ceo-kiyondo
ceo-kiyondo
Kiyo's Keen Kinetic Kaleidoscope
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"YO! Call me the soul or call me my name. Oh, label me whatever you would like! Call me your host or call me insane if that will help you stay in line." This probably will just be an online diary/journal since I doubt people will even read my posts Page admin is an adult transmasc nonhuman Kiyondo Ishida irl, auDHD and host of a system of 48
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ceo-kiyondo 3 months ago
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So change of plans for HRT. It was hard to accept coming to that decision, but I don't have the resources to go through with getting a doctor to give me it. The only reason I can't and chose not to is to save my family from getting in major strain with money. That being said, I'm finding ways every day to still make myself comfortable either way. I realized that for my entire life, even all the parts I can remember, I never really felt comfortable. In myself or in life. Transitioning, in whatever way I have to, will help - and it can help me heal from a big part of my trauma. I WILL find other ways, because I HAVE to. I'm already getting better at communication with everyone else, and it's both because of getting better AND can help that keep happening.
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ceo-kiyondo 3 months ago
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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 馃コ
Since when was it 2 years ago that I made a Tumblr huh what-馃拃 I did NOT have this account for 2 years
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ceo-kiyondo 4 months ago
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ceo-kiyondo 5 months ago
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I just watched Pixar's Soul
Why is it genuinely such a perfect movie? No, I'm serious. It's literally a perfect movie. I cried multiple times through it. Anyway, on another related note, I identify as a spirit guide. I'm literally a spirit. So whether you call it me being a sprit or me being a nonhuman alter, I came in the body to stop the original from killing herself 15 or 16 years ago and the body's life became my life. The movie made me realize that for most of that time, I never actually stopped to thoroughly enjoy just the fact that I'm alive. To enjoy my life in that kinda deep genuine way, and feel like I'm really living it. She doesn't exist anymore because she fused into me, but I need to start doing those things and fully enjoy living and experience living every moment - for myself AND for her
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