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The non-human struggle is a constant loop of "I am a social creature who provides warmth for all those i care for, the kindness that lifts the flightless into the sky" -> Something bad happens -> "I am a solitary beast who only knows how to survive. I live for myself and none shall be in my presence alive" -> Something good happens, resetting the loop.

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being human is a temporary state. one day your human body is going to return to stardust, and that's okay. whether you go into the next life with wings and gold like molten metal or you return to stardust and that's it - it's okay. even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes.

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I love refering to myself as just a creature. Like pleas pat my head so I can skitter away in a chaotic fashion.

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i <3 horny trans women

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Currently questioning if im kin with the steward constructs from totk.

When i first saw them, i felt such a strong, instant connection, I've never felt that for a character before, it's hard to explain lol.

It's my first time questioning a fictional character as well, so... yeah. 🗿

🔼 Just 2 silly guys

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The biggest tip on connecting to your theriotype / kintype

I see many alterhumans ask what they can do to feel that beautiful peace and euphoria. We all want to be happy but many of us don’t know where to start. This post will be a piece of advice to EVERYONE no matter if you are trying to connect to a feline identity or an aquatic identity.

Do not try to put yourself in a box.

I know. It can be extremely thrilling when you see or hear an experience that resonates with you. “Oh! I feel that too!” I’m not saying those moments aren’t validating because they 100% are.

What I am saying, however, is that… if you’re a cat theriotype and you love to swim or you don’t like eating fish - don’t panic. Many cats love to swim and don’t like eating fish. If you’re an angelkin but you don’t vibe with The Creator or you don’t feel “soft, gentle and pink” then that’s fine. You know why? Some angels don’t vibe with The Creator and MANY don’t feel that softcore vibe.

The sooner you realize that one golden retriever isn’t the same as another golden retriever — you’ll understand your own golden retriever theriotype.

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i am literally just a little creature & i do not know why people expect so much of me

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hnc (human non-conforming)

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Ugh this made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

Something odd to me is the stigma people have around godkin/divinekin. They sneer and scorn them, they act like their worship is a trivial matter. I am not divinekin, but I hold some great nebulous Emotion towards them, like a mix of awe and love and whatever true exaltation is.

To all divinekin, know that no matter what, I will kneel before your alter with wine and grain, with a song or a prayer. I will be the wild animal sleeping at the foot of some old overgrown statue of your might, and I will be the first in the morning to clear the leaves from the steps of your churches and shrines. You need only ask.

🌌

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I am so tired. Both physically and mentally. I just need peace and quite and to be with myself. But I don't have the time, or the space.

So all I can do is look up at the sky from my window and hope, hope that it's calming, cleansing release can reach me, all the way inside my box

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Ive recently gotten myself dangerously addicted to overwatch again.....

Idk what kinda drugs they put in that shit but DAMN are they good! 😩

watching the OW league pro-am rn too 🗣❗❗

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reasons someone may identify as alterhuman:

who cares

why do you think youre entitled to this information

becoming the Beast

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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled “immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]

a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”

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if i had a tail, ahaha well let me just tell you: i'd be swishin' that bitch

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^^ Can confirm

a fun fact about dragons is that if you kiss one it will wiggle happily in response. this is instinctual.

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Shout out to all my fellow deities and ex-deities.

You are still worthy of respect and love. Don't forget that. ❤