Well see, now I look ridiculous because it posted right-side-up, so I have NO IDEA
All right, this is the tenth time I have tried to upload this picture and it always comes out sideways, regardless of whether I rotate it in a photoeditor prior to uploading it, so I give up
I contemplated writing a long, introspective post but then I realized I don’t really know how to articulate what I want to say and I’m not sure it would help anyway so instead I think I’ll just go grocery shopping really slowly and pensively while having an existential crisis
Sometimes I worry that I might be incapable of empathy and then I remember when my therapist told me that if I were really incapable of empathy I probably wouldn’t be worried about it
Hello I am still alive but a couple members of my extended family have recently become not-alive and it is really weirding up my relationship with my mom because no one on that side of the family has any idea what to do with emotions
Sometimes when I feel melancholy for no reason I think about that one post that’s like, “Maybe that means you’ve been assigned to mourn for someone who had no one to mourn them” and I feel a little better
But then I think about all the people I worked with who really did have no one to mourn them and I feel like I need several drinks
So if you need me I’m going to be sweeping the floor and crying
It doesn’t matter who you are and what you do but please remember this one thing. Someone loves you more than you love yourself I will cheer you on, I love you.