the small café besides the supermarket and the pair sat down in a secluded corner, ordering themselves coffee.

"I didn't sign the papers you left." Youngjae spoke, breaking the tension between them. (Y/n) looked up at him, surprised at his confession.

"Jaelee, the baby wasn't mine, funny isn't it? She cheated on a cheater." He bitterly chuckled. "Why are you here Youngjae?" (Y/n) asked, not understanding why he was telling her this.

"I've been in love with you since I was 14 (Y/n), marrying you was the best decision of my life, my most beautiful memory." He looked at her, his eyes twinkling. "What?" She gasped, not believing.

"Let me explain, it was my father." He continued, grabbing her cold hands that rested on the table with his warm ones.

"We both grew up knowing we'd marry each other, it was all perfect, until Jaelee's family entered the scene. Her father, he was an influential businessman, even bigger than both our parents. Father thought it would be perfect for me to marry her but he'd already given his word to your parents, he couldn't back out, their companies had already merged when we were younger based on this deal." He continued, in a sour tone.

"So, what my father recommended was for me to marry you, but divorce you after a year, and continue seeing Jaelee behind your back. I didn't agree at first, but then he threatened to take your parent's half of the business away….I had no choice….I was a fool for agreeing, not telling you." He sighed, his gaze falling to the floor, he couldn't stand to look her in the eye.

Mr Yoo? How could he?

Youngjae saved my family, oh dear god, he loves me? He loves me…

But he could have told me, I would have supported him, you idiot.

Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, she regained composure on herself, knowing this wasn't the place to cry or make a scene. Pulling her hands out of his grip, she got up, reaching into her wallet to pay for her drink.

"Where are you going? Did you marry Daehyun?" He asked, his voice trembling at the last bit. "No, Daehyun is my best friend whose married and has a kid." She replied, waving her arms.

"Pleaser say something, please." Youngjae pleaded, his eyes looking at her for an answer. "I don't know what to do Youngjae, I can't thank you enough for saving my family's business but I can't forgive you for what I did, no matter how much I love you, not yet." She sighed, taking out money from her wallet but he stopped her and she sighed, shoving her wallet back in her bag.

"Give me a chance (N/n)." He smiled, using her old nickname from when they were kids, surprising her that he still remembered that. "I have to go now Youngjae, I'm sorry." She gave him an apologetic smile, making her way out of the café but she noticed it was raining, pouring heavily and she was not dressed for the weather.

Youngjae followed her, leaving their drinks behind as he came to a halt, watching her. Quickly, he took off his jacket, taking the first step towards forgiveness as he draped it over her shoulders.

(Y/n) looked at him, her hands going to her shoulders as she held the jacket there. If she accepts the jacket, there was a chance and so she did, giving him a soft smile as she walked out into the rain, causing him to smile, old memories rushing into his head.

Youngjae knocked on the door, only to be greeted by (Y/n)'s mother who smiled at the teenager. "Ahh, Youngjae come in, I'm afraid (Y/n) can't go to the carnival with you, she has a really bad fever." Her mother informed the boy, whose smile disappeared upon hearing the news. "It's ok, I'll stay with her then!" He smiled, and she let him in and he made his way up the stairs, walking into her bedroom.

She was curled up under the covers, her messy hair spread out everywhere and her pink lips were slightly parted, as her chest rose and fell. Youngjae took off his backpack and placed it on her desk and made his way towards her bed, pulling her chair next to her bed. He leaned closer to her, brushing the hair out of her face, revealing her red cheeks.

"Silly girl, who asked you to play in the rain yesterday?" He chuckled, softly caressing her cheek, which was quiet warm. (Y/n) leaned into his touch, moving her head against his hand and he chuckled, she was too cute.

Her pink lips look inviting, soft, tender, and most of all, smelling like vanilla thanks to her lip balm. She looked beautiful and that's when Youngjae found himself leaning down, his gaze fixed on her lips as he placed his own ones on her soft lips.

Heaven, absolutely heavenly. He pushed a little harder against her lips, allowing them to linger against her ones for a while, not wanting to pull away and suddenly, he felt her lips move against his own, even in her unconscious state, she approved of his actions. She wasn't kissing him back, no, but her lips moved, enough to shock Youngjae as he pulled back, his face redder than hers as his fingers traced his lips softly.

He'd just kissed the love of his life. And boy did it feel good.

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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HIMCHAN’S BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

Hello everyone! With my return from my short lived hiatus, I want to start the project I have been dreaming about doing since last year. With the perfect timing, I am attending B.A.P’s concert in LA in two weeks and I want to buy Himchan a little gift because his birthday is coming up! I know this may seemed rushed, but I think together we can get our fashionista a sweet and beautiful gift. This is a Burberry braided leather bracelet made of leather and made in Italy. I thought this piece is not only elegant, but it suits Himchan’s style and I can imagine him wearing it. The total cost of the bracelet is $210. I will be taking donations for the bracelet through PayPal and will put the link at the end of this post. Along with the donation, you can send a letter that you want to include with the gift that will me given to Himchan! Please consider donating and help spread the word! Additionally, there are raffles for prizes depending on how much you donate!

If you donate $5 or more, you will get a raffle for Himchan Put Em Up photo card and other small goodies such a customized B.A.P bracelet, socks, etc.

If you donate $10 or more, you will get a raffle for a Badman album

If you donate $20 or more, you will get a raffle for a Put Em Up album AND a Matrix album

If you donate $40 or more, you will get a raffle for a Himchan ver Noir album AND Himchan ver Matrix album

If you donate $50 or more, you will get a raffle for a signed Matrix album AND a signed Himchan ver Matrix album

The more you donate, the more raffles you get for all the different prizes! I will be accepting donations until April 14th which Himchan’s birthday! The winners for the raffles will notified via direct message on April 15th. The bracelet and letters will be given to him on April 16th when I attend the concert.

And here is the link my PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/strongchan

Thank you everyone!

#himchan

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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Family (Yongguk x Reader) Fluff

Word Count: 1818

AN: Admin S here again! This is dedicated to my dear friend @y-ngguk who is a lovely ray of sunshine, enjoy this my dear!

Warning: Cheesy, lame fluff

It wasn’t every day that Yongguk woke up to such a beautiful sight. Allowing his eyes to adjust to the brightness of the sunlight that poured in through the windows, he looked at the girl lying in his arms, cuddled against him as her chest slowly rose and fell. Her (h/l) (h/c) was sprawled all over, messy as ever, her soft (s/c) glowing in the sunlight, making her look like a goddess.

Unconsciously, a soft smile its way on to his lips as he slowly pulled his arm from underneath her head, allowing himself to hover as his elbows supported his weight and he leaned forward, placing a soft kiss on her nose, chuckling to himself. Seeing this had no effect on waking her up, he moved to her forehead, followed by her eyelids when she began to stir softly. “Wake up baby girl.” His deep voice whispered happily as she mumbled incoherently, moving her body closer to his, allowing his warmth to rub off on her.

