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cheezitboss · 16 days ago
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they kicked me out of the function for turning the lights off and forcing everyone to sit down and listen to all 25 minutes of impossible soul by sufjan stevens
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cheezitboss · 16 days ago
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"Sufjan Stevens Announces Carrie & Lowell - 10th Anniversary Edition – Out May 30 
This May, Asthmatic Kitty Records celebrates the ten-year anniversary of Carrie & Lowell with an expanded double-LP album that includes seven previously unreleased bonus tracks, a 40-page art book, and a new essay by Sufjan Stevens. The deluxe edition also offers an alternative cover: a full-framed version of the original Polaroid zoomed out to reveal the photo’s caption written in a child’s handwriting—“Carrie & Lowell”—disclosing the source of the album title (it was written by Sufjan's sister Djamilah). The new edition was designed by Sufjan himself: the 40-page booklet contains various collages of vintage family photos spanning four generations interfused with artwork and drawings (on themes of death, dying, grief and the state of Oregon) as well as landscape photos Sufjan took while traveling across the western U.S. over a decade ago.
The original album is preserved on disc one, while disc two contains 40 minutes of extras, including demo versions of "Death With Dignity," "Should Have Known Better," "The Only Thing," and "Eugene". Expansive outtakes of "Fourth of July" and "Wallowa Lake Monster" are also included, both featuring a more cinematic mood. The final gem is the original demo of "Mystery of Love”, which was recorded around the same time as Carrie & Lowell. This song was scrapped for the album but later re-worked and re-recorded for Luca Guadagnino’s Call Me By Your Name.
Carrie & Lowell was the result of an immensely difficult process in which Sufjan’s songwriting – usually a salve – failed him in the wake of his mother’s death. He was eventually led out of a cycle of creative doubt with a rare handover of production duties to Thomas Bartlett. In wrestling with darkness and devastation, life and death, Sufjan was eventually able to begin making sense of the beauty and ugliness of love.
Sufjan toured the album and personally connected his findings with his listeners, a beautiful hand-over of sorts happened - making these songs those of the listeners and their lives and losses and complexities.Since the album’s release the live tour was turned into a live album, so surprisingly celebratory and cathartic as to become something else entirely. Outtakes, remixes, and iPhone notes have been shared via Sufjan’s The Greatest Gift mixtape as well as a collection of “Fourth of July” versions that took one moment from the album and explored its every crevice.
Ten years on, this anniversary edition does things differently to those other treasures. Rather than deconstructing the album or building on it and continuing its legacy, this edition takes the listener back to the moments leading up to and including its release. Carrie & Lowell is presented in its full form once again, alongside a glimpse of the different roads it could have taken. There are new corners to explore, photographic realising of moments previously only lyrically painted, direct reflection from the album’s creator, subtly different weight on certain syllables that speak to Sufjan’s mind right before he shared it with the world.
Carrie & Lowell -10th Anniversary Edition Tracklist
Disc 1:
1. Death with Dignity 2. Should Have Known Better 3. All of Me Wants All of You 4. Drawn To the Blood 5. Eugene 6. Fourth of July 7. The Only Thing 8. Carrie & Lowell 9. John My Beloved 10. No Shade in the Shadow of the Cross 11. Blue Bucket of Gold
Disc 2:
Death with Dignity (Demo)
Should Have Known Better (Demo)
Eugene (Demo)
The Only Thing (Demo)
Mystery Of Love (Demo)
Wallowa Lake Monster (Version 2)
Fourth of July (Version 4)
Carrie & Lowell - 10th Anniversary Edition is now available to pre-order / pre-save here. All pre-orders will include a lyric postcard featuring artwork designed by Sufjan. 
“Mystery of Love” may be widely known from the film Call Me By Your Name, but it began as an early demo during the Carrie & Lowell era. Now released as the first single from Carrie & Lowell – 10th Anniversary Edition, this version presents the song in its original, intimate form.
Video directed and produced by Rena Johnson. Original artwork and select photos by Sufjan Stevens. Archival photos and 8mm film provided by Sufjan Stevens and additional assets provided by Rena Johnson.
Ten years of 'Carrie & Lowell'. Explore the full story in our new comprehensive archive, featuring 'Carrie & Lowell 'and its six companion releases. Photos, video, essays and other materials, gathered in one place for the first time.
