celestialmadd

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the madd-autistic experience of finding a new hyper fixation and it immediately becoming the focus of all your daydreams

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the 'having a fun little daydream world as a child' to "i rely so much upon escapism to escape from the monotony of life that days seem to pass too quickly and sometimes i don't feel real" pipeline

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my paras make themselves, if I try to force new paras into existence they usually dont last very long

so can y'all control your daydreams..? I cannot. I cannot control which daydream I'm in basically at all

And then i see people talking about making paracosms and paras on purpose???

Couldn't be me

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Me but like my daydreams are so nonlinear that I dont actually know how old my parame is/it changes often

5 days until I'm the same age as my paraself I made when I was 12. Gonna be severely disappointed if I don't magically become them overnight

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Slay

Maladaptive Daydreaming Bingo

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the 'having a fun little daydream world as a child' to "i rely so much upon escapism to escape from the monotony of life that days seem to pass too quickly and sometimes i don't feel real" pipeline

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is it just me or does madd almost feel like living two separate lives? sometimes my daydreams are so vivid that i honestly forget that it isn't a part of my actual life. i forget that it isn't an actual part of me. if this makes any sense

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YEP

Nothing is worse than when none of the character you usually think about are scratching the proper itch in your brain. None of the daydreams feel right. Like what do I do now huh? Be alone with my thoughts??? Terrible. Awful. Do not recommend

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absolutely

Reblog if gay para

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Someone: so what kind of stuff do you daydream about?

Me:

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my madd block has been awful lately

pov you're waiting for your daydreams/paracosms to get interesting again

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"Gifted kid" primary schooler to daydreaming highschooler pipeline.

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(via FlimsyFlamingo on Twitter)

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here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

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The feeling of love for your para that's so intense that you have no idea how to express it but not expressing it physically hurts

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Its the emojis for me

I hate these playlists so much oh my god MADD isn't fun or aesthetic, I understand if you have a coping playlist thought but these just aren't it for me