Smiling, he kissed her jaw, before moving up to her cheeks, kissing the corner of her lips, as she stirred awake. “Mmm, what’s gotten into you today?” Her groggy voice asked, as she opened her eyes, only to be greeted by the most breath taking smile she’d ever seen. Yongguk had lied back down, facing her, using one hand support his weight and the other moving under the covers to grab her hand. “I have the most beautiful girl in the world in my arms, why shouldn’t I be happy?” He asked her, pulling her closer and kissed her soft hair, the familiar smell of her shampoo invading his nostrils.

“Let’s stay like this for a while, you can check on the kids later.” She whispered, burying her face in his neck, placing a soft kiss his neck. “Hmm, whatever you say love.” He replied.

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“Noona, what are you cooking?” Youngjae asked, walking into the kitchen, only to be greeted by his hyung’s girlfriend cooking, dressed in Yongguk’s sweater and sweatpants.

“You’ll find out soon, do you want to give me a hand? Yongguk went to wake everyone up.” She replied, as she continued to chop the strawberries. “Sure Noona!” Youngjae replied, stepping into the kitchen of the dorm to help her out. The pair continued to cook, with Youngjae chopping the various fruits and (Y/n) flipping the pancakes.

Yongguk walked in the kitchen, having gone around and woken up the other four. His eyes twinkled as he watched the love of his life interact with Youngjae, the pair laughing about some stupid joke as they moved around in the kitchen, he was so damn lucky to have her.

Soon, the other four piled into the kitchen, with (Y/n) ordering them all to take their spots at the dinner table as she and Youngjae brought out the food. A massive stack of pancakes for each of them, covered in various fruits and whipped cream. She surely was spoiling them.

“Noona, this is so good, it might even rival your cheesecakes.” Daehyun laughed, before digging into his plate and the others soon followed as (Y/n) laughed, before making her way towards Yongguk’s chair and wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders, leaning down so her head rested on his shoulder.

“Aren’t you gonna eat?” He asked her, offering her a bite, which she gladly accepted. “I already ate before I made these for you guys, I hope you like them.” She grinned, her eyes twinkling with happiness as he gave her his adorable gummy smile.

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“Ok, Jongup, get the broom, Junhong, get the vacuum cleaner and Jung Daehyun, don’t you dare even think about sneaking off!” She yelled, causing Himchan and Youngjae to burst into laughter. The 7 of them were cleaning their dorm, which was a complete mess. It had been partially the reason that all of them were here today, otherwise, if it weren’t for (y/n)’s scary death glares, Yongguk would probably be locked away in his studio, Daehyun looking for random food shops and Himchan sleeping like the dead in his room.

It was a nice, peaceful period for the boys, they’d just finished their promotions for Rose and their world tour and were on break for a month or so. Himchan’s fracture had gotten much better, almost completely healed and Jongup’s stomach was much better.

“Youngjae, Himchan, Yongguk, start cleaning the kitchen and living room, the studio and the backyard, me and these three will do all the individual rooms, the bathrooms and the basement. Now get to work, if I see anyone slacking, I’m not making you boys dinner.” She commanded and heard a chorus of “yeses” and groans in response as all 7 of them got to work.

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“Finally, it was a pigsty in this dorm, how do you even get this messy?” She asked, throwing the last rubbish bag in the bin and dusting her hands. “It’s the hyungs, especially Youngjae and Daehyun.” Junhong commented, snickering.

“Ok, get yourselves cleaned up now, and then I’m gonna get groceries for you all, you can’t keep living off bread and nutella.” She remarked, moving towards Yongguk’s old room so she could use his bathroom. Yongguk followed her, closing the door behind them as all the kids went off to clean themselves.

“Thank you so much.” He commented, wrapping his arms around her frame as she pulled her hair out of the bun it was in. “It’s nothing love, you guys are family, and they’re my kids too.” She laughed, turning around, gently rubbing her nose against his as she closed her eyes, wrapping her arms around his neck.

“Seriously, I don’t know what we all would do without you.” He smiled, leaning his forehead against hers, enjoying the peace and calm of the moment. It were the moments like these that gave him strength, the inspiration, the motivation to continue the strive to make music, to lead BAP to the best of his abilities.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you dorks.” She responded, truly meaning it from the bottom of her heart, the boys were really her family now, all of them and having been together with Yongguk for the past 4 years, she saw their weaknesses, their strengths, their happy moments and their low moments. She’d been Yongguk’s rock during the lawsuit, consistently encouraging not only him but all 6 of them to not give up hope, she was the one that made sure Yongguk ate, and as often as she could get time off from work, she was with them, listening to them, cooking for them, doing whatever it took to make sure they were not spiralling into a downwards spiral.

“I love you.” Yongguk replied, opening his eyes to see her smiling face. Moments like these were rare but the pair adored them equally. “I love you too love.” She responded.

“But you’re stalling my shower, I still have to go out and buy food and then cook. I’ve got 5 hungry kids to feed.” She laughed, pulling herself off him. “5 hungry kids eh? When did you become a mother huh?” Yongguk laughed, pulling away.

“Let me rephrase that then, 2 children, 2 teens, a mother and an old grandfather, yeah, that’s my family.” She laughed, winking at him before making her way into the bathroom, grabbing her clothes on the way in.

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“Noona, I’ll come with you!” Jongup volunteered, getting up from the couch when (Y/n) asked one of them to accompany her to the supermarket. “Come on, let’s go.” She replied, grabbing her wallet as the pair made their way out of the dorm. Jongup sported a large baggy hoodie, the hood being pulled up to hide his face and a black face mask.

“Noona, I have to ask you about something.” He said as she grabbed a loaf of bread from the bakery. “Go on Jongup-ah, what is it? Why do you sound so tense?” She asked, looking back at him, sensing the tension in his voice.

“Noona, there, there’s this girl, I-I, re-really li-like her.” He stuttered, playing with his hands, avoiding eye contact with his hyung’s girlfriend as he explained his situation. “Jongup! Who is she? Oh my gosh, I can’t believe this.” She smiled back at the boy, ruffling his hair as he had now taken his hoodie off.

“Noona..” He grinned, rubbing the back of his head, his face heating up and turning red. “My little pup is in love, come on, you have to tell me everything!” She gushed, pushing the trolley forward as they continued grocery shopping and she gave him advice as how to ask his girl out.

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“We are young, wild and free.” (Y/n) softly sang, stirring the ramen, softly moving her hips to the song before two strong arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her close.

“I know we’re better together.” He continued, singing Zelo’s part in a rather high pitched voice, trying to imitate the maknae but failing miserably. “You should stick to the deep, gruff bits Jagi, they suit you better.” (Y/n) smiled, turning her head around and pecking his cheek. The pair were alone in the kitchen, thus having an intimate moment.

