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Sharpener.

The cold, metallic feeling. The one that feels freeing. As I fall apart, until I tip. For the crimson red drips. Down my arm, down my thigh. Until my thought are up high. The warm, fuzzy, stinging pain. The one I want to feel again. For it's my favourite feeling. As it only feels more freeing.

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Love me.

Hold me, console me. As long you love me. Just don't leave me. And I won't leave thee. As long as you love me. I can feel free.

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Validation.

I seek, and I seek. Until I'm at my peak. All for some validation. All for your validation. Until I'm loved, wanted. For I'm always taunted. But even so, I still seek. Since I'm far from my peak. So hold me, console me. And dearly care for me. Love me to the very end. Until I make amends. Amends with my peace.

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real

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Two Stars.

Two stars start to burn. Waiting for their turn. Their abnormal differences, outshine the non-differences. But even so, they still burn. Which helps each other learn. As flaws are a foreign concept here. For they ignore them, it's very clear. But alas, they question their love.

Two stars start to burn. Until they can never return. For their deaths, full of despair, are the ones separating this pair.

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Mine.

Let me take care of you. As I slowly drain you. Until you only burn. to the point of no return. For you belong to me, and I belong to thee. Until you're stained, drained. As my love leaves you strained. For that's all you're useful for. Being stained, nothing more. Let my love stain you, as it taints. Until your blood begins to paint.

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im killing mydelf it looks so cute

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Sight.

Your diamond blue eyes shine, making my chocolate eyes smile. As my matching brown curls, contrast your water-coloured eyes. Oh, I miss the day we first met. Seeing each other's sun-kissed faces. A couple of clueless darlings. Now, seeing that same sun-kissed face, only makes me adore my very own. poem inspired by me and my boyfriend :3

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real

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if not friend why friend shaped :(

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Touch

I miss your sweet touch. That sweet, loving touch. As your soft lips meet my forehead. I'll miss it further when I'm dead. I miss your presence, your affection. As your soft skin gently caresses mine. With your gentle words for me, reassuring me. Until you're here physically with me, making this feeling disappear. When will this feeling disappear? Will it ever disappear?

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Control

You like control. Well, I do too. So please act on it. So I can feel useful to you. For if I'm not yours, what am I?

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Taste

Take a bite, a taste of me. As I wonder what I am to thee. Until my skin rips off of my body. Wondering if I'll ever be somebody Until I wonder what I taste like. Rotted? Fresh? What's my skin like? For I made sure my flesh tastes fresh. Carry on eating me, eating me out. For even I like it, without a doubt. As this vessel of mine is all I can offer. For you like control, well I do too.

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Toy

Gut me. Use me. Abuse me. Break me. RUIN me. Use me to your wants. Until all you do is taunt. Break me further physically. Break me further MENTALLLY. For my desperation fills your desires. And your desires fill my desperation. Until every inch of my skin burns. Even so, it still waits for your return. Until all I remember is your fucking name. Until the only thing I can do is rot and rot. Until you abandon me, leaving me rotting. As long as you use me to feel wanted and loved. Please, don't ever stop, until I'm ruined and rotted. Use me to your wants, sweetheart. Up until I fall right apart.

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I beg for your touch. For your tainted touch, Breaks me, destroys me. But that's all I want from thee. All those nooks and crannies of my soul. As your touch ruins my very soul. Down to the core, as I crave more. And more, and so much more. For it's all I want. To be loved, wanted. Until my skin and very blood is stained. Until my body, my soul, my being are ruined. All by you, as you can do whatever you desire. For this tainted love of yours, is all I crave.

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You're the sun, the light. The one shining so bright. I'm the moon, reflecting blue. For this is all because of you. For without you, I am worthless. As you're the light of my life, no less. As you exist to help me shine proudly. The same way I help you love loudly.