WWW.CL.SUFJAN.COM" - Originally posted by Asthmatic Kitty Records
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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Elon Musk is like if Sheldon Cooper got to be president and didn't have a laugh track behind him
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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dare I say goated
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Working on the Harmony Cobel hometown depression playlist
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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when I enter a worst media literacy contest and my opponent is a pink diamond hater
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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my guitar looking at me in despair the moment I hear a new sufjan stevens song
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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i feel you, marty
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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weekends should not be for doing things and being productive weekends should be for reading fanfiction and listening to sufjan stevens and absolutely nothing else
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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im trying to figure out how to phrase a joke about some guy on an endless journey... but i havent got there yet
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cheezitboss · 1 month ago
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"Every time a man yells you are seven years old again."
Clementine von Radics, “Mouthful of Forevers.”
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cheezitboss · 2 months ago
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sufjan was so evil for writing the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us i love him
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cheezitboss · 2 months ago
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Things that happen in Bojack Horseman without context
Jessica Biel kills and eats Zach Braff (both of the real celebrities voice themselves doing this)
The D on the Hollywood sign is destroyed, and instead of fixing it the area is just renamed Hollywoo for the rest of the series
One of the most emotionally raw episodes is called “Free Churro”
A character is allowed to open his own Disneyland because Walt Disney misspelled his own name on the copyright documents
The race for Governor of California briefly becomes an actual ski race
There is a recurring character who is very clearly two kids in a trench coat, and only one other character actually notices this
There’s an episode where, due to the framing device of two characters talking about the story while having to respect client confidentiality, everyone’s name and design is slightly changed, resulting in Bobo the Angsty Zebra
A biographical book wins a Golden Globe for Best Musical/Comedy
One of the in-universe shows Bojack stars in is hosted on a website that was created to tell you what time it is right now
Todd creates a sex robot
This is after Todd realizes he’s asexual
A character has eight dads in a polyamorous relationship and this is treated surprisingly normally
JD Salinger (author of Catcher in the Rye) is still alive and, when brought in to pitch a tv show, creates a celebrity game show
The spaghetti strainers
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cheezitboss · 2 months ago
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the thing about bojack horseman that still gets me to this day is how it manages to give weight to all horrible things that have been done to bojack AND the horrible things he does to others AND how the entertainment industry runs on various cultures of exploitation and abuse that makes addressing these issues impossible AND the show did all of that simultaneously while ALSO being one of the funniest show's ever made. it's just so superb, a true artistic vision at every level from its writing to its animation style. Despite starting a decade ago and finishing 4 years ago, there's hardly any commentary, political or otherwise, in it that isn't still either intelligently relevant or cleverly prescient. you might think I'm exaggerating when I say this show has never been out of my watch rotation since I started watching it, but I'm not! I love bojack horseman so much and I love that everytime I watch it I find something that moves me. I'll watch it forever. watching it is like therapy, like a friend, like a reminder. Truly the last great streaming show, when I think about it <3
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cheezitboss · 2 months ago
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When BoJack Horseman (2014-2020) said "you can't keep doing shitty things and then feel bad about yourself like that makes it ok. you need to be better" and "all we have are the connections we make" and "I really should've thought about the view from halfway down" and "sometimes you have to take responsibility for your own happiness" and "you do the hokey pokey and you turn yourself around, you turn yourself around, THAT'S what it's all about" and "things have to get worse before they can get better" and "in real life, the big gesture isn't enough, you need to be consistent" and "if we hadn't met each other until now, we wouldn't be the people we are now" and, my personal favourite, "every day it gets a little easier, but you gotta do it every day, that's the hard part, but it does get easier".
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cheezitboss · 2 months ago
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If that groundhog gives us 6 more weeks of winter I’m actually shooting him with a gun
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cheezitboss · 3 months ago
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common sense: groundhog day: the musical’s usage of lighting, props, backgrounds, and ensemble extras is outstanding- whoever choreographed this show is extremely clever and deserves an award for hope alone
me, an idiot: woah…. he’s fuckin…… teleporting,,,.. onstage
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cheezitboss · 3 months ago
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ME AND MY BEST FRIEND IF YOU EVEN CARE
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Me starting to copy the random noises my friends make
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