“It smells delicious, I can’t wait.” He mumbled against her neck. “Set the table, get the others to help you, especially Dae, he slacked off while cleaning.” She laughed and Yongguk nodded, following her command.

Dinner was a bliss, (Y/n) sat next to Yongguk on the table, leaning against his shoulder when she was done as she watched the boys crack ridiculous jokes as they ate their dessert, homemade cheesecake, which Daehyun hogged the majority.

Yongguk pulled his hand under the table, intertwining his fingers with his beloved’s, feeling her cold hands in his warm ones, he felt at peace, this was his family, and he cherished them all.

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“Aish this girl, Junhong-ah, wake up.” Yongguk smiled, all 7 of them had been watching some lame movie and during the movie, (Y/n) had fallen asleep on Yongguk’s shoulder, with Junhong’s head in her lap as he fell asleep too.

Groaning as he woke, Junhong got up, rubbing his eyes as he made his way towards his room, leaving Yongguk and (y/n) behind. “Let’s get you into bed Jagi.” Yonnguk smiled, pulling his arms around her and hoisting her up in this arms, carrying her carefully to his room. (Y/n) snuggled closer to him, and he smiled, putting her down in bed and tucking her under the covers as he joined her from the other side, pulling her close to him as he wrapped an arm around her.

“Thank you so much Jagi, you make me the happiest man alive, thank you for being part of my family.” He mumbled, placing a kiss on her hair before closing his eyes, feeling content as he held her in his arms.

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chemical--chaos · 8 years ago

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Beautiful Sin - Death Note AU - Daehyun x reader x Jongup

AN: Admin S here, so I decided to combine two of my most favourite things, Death Note and B.A.P~ For those who don't know, Death Note is an anime/manga about a student named Light Yagami picking up a Shinigami (god of death - Ryuk)'s notebook which was dropped by a bored Shinigami in the human world and begins to kill the world's criminals with it, being dubbed as "Kira" by the public and becoming a god like figure to the world. The Death Note requires the name of the person intended to be killed to be written while their face is pictured and unless cause of death is specified, it will be a heart attack 40 seconds later. L (under the alias of Ryuzaki), being the greatest detective in the world steps into the picture, wanting nothing more than to bring a childish, self-proclaimed god down in the name of justice, thus starting a cat and mouse game, the loser having to lose their life. So, in this one shot, Daehyun will replace L with Jongup replacing Light, other members of B.A.P will be playing other characters (which will be explained) throughout the fic, I really hope you guys enjoy this, I really worked hard~

Word Count: 2967

Warnings: Sexual content (not smut), mentions of murder, super natural themes.

"Jongup-kun?" (Y/n) whispered, knocking on his door, only to hear maniacal laughter from the other side, causing her to get immensely confused. "Idiots, fucking idiots, I am the god of this new world, Kira will cleanse this world of all evil, L, you've just lost." Jongup continued, and (y/n) continued to listen, her eyes widening in horror. L was right, he is Kira, oh god, I need to get out of here and tell him.

She quickly pulled away from the door, only to tangle her own feet and fall straight down onto the floor, alerting Jongup of her presence. Feeling her lungs constrict as the door opened, she began to panic, he was going to kill her, this was her end, this would be how she died, discovering that her best friend was Kira and to die at his hands.

Jongup opened the door, expecting to see Sayu, his younger sister but his eyes widened a fraction when he saw (y/n) on the floor as she got up, and he smiled at her, hoping she hadn't heard his monologue.

"Hey, how come you're here?" Jongup smiled at her, his personality having done a complete 180 degree turn, scarring her even more. Just a second ago, he was a mass murder and now, his face showed no signs of remorse or guilt, but rather a caring and happy expression was plaster all over his face. "I-I-I was-" Before she could finish, Jongup bent down, his strong arm pulled her up and pulling her into his room, slamming the door shut behind them as he pushed her towards his bed nearby.

Letting out a loud sigh, he ran his hand through his hair, rolling his eyes before turning around, knowing what he had to do. "What did you hear?" He asked her, his voice dangerously low, he wasn't going to make the same mistake again. (Y/n) internally panicked as she straightened herself up, turning around and sitting down on Jongup's bed, trying to keep herself as calm as possible as she tightly gripped the bedsheets.

"I just got up the stairs, and I trip-ped, what, what was th-there to hear?" She asked him, giving him her best fake smile but he saw right through it as he walked closer to her, bending down so he was at her eye level.

"Come on (y/n) don't lie now, you know what Kira can do, a name and a face and I have both of them." He whispered into her ear, using one hand to hold her chin as he leaned over, asserting his dominance in the situation. Feeling weak and pathetic as tears brimmed her eyes, she lowered her head, hoping he wouldn't kill her.

"Pl-ple-please Jo-jongu-up." She cried, tears rolling out of her eyes freely as Jongup pulled back, his eyes curiously scanning her face. A god needed a goddess to rule by his side and who better could it be than (y/n)? She'd known him his entire life, she was insanely intelligent, working with L was a proof of that, and to top it all off, she was beautiful, to him anyways.

"You won't kill her Jongup, you love her too much to do that, she'll cost you your life hehehe." Ryuk laughed, watching the owner of his Death Note struggle with the current situation.

"Aww, don't cry love, I'm not gonna kill you, no, no, no, you're far too precious to die by my hands, a god needs a goddess to rule, I'm offering you to be mine (y/n)." He whispered, his nose rubbing against hers as her eyes widened more as if it were possible. His empty hand resting at the base of her neck, his fingers playing with the necklace that hung around her neck.

"Jo-Jong-up." She began, only for him to cut her off by placing a finger against her lips."Shh, this is your only choice, accept Kira and the new world, or I'll have no choice but to end you and your entire family." He threatened, the dark look in his eyes proving his point. Feeling helpless, she slowly nodded, agreeing to his terms and he smiled, before leaning forward to capture her lips in a sweet kiss.

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(Y/n) sat in the investigation headquarters, mindlessly fiddling with papers as she spaced out. Jongup had her dancing to his tunes and there was nothing she could do to resist him, her brain screamed at her to tell L, to tell Ryuzaki, to tell anyone but with the threat looming over her loved ones' lives, she couldn't bring herself to do so, no matter what.

"(Y/n)-chan, it would be great if you could return to us." L's smooth, soft voice called out, breaking her out of her trance and she turned around, only to meet the brown eyes of the chestnut haired boy, who was busy stuffing strawberry cheesecake into his mouth with a silver spoon, sitting in his ever so odd position.

"I'm so sorry Ryuzaki-kun." She apologised, using L's other alias, like seriously how many did he have?

