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say it with me: viktor is not a damsel in distress. he is not a princess waiting to be saved. he is not helpless, he is not incapable, he is not weak. he’s not waiting around for someone to save him. he is perfectly capable of handling himself, he doesn’t need a savior.

jayce is not his savior. he’s not viktor’s knight in shining armor. that’s not what their dynamic is about. there was a moment yes where jayce was able to use power that had been basically forced on him to keep heimerdinger from destroying the hexcore - something jayce & viktor both at the time believed was the key to saving viktor’s life - but that doesn’t make him viktor’s savior. truthfully i believe that was as much about saving viktor as it was jayce trying to assuage his own feeling of uselessness at not being to do anything to help his partner. 

at equal points, jayce & viktor have both saved each other in many ways. but they are not each other’s salvation, there’s a difference.

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most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone

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it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

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in another universe i am not a burden to be loved

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attempting to atheistify the ancient tribal sun worshipper but the more scientific sun facts i tell them the more hyped they get about the sun

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ah yes, my favourite foreign language feel, “I know what all of those words mean individually but not together like that”

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remember when you’re writing a gross and terrible power dynamic that you should be asking yourself constantly how you could make it worse and sexier

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i never wanna hear ohhh i drank too much wine i smoked too many cigarettes last night i feel awful. cultivate a european mindset. you just need an espresso. life is an alchemical process and you are the alembic

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yeah, kinda.

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being on tumblr for a long time but never reading homestuck like

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"objectively physically attractive but in possession of negative rizz" is one of my favorite character concepts. i think it's so great when there's an absurdly hot person who's just a complete fucking loser. the mood is unsalvageable the moment they open their mouth kind of deal. you get no bitches because you're so sucks.

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mid-conversation I toss a pistol onto the table not to suggest or imply anything but just to change the situation a little

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being in the Hetalia fandom for almost 11 years gives me a sense of comfort that is hard to find elsewhere ngl, they have been present at nearly all the major events of my life.

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I do have a certain respect for those of you here that are like “I’ll have a sideblog for this interest and another sideblog for that ooh and a sideblog for when I’m horny and GOD FORBID I ever use my legal name as an alias. they shall call me…Shrub.’ I’m out here, no secret identity, nothing to hide, sorry if you followed me for something else but whoops this has been tickling my brain!!!

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