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She always stayed late, I don't think I ever saw her go anywhere else. I like to think we were friends. I still remember how she would always help clean up the rice, it made weddings more bearable.

She didn't really have a home, no real place to stay, but i think she found comfort knowing she always had a place here. Even on her bad days she always smiled, always found a way to power through.

I only wish i had her view of the world. But even now, with her gone and me giving this speech alone, my faith has never been stronger. I know it is not for me to decide, but I know she is resting well in her new home. I know that the ones that took her will get their punishment, and I know that I will get mine, but i will take it happily knowing I did what I could to bring them there with me.

I may never see her again, my last image of her will always be one of her grasping her chest, but my last thought of her will always be how she stayed late, how she would help clean up the rice, and she would always find a way to power through. I just hope her last thought of me will be of the man I was, and not the man I am.

As I stand next to her grave and take my final breaths, i hope that i will see her, but I take comfort knowing that either way, she's not lonely anymore.

well, that was fun, I'm going to sleep now. (applause to anyone who can figure out what song made me want to write this)

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tamed my first raptor last night (died five times doing it).

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I haven't played ARK: SE in a while. I played it for a few weeks before moving on but I'm going to give it another shot. It was pretty fun but the confusion and the menu design kind of pushed me away but recently I've been getting into dino stuff (mostly film history and horror) so I think it's a good time to try it again. That and my sleep schedule is fucked so I gotta do a good old 24 hour reset and i got nothing better to do.

Anyways, it's almost installed so I'm gonna go watch the download bar while listening to someone talk about horrors beyond my human comprehension.

(Getting back into the dino stuff definitely had nothing to do with my reoccurring nostalgic obsession with power rangers, definitely...)

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just something I noticed

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I like to pretend my spirit animal is a goose but i know for a fact that it's a pigeon with a cardboard tube stuck on its head.

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This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

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i miss the good old days, back when I was unaware of how bad the good old days were.

those where the days.

now i have a(somewhat) working brain and enough awareness to realize that things are pretty shit.

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i hate it when people in apartments complain when they get called out for playing their music too loud(when they are actually playing music too loud). Its a shared space, you live right next to other people who probably don't want to be hearing that shit at 3am. Just respect other people, it isn't hard. Please just turn it down, wear headphones, anything so long as you aren't being a prick.

yes, fuck landlords, but that's not the person you're hurting by blasting music, its the 40 year old man who just got off of work after 12 hours who just wants to sleep, its the single mom who has to comfort their kids who can't sleep, its literally everyone EXEPT the landlord.

this is coming from someone who hates loud sounds, lives with a younger brother(who also hates loud sounds), and a mom who has chronic migraines and is practically a single mom, AND WE LIVE IN A FUCKING COMMUNITY SO I CAN ONLY IMAGINE HOW BAD IT WOULD BE IF WE LIVED IN AN APPARTMENT. Just be respectful, you never know who's day you may make better if you are.

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anyone else feel like Dalmatians where the shit and then they just disappeared?

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YouTube just straight up showed me a video with porn as the thumbnail

the world has gone to shit.

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IGNORE EVERYTHING I'VE EVER SAID IN MY LIFE I HAVE SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT TO SAY

I FUCKING HATE THAT EVERY GAME I LOVE IS IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY WITHOUT SEVEN TERABYTES OF SPACE I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT ALSO!

I DESPISE HOW MY COMPUTER HAS 60 GIGS FREE ONE SECOND AND THEN 50 THE NEXT!

MY COMPUTER STARTED WITH 200 GIGS, I CURRENTLY HAVE LIKE THIRTY GIGS OF GAMES ON COMPUTER

WHATS 200 - 30???

APPARENTLY ITS 58

FUCK TECHNOLOGY

(i need to sleep soon, its 4:00 am)

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Honestly, i kinda dislike anarchy(plus my other random political thoughts).

As a momentary thing/a tool there's nothing better but as a long term thing....

Capitalism isn't great either especially in good ol 'merica, communism's pretty neat even if it can go wrong fast(but that's to be expected), i feel like it would be nice if there was, like, a country for each system.

I'm still trying to figure out where i stand politically but so far it seems like i'm open to nearly anything on the left except anarchy and what ever the fuck amercia is doing.

Also, i think voting for cops(voting for who gets in and who gets out) would make things better, even if only slightly.

I'm open to hearing other peoples thoughts, maybe i'll change my mind maybe not. At the end of the day ACAB(in america and the vast majority of other places, from what i hear the Germans actually got it down decently, i'll have to look into that more), fuck trump, trans rights, and BLM.

Also, does anyone know some good stretches for arms?

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I might start posting little episodic stories.

I have this bigger project that I want to write one day but I think writing little episodic stuff to help me build the world could be a good idea.

no one's going to see so it doesn't really matter but eh, who cares.

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E-fucking-xcuse me?

The WHAT

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i just checked, i was only gone for, like, a month or two.

oh

I haven't been on this site for a while (like 3-4ish months) but I need to share this. I've recently been thinking about my gender identity and sexuality and while I do still believe I am not cis and not straight I have still been thinking.

I'm pretty sure I'm agender, and I'm pretty sure I'm pan/bi romantic but as far as sexuality goes that's still something I'm figuring out.

For a while I've wondered what I actually want to be, I went with transfem because that seemed right, if I could snap my fingers and become a woman I would, but I also don't lie awake at night crying because I can't. Sometimes I worry that I'm not not-cis but I'm pretty sure being more than open to the idea of spontaneously becoming a woman isn't exactly a cis thing.

But more than that, I've wondered what I'd actually want to look like if I could choose anything, and I think I finally found it, I think I finally found my dream bod:

The Grinch from the Gameboy color.

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I haven't been on this site for a while (like 3-4ish months) but I need to share this. I've recently been thinking about my gender identity and sexuality and while I do still believe I am not cis and not straight I have still been thinking.

I'm pretty sure I'm agender, and I'm pretty sure I'm pan/bi romantic but as far as sexuality goes that's still something I'm figuring out.

For a while I've wondered what I actually want to be, I went with transfem because that seemed right, if I could snap my fingers and become a woman I would, but I also don't lie awake at night crying because I can't. Sometimes I worry that I'm not not-cis but I'm pretty sure being more than open to the idea of spontaneously becoming a woman isn't exactly a cis thing.

But more than that, I've wondered what I'd actually want to look like if I could choose anything, and I think I finally found it, I think I finally found my dream bod:

The Grinch from the Gameboy color.

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Love without Sex

I’m doing a Philosophy paper on Asexuality. Please reblog if you think Love without Sex is possible! I really need the data. Like if you think love has to have sex.