"It would be great if you could help me monitor the Moon family, Mr Moon is asleep." He replied and (y/n) nodded, moving her chair over to in front of the various TV screens that showed the three members of the Moon family. Sayu was on the phone with her friend, Jongup's mother watching a drama on the TV and Jongup studying in his room. Gripping the ends of her chair tightly, she watched him reach for his drawer, the one containing the Death Note.

He was going to get caught, oh lord, he was going to kill her family.

Letting out a breath she didn't know she was holding, she relaxed back into her chair when she saw that he pulled out a packet of potato chips but how on Earth did he know about the cameras? L had them installed in absolute secrecy and even she hadn't mentioned them to him.

"Is everything alright (Y/n)-chan, you seem very tense." L remarked, his eyes not once leaving the screen but yet he failed to ignore the sudden changes in her behaviour.

"I feel sick, I need some air." She replied, mentally thanking the gods that she came up with that and before he could question her further, she got up, basically sprinting out of the room, down the stairs and out of the building, stopping in the unmonitored car park as she ran out of breath.

I can't do this, I just can't.

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"Jongup, I need to talk to you." (Y/n) began, walking in to his room as he closed his door, following behind her and she sat down on his bed, which no longer felt warm and inviting, but rather cold and hard, as he sat down on the chair he pulled opposite her.

"What are we?" She asked, looking straight up at him, looking into his dark eyes for an answer. Jongup smirked slightly, knowing that this was the perfect time to send L a message. His best investigator was in his room, his main suspect's room, and now, all he had to do was show L was how weak he was.

"Baby, you're my everything." He smiled softly, before leaning forward and smashing his lips against hers, knowing that L was watching his every move and actions spoke louder than word. He gently pushed her back, until she was laying down beneath him as he hovered over her, using his strong arms to support his weight as (y/n) wrapped her arms around his neck, loving the feeling on his strong lips against hers.

His lips worked magic on her, every time he kissed her, she forgot everything. She forgot the fact that he was a psychopathic mass murderer, and that she was the detective on the opposite side, she forgot everything, allowing herself to get consumed by his presence. This being her only moment of peace and pleasure.

Jongup smirked, pushing harder against her lips, bitting down on her bottom lip, allowing a little bit of blood to seep out, both of them tasting the coppery taste as they devoured each other and (y/n) wrapped her legs around his torso, pulling him closer to her as she tangled her hands in his hair.

At this point in time, she just didn't care. She was completely unaware of the two hatred filled eyes that were watching the pair through the screens.

"Hehehe, you're doing this to taunt L aren't you? Showing him how you have complete control over his best partner, you really are a devil Jongup." Ryuk commented, before walking out of the room, after all, he didn't wish to see the future events that were going to happen between the pair.

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"You were fully aware of the fact that the cameras were there!" Youngjae, another investigating officer on the case remarked, not believing what Chief Moon had said. When (y/n) and Jongup were sharing their heated intimate moment, Chief had asked L to stop the monitoring and as uncomfortable as he already was, he asked L to give his son and his girlfriend privacy, to which L outright refused, which lead to the entire team hearing about Jongup's love life and his affair with (y/n).

"It's very unprofessional for you to do this (l/n), Jongup is a key suspect, you cannot continue your relationship with him while you're working on this case, I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you to choose one side." Chief Moon sighed, taking his glasses off. (Y/n) starred at him, knowing what this meant, and knowing what Jongup could do, she had no choice but to resign from the task force.

"I need some time to think over it, I'll you know soon sir." She gave him a weak smile, before grabbing her coat which was hanging on her chair and began to make her way outside again before she bumped into L on the way out.

"(Y/n)-chan, are you headed somewhere?" He asked her, giving her a weird look, like, she couldn't exactly pinpoint what it was. Lust? Anger? Jealously? Hate?

"I'm sorry Ryuzaki, I need some time to think over everything… Jongup, he means a lot to me.." She trailed off, not knowing what to do.

"And catching Kira? Does that not mean anything to you?" He asked her, slowly taking steps towards her, very consciously pushing her against the wall as she moved back.

"Watari, please turn the cameras off." He commanded, not wanting this conversation to be visible to anyone, and this caused (y/n) to become even more alert.

"You didn't answer me (y/n), what about catching Kira? Or do you already know that Jongup is Kira?" He asked, his voice getting dangerously low as he placed one hand beside her head, pushing himself closer to her. Her heart began thumping wildly, this was it, L knew. He fucking knew that she knew. She was trapped, from both sides, her death was unavoidable from both sides but knowing if she stuck to Jongup, her family had a better chance of survival.

"Wh-what do you mean, pl-please st-stop jok-joking Ryu-Ryuzak-ki." She stuttered, not liking what this proximity was doing to her. L chuckled, running a hand through his chestnut hair.

"Come on (y/n), you know I'm not joking." L replied, dragging out the syllables in her name, sending shivers down her spine. (Y/n) looked up, her breath getting caught in her throat as she locked eyes with the brown headed male, his plump lips ever so softly brushing against her own as he leaned down closer.

"Tell me what you know, I'll protect you from whatever harm (y/n), I'll keep you safe." He whispered, seductively, before slamming his other hand on the empty space beside her head, before he slammed his strawberry scented lips against her sinful ones, taking her breath away.

If Jongup's kisses drove her mad, L's kiss drove her insane. His lips worked wonders against her own, his tongue invading her mouth as all her sense drowned in euphoria. The sweet taste of strawberry cheesecake lingered in the kiss, his tongue leaving no space untouched as he moved one hand down to her waist, holding her in place.

(Y/n) moaned into the kiss, causing L to smirk as he broke off, his lips attaching themselves on to the smooth skin of her neck, pushing her against the wall harder as he pleasured her. Closing her eyes tightly, (y/n) threw her head back, giving him full access to her neck, wanting nothing more than his lips on her skin. His touch caused her skin to flare up, his lips burning her but she didn't care.

L smirked, bitting and sucking on the nape of her neck, causing her to whimper beneath him. "Say my name." He commanded, rather aggressively as he continued, his left hand moving down to intertwine with her right hand. "R-yu-ryu." She couldn't continue, her brain wasn't letting her continue. "My real name." He commanded, bringing her back to reality, no one knew L's real name no one and that's when Jongup's face crossed her mind. She'd just cheated on him, with his worst enemy, oh lord, she'd just sinned against the god of the new world

But if this was sin, she'd happily do it again, she'd damn the devil, again and again to feel his lips against her own

"This is wrong! Ryuzaki, no!" She mumbled, her eyes darting around the room before she frantically sprinted away, leaving a smirking L behind, who stood there, rubbing his lip with his thumb, his plan was going to be a success.

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"What's wrong with you? The cameras are gone now." Jongup smiled, pulling (y/n) closer to him as the pair lay in her bed, he held her as she rested her head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. Jongup had his fingers threaded through her (h/c) hair, running his fingers through it adoringly.

