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I’m literally obsessed with him

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Only us

Thomas and Alastair all sweet and dance (sort off) in the rain

tw. Major character dead and alcohol mentioned and car accident

This is just angst so....

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“Noooo” Alastair giggled as Thomas moved the umbrella from him. As more water began to attack him, the rain got his hair wet fast.

“Get back here,” The shorter man continued to protest as he jumped in poor attempts to get it, which got bigger laughs out of him.

“Come on,” Thomas smirked,“ You look good with your curly hair when it's wet. Besides, water is not gonna kill you dear.”

“Tommyyyy,” he whined with a big smile on his face. Thomas closed the umbrella and set it next to the wall.

“It can be us, it can be us and only us. And what came before won't count anymore.” he sang and he grabbed his love by the waist, pressing a gentle kiss on top of his head.

“Who knew you could sing?” Alastair grinned into his chest. As the rain continued to pour onto them as the taller man grabbed his hands and they began spinning around, laughing in the cold winter weather.

“You did.” Thomas muttered,“ I only sing for you.”

“Only me and you.”

“Like I said,” A moment of silence passed, and pulled him in closer,“ Only us.”

“ I love you so much.” the black hair man spoke softly with his eyes Brighting in street light.

Thomas stops as he looks with pure amusement behind his eyes. He leans in locking their lips together in a soft kiss as the winds brushed against their bodies. Wishing to stay in the moment. Just them. The two together forever with nothing stopping them.

Alastair leaned against the wall sinking down as he looked at the same place he once loved and cherished. Tears fell from his eyes as he cried. Why him? The same place his love proposed, on a rainy day. The rainy days were theirs. Theirs. They always did the same. Cherished everyday as if it was the last one. Never knowing why but it was them. Met in the cafe just down the street. As they were walking to school. Met by chance, strangers sharing an umbrella as they walked to the building.

He knew that from that day on, they would be theirs forever. Alastair knew that he wanted Thomas to be his forever. He would even suffer and stay quiet if it would bring joy to the other. He would do anything.

But no.

Faith took a life too quickly.

They took his thomas. His love of life. For nothing.

That stupid person in the other car.

That drunk bastard.

Each sob that escaped him caused his chest to hurt. The burning feeling of air escaping his lungs. The cold wall sent a shiver down his back, as the storm continued to rage in front of him.

Nothing.

The rainy weather was once filled with absolute joy and happiness, turned to sadness.

Just him and a storm of sadness.

Without his Thomas.

Just Alastair.

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The song Thomas sings is only us from dear Evan Hansen

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Thomastair Faecrate dust jacket for the Chain of Thorns hangover crate!

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The fact that Magnus cockblocked Thomastair instead of Jordelia truly says it all

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THE TATTOOIOO

LOOK. AT. THEM✨

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Okay, but like Jesper and Wylan clearly fuuuuu-so now one must figure out how this happened.

Did Jesper just see the most beautiful doe-eyed elf looking creature on the planet and hit on him, and Wylan was like, “Oh it’s the super hot dude who gets around,” and decided tis better to be railed and loss than to have never been railed at all?

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Academy-era Thomas was like "I know looks could be decievin' but I know I saw a light in you. And as we walked we were talkin' I didn't say half the things I wanted to." But then ChoT Thomas had evolved. He was like "he got my heartbeat skippin' down sixteenth avenue, got that uh, I mean, wanna see what's under that attitude, like. I want you. Bless my soul! And I ain't gotta tell him I think he knows... I think he knows". And NOW he understands why they lost their minds and fought the wars?? And why he spent his whole life trying to put it into words??? Poetry, man. Poetry

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It really annoys me that James, who has been studying Persian for about 6-8 months, can perfectly keep up with two native speakers conversing (and apparently speak a good amount). Especially while Thomas, who has been studying Persian for at least 2-3 years and is great at languages, apparently cannot understand such a conversation. This is the most annoying thing about Chain of Thorns despite being so minor and insignificant. Like, I am a literal linguist with a master's degree. I understand adult language acquisition. James would need to be a fucking savant or study/speak Persian 24/7 to understand and speak it as well as he does. And Thomas (who is canonically a quick learner) would need to be SUPER slow not to understand a conversation even if he had difficulty speaking (which I also do not believe). This, combined with the fact that Thomas seems to actually speak Persian very well in other scenes, makes me feel a deep sense of annoyance on Thomas's behalf.

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If it weren't for Christopher we wouldn't have fire-messages, Matthew's recovery from alcohol or understanding between Grace and Cordelia or the protection amulet against Lilith which ultimately lead to Tatiana's death by Cordelia's hands..

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https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMY5t3uh6/

I'm just trying to boost this :>

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the thing about thomas and alastair is that they actually are excellent communicators. they're consistently talking about their feelings both about their relationship and other things and asking each other for clarification regarding things they said/did (even to the point of alastair appearing at thomas' house to ask why he called him stupid). they're both ridiculously good at boundary-setting and defining their relationships both with each other and with others. this stands out so starkly in a book where literally everyone else fails to get their shit together and have basic conversations. thus once again proving that thomastair is superior

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oooh this song for the ask game!!

It’s giving me: Thomas’s pov at the begging of CHOT about Alastair.

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i miss thomastair

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Thomas going from defending Alastair to his friends and doubling down even when they all obviously disagree with him and wistfully remarking that he "like[s] his nonsense" in 1901 to saying him and Alastair are definitely not friends & that Alastair is objectively awful & debating if he should even speak to him in 1902.... like that has to be one of the most bizarre changes in character that has not and will probably never will be explained or even acknowledged

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Charles is so bitchless every single one of his bitches left him for one of the Lightwoods.

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alastair when someone frowns

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WESPERWESPER- WE GOT WESPER-

Y'all 'bout to hate me for the 3rd post this week, but Imma get INSUFFERABLE-