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The first single from The Tortured Poets Department is…………. Fortnight featuring @postmalone 🤍 I’ve been such a huge fan of Post because of the writer he is, his musical experimentation and those melodies he creates that just stick in your head forever. I got to witness that magic come to life firsthand when we worked together on Fortnight. Honestly can’t wait for you guys to hear this song at Midnight TONIGHT and see the video at 8pm ET TOMORROW.

forafortnight.com

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“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

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The Tortured Poets Department - All Variants

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Yeah and then I think that I'm going to write a story about it and then I forget about it..

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“Loyalty isn’t grey. It’s black and white. You’re either loyal completely, or not loyal at all. And people have to understand this. You can’t be loyal only when it serves you.”

— Sharnay

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the tortured poets department

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I burn for love. I burn for the idea of being loved and loving someone.

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“When you can tell your story and it doesn’t make you cry, that’s when you know you’ve healed.”

— Unknown

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Literally no because I'm starting a new WIP and basing it off of the vibes I get from Taylor Swift's song Love Story. Like I have a description as well.

A modern take on Romeo and Juliet and also inspired by Taylor Swift's Love Story, two lovers aren't able to be together. Down in the South, Harper and Weston have this undeniable love for each other but the century-long feud has impacted their relationship by having to keep it secret. The Davis' and Andersons have been against each other for centuries but the two lovers are hoping that their love is strong enough to withstand and possibly end the feud.

writers whenever they’re starting a new fic: I have these ✨ vibes ✨ now I’ll have to build an entire plot and write an entire fic about those vibes

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I’m actually really fun once you get to know me (takes 3-4 years).

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Actually Minecraft deciding that sleep depravation was gonna make flying demons attack you was realistic as fuck

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Me, age 6: Drawing horror for fun

Me, age 32: Drawing horror for a living

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“your gut instinct is not a liar, those initial feelings exist for a reason, sit on them if you need to, process whether your feelings are valid or just projections, but never dismiss your intuition when the signs are staring you in the face and your nervous system is agreeing.”

— iambrillyant

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Romance and Ruins Chapter 1 Posted!

Hi loves! I just posted my first chapter of Romance and Ruins. I would really appreciate it if y'all went to go and check it out on Wattpad! Also, please reblog this!! It would mean the world to me!

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Cells

I don't know why it hurt so much. I mean it was only about 3 months and I barely saw you. Maybe it's because I got attached. Maybe it's because I let you hold me. I showed you things that I regret and EVERY SINGLE TIME I think of FNAF, all I can think about it you. You holding me as we watched it. You whispering in my ear that you loved me. I mean we were fucking stupid. I was stupid. I knew it wouldn't last but you made me feel wanted. Did you know that it takes about a month for skin cells to regenerate? I didn't realize it but halfway through January, my body forgot you. The skin cells that were once there regenerated and my body forgot you. The sad part though is that the memories still linger for me. Blink-182 is mentioned and I feel like throwing up. I did get over the one song by Taylor Swift that I stupidly connected to you. Thank God it wasn't more than one. I hear stuff about graphics cards and think of you. I think about the teddy bear you gave me all the time and I always think about how I should've asked for my crochet blanket back. I tried but I was ridiculed. I'm literally shaking typing this but if I have to type to get over you, then I'm doing it. I don't know if you found my Tumblr. Hopefully you haven't..

I'm not saying that you are the reason for my depression but damn. You said you loved me and then broke up with me a couple days later. It probably would have been easier if I ended it but I can't go back and change anything. I'm just looking for closure. I haven't found any yet.