"Your father gave me a choice, I either stay on the task force or end it with you." (Y/n) gently spoke, catching his attention. "You're staying on the task force, no matter what, we can always meet in secrete." Jongup replied, already having his answer planned since day one. (Y/n) felt immensely guilty but then again, this psychopath was blackmailing her into dating him, constantly reminding her that the lives of her loved ones were in his hand. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get L's voice out of her head, the way he kissed her, the way he held her, who knew that the world's greatest detective had such a side?

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"Come on, tell me baby girl." L smirked against her lips as the pair lay on his bed, with (y/n) underneath him as he attacked her lips. The both of them couldn’t keep their hands off each other as they devoured one another.

"Ryu-z-" Before she could continue, he broke her off, placing a finger against her lips.

"Daehyun, my name is Daehyun." He smirked at her before reconnecting their lips, allowing this new information to sink in. "Now tell me, Jongup is Kira isn't he?" He asked, kissing her neck, his hands playing with the hem of her shirt, rubbing circles on to her skin.

"Dae-dae." She moaned, feeling lightheaded from his touch, the effect he had on her was scary. "Come on love, tell me." He urged her, kissing her jaw, his hands lifting her shirt a little higher, allowing the cool breeze from the open window to hit her warm skin.

"Jongup, he's kira." She spoke, not caring about anything in the world, being selfish and not wanting his lips to leave her own.

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'L, you, you...lied?' She asked, not believing what was happening but it was her own fault, she was the idiot. The idiot who was now in jail, serving a life sentence due to her involvement with Kira and now he had the audacity to come visit her in prison, to mock her.

How did she fail to realise that this man wasn't capable of loving another. How could he? He was heartless, never having had a friend, a companion, she's been a fucking idiot for trusting him.

'It was all business darling, all business.' Daehyun smiled at her, finally dropping the act. After all, she was his accomplice, she willingly placed her lips on his guilty ones, she willingly let him continue, she willingly kept this from him.

"I've made arrangements that would keep you safe from everything." He remarked, leaning back in his chair as she glared at him. Even now, she'd give anything to feel his touch, to have his mouth against her own.

"Keep you fake concern with yourself Jung Daehyun, just tell me one thing, why L?" She bitterly asked, causing Daehyun's eyes to widen. How on Earth did she know his name?

"How do you know my name?" He questioned her, standing up and leaning his hands against the table as she threw her head back and laughed. The letter L held so much significance to him, a nickname his mother had given him before giving him to Wammy's House where Watari raised him.

"You've forgotten, I am a detective too, didn't take long to hack a few places." She grinned back at him, knowing she had the upper hand. Daehyun glared at her, before learning across the table, capturing her lips with his own in a rough kiss. When he'd began his plan, he had no idea that things were going to end up like this. Despite everything, deep down, Daehyun could not deny the sinful attraction he felt towards the girl, her lips, her voice, her touch, and for her, he was prepared to sin, give up on everything, damn his own faith.

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Bloodlust (Yongguk x Reader x Daehyun) - Vampire!AU

Word count: 5061 (oops) (Admin M + Admin S)

Warnings: mentions of blood, alcohol use, supernatural themes, swearing

Request: An angst oneshot for maybe either Daehyun or Yongguk? Maybe even both of them? Like a triangle?

"Just my fucking luck." (Y/n) groaned as the heavy rain came down, drenching her from head to toe in seconds. She had forgotten her wallet and phone at university, and was only slinging around her empty bag and to top things off, her umbrella broke as she walked through the busy streets. Her outfit consisted of thin tights, a black skirt and a red blouse which by now was completely see through due to the water. Gritting her teeth and wrapping her arms around her form, she continued, completely unaware of the two dark eyes watching her from across the street as she waited at the pedestrian crossing, shivering from the cold.

Yongguk watched the girl with (h/l) (h/c) hair, with curiosity, his deep wine red eyes turning black, he needed to feed. Sighing, he could hear the chattering of her teeth from across the road, and giving into the pull on his heart, he caved and decided to help her, after all, maybe she could be his snack, after all, she did smell great, berries and wine.

As the light turned green, (y/n) began to make her way towards the other side of the road, her apartment building wasn't too far away now, only a couple of blocks down now. She continued by herself, her earphones blaring familiar Bastille music when all of a sudden, the rain stopped, causing her to look up and meet a black sky. Turning her head around, she saw a tall male, with curly black hair, deep back eyes and a killer jawline holding an umbrella over her head, preventing the pouring rain from hitting her.

"You looked like you needed help." He smiled, the smile being a little unfitting on his intimidating features, (y/n) smiled, before speaking up.

"Thank you so much but don't trouble yourself, I'll be fine, the worst is over." She said, genuinely appreciating what this very attractive stranger was doing but she didn't want to burden anyone. Yongguk smiled, letting out a chuckle as he mentioned for her to walk. "Don't worry." He smiled, extending the handle of the umbrella towards her, which she took, before he proceeded to take off his thick coat, which was a disguise anyway, vampires didn't feel cold. Taking of his jacket, he placed it on her shoulders, his eyes unintentionally staying at her chest for a little longer than necessary, so he awkwardly cleared his throat and looked away.

"Hey! Keep your jacket on! You'll get sick!" (Y/n) said, feeling guilty but deep down, she couldn't deny the warmth and comfort that engulfed her as this stranger's jacket hung around her drenched form.

"Come on, where are you going?" Yongguk asked, keeping his eyes away from her neck and chest, his thirst was getting a bit unbearable at this point. (Y/n) hesitantly pointed towards her apartment building as they shared some small talk, completely unaware of the fact that one of the pair was a mythical creature, a demon of the night.

Upon reaching her apartment building, she bid goodbye to Yongguk, after exchanging phone numbers that is. Yongguk abandoned his original plan of biting her, she was too nice to do so.

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9 months later

"Hey, the weather is really bad, you should stay." (Y/n) said as Yongguk put on his shoes and opened the door, only to be greeted by a blast of cold wind and snow, causing him to slam the door shut. (Y/n) chuckled as he took off his coat and sat back down on the couch next to her, the pair had now been dating for the past 3 months, ever since their encounter 9 months ago, they'd instantly clicked.

"Come on, I'll see if I can find some of Xander's clothes that'll fit you." She said, turning to the storage room to see whether any of her brother's clothes that were at her house would fit her boyfriend. Yongguk hesitantly followed her, he hadn't fed in a long while and the weather on top made everything worse, he wouldn't be able to get home and the possibility of him attacking (y/n) was rising with every second.

(Y/n) sighed as she tried to reach for the top shelf, failing to do so, she pulled a stool from the cupboard, and got on top, ignoring the slight shaking as she reached for a box of clothes. Yongguk watched the girl carefully as she got on her tippy toes, and as soon as this happened, she lost her balance, causing the stool to fall from underneath her feet as she fell backwards. Yongguk easily caught her, after all, his enhanced sense were remarkable. (Y/n) yelped as she landed in Yongguk's strong arms, closing her eyes tightly as she held on to his forearm.

"You should be more careful love." Yongguk whispered, leaning closer to her neck, running his nose along her soft (s/c) skin, causing goose bumps to arise as (y/n)'s eyes widened. His strong arms kept (y/n) in a steady position leaning back, as he traced the main vein in her neck with his nose, his mind going crazy with her smell.

"Mmm, baby girl, you smell delicious." He mumbled against her neck, placing a soft kiss on the base of her neck, causing her to tighten her grip on him as she softly moaned.

"Yong..Yongguk." But before she could do anything more, Yongguk hoisted her up, swiftly bringing her back on to her feet and in the flash of an eye, he left the room, making his way to the bathroom and locking the door.

He almost lost control, he could have killed her, or worse, marked her

He splashed his face with cold water, trying to gain composure on himself as (y/n) knocked on the door, confused and upset due to his behaviour. "Hey Guk, did I do something wrong?" She asked softly, her voice on the verge of cracking, this was the first time the pair had gotten even the slightest intimate and him running off like that could only mean one thing, she'd messed up.

"It's nothing, I feel sick." Yongguk softly replied as he opened the door.

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"Come on, you should meet my friends, they're going to love you." Yongguk smiled, holding on to her hand tightly as he made his way into the large mansion. "You never told me you were a prince, this place is huge!" (Y/n) commented laughing, Yongguk's place indeed was huge, it was absolutely beautiful. Large wooden doors, red carpet, chandeliers, large windows, vintage furniture, you name it.

"Are you sure you're not a royal?" (Y/n) asked as she looked around the place. Yongguk smiled at her and held her hand, trying to ease her nerves.

“Relax. They’ll love you” Yongguk wrapped an arm around (Y/n) trying to calm her down while she nodded. Soon enough she entered the living room and saw 5 boys minding their business and all of their heads turning in their direction as she entered with him.

Yongguk gave them all a warning look so that they don’t do anything stupid and started, “Everyone meet (Y/n). (Y/n), this is everyone” Yongguk started as a pink haired man came forward with a smile. “I’m Zelo. Nice to meet you (Y/n)”. He respectively bowed backed away.

“I’m Kim Himchan” The man with red hair spoke with a smirk, his brown eyes twinkling as he spoke. “Jongup” a guy with bleach blonde hair mixed with black tresses spoke.

“Yoo Youngjae” a man with black hair greeted her with a bright friendly smile and she nodded, feeling someone burning holes in her head the moment she had entered.

“Jung Daehyun” her head turned towards the man who had been intensely gazing at her with his eyes slightly dark. A shiver ran down her spine and she immediately averted her eyes, getting closer to Yongguk.

Daehyun had gotten a whiff of an irresistible aroma which made him slightly fidgety in his seat. His eyes closed as he tried inhale as much of it as he could and the fact it was coming closer didn’t help at all. His throat went dry and started burning. Never in the decades he had tread on this Earth had he felt something this irresistible and sinfully delicious. Slowly opening his eyes, he was met with a beautiful woman having lovely (H/c) hair and shining eyes. It was Yongguk’s girlfriend he bitterly thought.

“Yongguk, where’s the washroom?” (Y/n) questioned her boyfriend who smiled down at her. “There” he pointed towards a large golden door. “I’ll be right back!” She cheerfully said going inside. "Sure, I'll go grab us some drinks from the kitchen, I'll be right back" He called out after her. The other 5 males dispersed, with Himchan and Youngjae leaving for work and Jongup and Zelo leaving for university.

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While washing her hands at the sink, she heard the door being open and looked over at the intruder in surprise. “What the heck? You cannot just barge in on someone while they’re in the washroom!” (Y/n) looked at the man who stood before her in disbelief but the look of surprise soon vanished and her eyes widened as Daehyun locked the door and neared her with pitch black eyes, giving her the same look he did once Yongguk had introduced them.

Her voice suddenly got lost as took another step towards her and she instinctively stumbled back. Not aware of the slippery floor near the shower drain, she took another step which made her foot slip. With a small scream erupting from her lips, she waited for impact with her eyes shut, only it never came. Instead she felt arms being wrapped around her and a robust chest against her own.

Wearily opening her eyes, she came face to face with Daehyun who had her nailed under his piercing gaze with an amused smirk dancing on his lips. “Let go!” (Y/n) angrily seethed trying to sound strong, while she was shaken to the core on the inside. She punched his chest in futile attempts making him sigh in annoyance. He started to move towards her neck which made her breath hitch and she did the only thing she kept as her last resort. She kicked him where the sun doesn’t shine making him release his hold on her and groan in pain.

Before she could make a beeline for the door, he roughly grabbed her with an angry scowl decorating his features and slammed her against the wall near the shower head. It all happened too fast for the human eye to comprehend and (Y/n) lifted her hand in surprise, only for it to come in contact with the shower handle, turning on the shower.

She gasped as cold water hit her skin clenching her eyes shut as she felt Daehyun’s breath on her face and his bruising hold on her waist firmly holding her against the wall with her hands against his firm chest. “You’re gonna pay for that” he snarled.

Realizing the weight of the situation, her voice came back and so, she screamed for her beloved. “YONGU-“ before she could continue, Daehyun abruptly placed his hand over her mouth, pushing himself fully against her as water dripped down his chin. The only thing separating them were her hands.

“Don’t” Daehyun warned her with a glare. (Y/n) was losing her mind and her heart thumped rapidly as if she had just run a mile. Well, technically she did run a thousand miles away from this monster in her mind. She had no idea what he was going to do to her and the thought alone made her shudder. But no, she wouldn’t give up and just like that.

She pushed against her chest with muffled screams making Daehyun very impatient. Not that he wasn’t having fun with her resistance, she was just being too stubborn at this point. Grabbing her hands with his free one, he placed them above her head, smirking at his victory.

Both of their bodies were molested together with their wet clothes sticking to their bodies, leaving nothing untouched. Daehyun could clearly hear her rapid heartbeat and that excited him more. Moving towards her neck that was glistening with water running over it he placed his lips there in an open mouthed kiss. Breathing rapidly, (Y/n) closed her eyes praying to the Gods for Yongguk to come bursting through the bathroom doors.

Feeling her shudder under his touch, he smirked against her wet skin. He lifted her lips to her ear and breathed against it. “Just a tiny little bite love” he whispered confusing the poor girl. His head descended towards her neck again and his fangs grazed her skin in anticipation and with just the tinniest of pressure, he pricked her skin making a drop of blood escape her tender flesh which soon got lost with the water but traces of her scent lingered in the air which made his head spin.

Letting go of the last thread of control he was holding onto, he bit down hard making her gasp in pain and tears pricked the corner of her eyes which got hidden away by the running water. The moment her sweet blood entered Daehyun’s mouth, he moaned in ecstasy. It smelled amazing, yes. But the taste. Oh boy the taste. It was unparalleled. It was pure ambrosia.

He is drinking my blood!? (Y/n) thought in confusion trying to ignore the excruciating pain that was shooting through her neck. But then everything made sense to her. Why Yongguk was distant when it came to skin ship, why he pulled the stunt earlier, it all made sense. They were freaking vampires. She thought labelling herself as a maniac despite the evidence in front of her very own eyes.

Pushing himself so close to her that it made it difficult for (Y/n) to breathe, his taste buds begged for more and so, he gave into their requests without hesitation and took greedy gulps with some drops escaping.

He started to feel her go limp in his arms and her breathing slowed down. Realizing he was killing her, he willed himself to pull away from the dying girl in his arms but it wasn’t without difficulty. Finally pulling away from her, his hold on her tightened to keep her from falling down and her head fell on his shoulder. He coiled one arm around her waist hugging her while placing the other against the wall, his head against it as well and breathed heavily coming down from his euphoria. Never in his 300 years had he felt such a strong pull to someone's blood and never had he had something so delicious.

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“WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO!?” Yongguk screamed in Daehyun’s face shoving him against the wall.

When Yongguk had come back from getting their drinks from the second floor and had seen Daehyun come out of the washroom with an unconscious and pale (Y/n) in his hands and a puncture wound on her neck that had recently stopped bleeding and both of them wet, he was beyond furious.

Just as he dropped everything and made a run for her, Daehyun dodged him with burning crimson eyes and ran up to his room faster than Yongguk could. Yongguk was shaking in fury with an ominous aura surrounding his frame. He stood on the doorway watching Daehyun tuck (Y/n) in but when he saw a very prominent mark on her neck, he lost it. Grabbing Daehyun, he pulled him out of the door with rage contorted on his features.

“I’m sorry” he grunted closing his eyes. “I fucked up. I lost control” he sighed running his hand through his dishevelled hair. Yongguk was strongly resisting the urge to punch him in the face as he was one to avoid solving matters with violence.

“What were you thinking!? You even marked her!” Yongguk seethed with anger and waved his arm to get his point across.

“I said I’m sorry didn’t? And the mark was an accident” Daehyun glared back.

“An apology can’t turn everything back now can it?” Yongguk got closer to Daehyun towering over his form.

“Exactly. What’s done is done now get over it” Daehyun replied aggravating him further.

Raising his hand with his fists clenched and hovering in mid-air, Yongguk cursed under his breath with a deadly aura around him and stormed towards the door.

“Don’t touch her again until I come back” growled Yongguk wanting to cool off for a while and not be in the same room as Daehyun.

“Practically, I’m the only one that can touch her now” Daehyun smirked seeing the enraged look on Yongguk face who left in the next second having had enough of Daehyun. No amount of magic, love, or anything was going to reverse what Daehyun had done, nothing.

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Daehyun sat in front of his bed watching (Y/n) as she peacefully slept with her chest rising and falling in a small rhythm. He had just noticed how breath-taking she truly was. Her hair was sprawled across the pillow, her plum lips parted slightly and her features relaxed. She looked absolutely majestic.

And suddenly, he didn’t regret what he did, not minding her to be his mate for the rest of eternity.

He got up and slowly strolled towards her to get a better look at his mate. Reaching the bed, his eyes landed on his mark on her neck and his hand automatically went down caressing it with the utmost care admiring it on her neck. His lips curled up in a small smile.

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Grunting in pain, (Y/n) slowly opened her eyes feeling extremely light headed and weak. She lifted her sore body up when her eyes came in contact with familiar pools.

“Easy there” Yongguk mumbled as he was in front of her in a second. “Yongguk!” She happily said despite her tired body.

“Hey baby” he gave a sad smile filled with longing. Memories of what happened suddenly flashed in her head and she took a sharp breath with her hand immediately going up her neck, only to see the wound was gone. Frowning she touched more firmly beginning to think it was all a dream but it felt so real.

“Unfortunately it did happen” Yongguk said as if he had read her thoughts and watched the confused girl in front of him making her eyes widen.

“That means you all are….”

“Vampires” He sighed closing his eyes, making her gulp and slightly back away. Hurt crossed his features at her action but then again, it was natural after what Daehyun had done.

“I’ll never hurt you jagi. You should know that” Yongguk gave a ghost of a smile.

“Y-yeah I know that. I’m sorry.” She heaved a sigh and looked down. “It’s a small reflex” she softly mumbled. “But where is the wound?” (Y/n) frowned relaxing now and looking up at him.

“That’s what I’m here to tell you.” Yongguk took a deep breath and sat down next to her as she gazed at him, perplexed. “When Daehyun bit you… He accidentally marked you as well. Hence the reason the bite is gone now” he started looking at her lovingly.

“Marked?” She furrowed her eyebrow, not breaking their eye contact. “Yes, marked. Meaning you’re his now for as long as he breathes. No other vampire can touch you. You’re his mate” he clenched his fists looking down. A look of horror crossed her features and she gasped in surprise.

“Luckily, the transformation process is different and it remains yet to be fulfilled. He could’ve done it if he wanted while you slept but he didn’t do it. He wanted your consent first.” He looked up at her as she absorbed the new information.

“B.. But you? I want to be with you Yongguk! Not Daehyun!” She immediately said not wanting to believe this had become her reality now.

“I know. I want to be with you too but I can’t. Daehyun….” Yongguk pursed his lips for a moment before continuing. “Daehyun is a caring person-“

“Yeah right” she scoffed rolling her eyes and cutting off Yongguk in the middle.“You may have experienced the more... Aggressive side of his. But that’s how he can be when hungry. Your blood drove him mad which is why he lost control. But he’ll take good care of you. I know Daehyun and I also know he wouldn’t dare hurt you again”

As much as Yongguk was hurt by saying these things. How each word cracked his dead heart open, it was the truth. “Now that you two are mates, you’ll feel different towards one another. Every sensation you feel for one another will be up a notch” He finished looking up at her again. “I’m leaving the town so that you two can start over” he stood up making her head shoot up at him.

“No, please don’t leave me alone with him” She pleaded looking into his doe eyes.

“He’ll take good care of you. I promise. If he doesn’t listen, you can always call me to fix him up for you. I would’ve given you a parting goodbye but I can’t without burning us both” He dryly chuckled and softly gazed her with such adoration and love, it made her stomach turn and tears brimmed her eyes when she saw his retreating form.

She closed her eyes after a few minutes letting the tears fall and sniffed. She didn’t feel the bed dip “Why are you crying?” She heard a familiar voice and a hand stroking her cheek simultaneously. Her eyes snapped open and she jolted back in surprise as she came face to face with none other than Jung Daehyun. He immediately retracted his hand, silently cursing at himself and looked at her apologetically.

“I’m sorry about.. Everything” He admitted and closed his eyes. With Yongguk’s words spinning in her mind and the sad look he wore made her opinion of him slightly better but still not enough for her to forgive him. She furiously wiped her tears away and turned around, facing away from the beautiful vampire. Daehyun looked at her in bewilderment for a second, but it was expected, after all, he was the one responsible for her current situation. “You must be hungry. Can you walk?” he gently asked extending his arm forward, hoping she'd respond but she didn't.

“I won’t hurt you I promise” he tried to reassure her. Giving him a suspicious gaze, slowly she placed her hand in his extended one and felt a wave of electricity shoot down her spine. Apparently he felt it because his lips were parted in wonder and he gazed in space.

Finally coming back to his senses, he sheepishly laughed and stood up, gently pulling her with him. But she wasn’t ready to walk after all and stumbled forward about to fall face down when Daehyun caught her, wrapping his arms around her frame and pulling her close. It was just like last time except, he was more careful and held her as if she would break at the slightest pressure.

“Clumsy as ever aren’t you?” He chuckled making crimson color coat her cheeks. Adoring her blushing face, he couldn’t help himself as he slowly leaned down and pecked her forehead making her go stiff in his arms. “I’ll get your food here. Stay in bed” he murmured against her forehead and gingerly placed her back on the bed, speeding off and leaving the flustered girl to her thoughts.

Yongguk was right. Every single sensation was up a notch she bitterly thought.

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"Give her time, she's very stubborn." Yongguk spoke over the phone, sighing at the current situation. It had been two months, since he'd moved to the other side of the world in an attempt to allow Daehyun and (y/n) become closer but so far, everything was going in the opposite direction. After leaving the mansion two days later, she'd refused to talk to Daehyun and Yongguk, and locked them both away.

"I need her, I don't want to hurt her but she's not helping, I haven't fed since then." Daehyun replied, clenching his fist tightly at the memory of her blood in his mouth.

"You're not turning her against her wish, I'll kill you." Yongguk threatened, but he knew Daehyun wouldn’t do such a thing regardless or his threats.

"I'm going to find her now, it's late and she's still not home." Daehyun replied, rolling his eyes as he got back inside his black Audi, slamming the door shut. "Don't do anything stupid, don't hurt her and don't lose control." He warned, rubbing his temple as he disconnected the phone, regretting his decision of ever beginning an relationship with (y/n). A relationship which ruined her life.

Daehyun sighed as he pulled up outside the high end club, he knew she was here, after all, he could track her to the pits of hell if needed, she had been marked by him. Rolling his eyes at the loud noise, he showed the bouncer his ID (obviously a fake since he was actually 300 years old) and walked inside the club, his sight still being perfectly fine despite dark. Tilting his head upwards, his eyes scanned the club as he turned around, catching the whiff of his mate's delicious aroma. His eyes instantly found her, her (h/c) locks swaying with her hips as she worse a tight black dress, stopping just above her knees. What pissed him off the most was the brown head she was dancing with, his hands on her hips as she laughed, with her arms around his neck, their bodies too close for his liking as they danced sensually.

Groaning, he made his way towards her, the strong smell of her blood giving off a stench of alcohol. He made his way towards the crowd, only to see (y/n) heading towards the toilets as her companion waited at the bar counter. Quickening up his pace, he followed her, lunging forward and grabbing her wrist before she could open the door and pulled her in to the nearby males bathroom, locking the main door behind them as he pushed her up against the sink, his now crimson eyes boring into hers. (Y/n) looked up at him, the past event having occurred too fast for her drunk brain to have comprehended.

"Urgh, get away from me." She said, pushing his away but he didn't budge, being this close to her only worsened his thirst. "I'm taking you home." He said, not wanting to deal with her drunk state. "As if I'm coming with you, get lost." She replied again, not wanting him to be around her. He'd taken Yongguk away from her, her cute, gummy, caring boyfriend away from her, it was all his fault. Letting out an annoyed sighs, Daehyun moved forward, placing two fingers against her temple before muttering a few words in Latin, using his magic to get her to comply, he didn't have the energy to deal with her.

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Finally arriving at her house, he lifted the spell, as he pushed her into the bathroom to change and waited for her to come out. Soon, she stumbled out of the bathroom, dressed in track pants and an oversized t-shirt which Daehyun recognised as belonging to Yongguk due to his scent being all over it.

"Leave." She growled, venom dripping from her voice as she got in to bed, causing Daehyun to move closer to her, standing beside her bed, his crimson eyes watching her carefully.

"You took Yongguk away from me, you took my life away, what more do you want?!" She yelled, sitting up, causing Daehyun to feel guilty. Not being able to help himself, he sat down next to her, gently pushing her on to the bed and he lied down next to her, pulling her against his body despite her weak protests as she cried. "Let me love you, I swear I'll never hurt you again, just let me love you, I'm sorry for what I did, but please love, forgive me." Daehyun whispered, using one hand to caress her hair as she hugged him back, being tired of hating him. Soon, she fell limp against his strong form and he removed himself from her embrace, his eyes falling on a piece of paper placed on the bedside table. Giving in to the curiosity, he picked it up, his eyesight having no trouble reading in the dark.

Yongguk,

Why did you have to leave? Please come back, I miss you so much, I don't want to be with him, I love you, I want to be with you. I'm so selfish aren't I? I don't care if he's marked me or any other bullshit, please come back. I miss your laugh, your gummy smile, your deep voice, your warm hugs, please baby, come back. I’ll write to you everyday until I die, please come back.

Love (Y/n).

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3 years later

So, basically, I wanted you to know we’re ok and that there is no service here in this cabin and you might be concerned. We reached here yesterday night and as you may already know, we are going to spend 3 days here before going back to everyone. I won’t be able to write a letter like this every day so you won’t be hearing from us in the next three days. Take care of yourself and be sure to visit us soon! It’s been months since you last came! We’ll be waiting for you back home.

Love,

Mrs Jung Daehyun

(Y/n)’s red orbs skilfully gazed down her letter in hand giving it a last look before she went to post it. Just then she felt strong arms wrap around her waist and her back coming in contact with an all too familiar chest.

“What are you doing up this early?” Daehyun groggily mumbled her ear placing a small kiss on her ear lobe making her chuckle fondly. “Writing a letter babe and good morning to you too” she smiled and turned around in his embrace to capture his waiting lips. He smiled in the kiss, pulling her close against his naked upper body. “What do you say about a round two?” He smirked against her lips pulling the new vampire on the couch next to them.

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Finishing reading the letter he had just received, Yongguk smiled making his way over to his new office, happy for (Y/n) to have finally found her happy ending.

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