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Related to my last post, this was the author's note i left on one of my twisted devotion chapter:

Okay, so last night, I somehow ended up watching Deadpool and Wolverine for the third time with a friend. And then my brain decided to mash that up with my Resident Evil obsession in the most unhinged dream.

Picture this: Drunk Leon once told Claire that as a teenager, he used to do full-on boyband choreography. And, in his infinite drunken wisdom, he promised her that if she ever got married, he’d perform Bye Bye Bye by NSYNC at her wedding.

Fast forward years later, Claire’s wedding. And Leon? He delivers. Full performance, crop top and all. The guests are torn between amusement and an unexpected amount of thirst.

(I'd probably sneak in some Weskennedy by making him Leon’s date, who has no idea about Leon secret talent)

And now I’m genuinely debating whether I should write this down.

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what are ur leon headcanons…..

Leon S. Kennedy Headcanons

• Falls in love too easily, too hard

Leon doesn’t fall in love in a casual way. He’s just got this aching need to connect. A soft heart in a harsh world.

• Keeps to himself, not because he wants to be alone, but because he’s scared

Leon wants to be close to people, but he's terrified of losing them. He's lost too much already. So he keeps people at a distance, pretends he prefers solitude, but the truth is, he’s lonely.

• Can’t sleep in silence

The quiet gets too loud. His thoughts spiral, what ifs, regrets, things he should’ve said or done differently. So he listens to music, a podcast, the soft hum of city noise, something to fill the silence and anchor him to the now.

• Leon loves being the little spoon

The second someone wraps their arms around him from behind, he goes quiet and soft, like all his tension just disappears. You hold him? He’s not moving. You’re stuck. He will cling back like a sleepy koala. Because no one ever really held him first. And now that someone does? He never wants to let it go.

• Sleeps like a starfish on the bed

He’s lanky and somehow ends up diagonally across the mattress, one leg off the bed, blanket tangled like he fought it. If someone tries to share a bed with him, they’ll wake up clinging to the edge while Leon is dead asleep like a corpse in a crime scene outline.

• Panick attacks

He’s learned to mask them, deep breaths, gripping his own wrist hard enough to ground himself, counting things he can see, pretending he’s fine. But sometimes, when it gets too much, he disappears for a moment. No one really knows. He doesn’t want to be a burden

• Sings to himself when no one’s listening

Especially when he is cooking. He knows he’s corny, but he doesn’t care. There’s something healing about singing.

• Leon is 1000% a girl dad

Learned how to braid hair immediately. Watched tutorials. Practiced on a Barbie. Wears tiny glitter stickers on his face because “she wanted to make me pretty.” Goes to tea parties in full tactical gear. Sits criss-cross applesauce on the floor like a champ. Gives the softest bedtime cuddles, tells stories with voices and sound effects, falls asleep before she does. Lets her paint his nails and struts around showing them off like “check these out. She did them. She’s an artist.”

• Kind of a loser growing up

He was that quiet kid in the back of the class with the scuffed-up shoes and secondhand backpack. Shy, awkward, always hoping someone would talk to him first. No one really bullied him, but no one really saw him either.

• Uses zero products, has the silkiest hair

It’s the universe’s way of saying sorry for everything else. No conditioner, no hair masks, nothing, and yet, his hair looks like it belongs in a shampoo commercial. His coworkers are bitter.

• Still keeps every letter and note Claire ever gave him

He says it’s because she’s like a sister, but really, it’s because those notes reminded him he wasn’t alone. That someone cared. He re-reads them on bad nights. They’re a lifeline.

• Says “ow” even when things don’t hurt

He can get thrown across a room, stabbed, dropkicked through a window, and he’ll just grunt like “hnng.” Not even a flinch. But bangs his elbow lightly? “Ow.” Drops keys on his foot? “Ow.” Bumps into a chair? “Ow.” It’s a reflex.

• Affectionate Drunk Leon (Before the Trauma)

One drink in and he was hugging everyone, calling them his best friend, and complimenting strangers with wide, honest eyes. He’d lean on people and say things like “You’re so cool, you know that?” with a sleepy smile. After everything that happened, he stopped letting himself get that vulnerable. But every now and then, like when he's with Claire, bits of that old Leon come back.

• Talks to inanimate objects constantly

Full-on conversations. “Okay, fridge, what have we got?” or “Don’t betray me, coffee machine. I need you.”

• Kind to strangers in quiet ways

He holds the door open, carries groceries for old ladies, helps a lost tourist without a second thought.

• Teenage Leon danced hip-hop in high school (it canon, idk)

Ever since I had that dream of Leon dancing to NSYNC on Claire's wedding, it’s canon in head. Not like… professional or anything. But he was so into it. Baggy hoodie, sneakers, cropped shirt, headphones in, dancing in empty hallways after class or in front of his cracked bedroom mirror.

(Btw I am still considering turning this into a oneshot, lol)

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Not my usual kind of post, but this kind of spilled out of my brain at 2am. This isn’t a cry for help or fishing for sympathy, I promise. I’m okay (mostly lol). I just wanted to put some thoughts into words, partly to get them out of my head, and partly in case someone out there reads this and goes, “Wait… that’s me.” Because sometimes, feeling seen by a random internet post is weirdly comforting. So if this makes you feel a little less alone or a little more understood, then it was worth sharing.

ADHD is often seen as something quirky or endearing. The forgetfulness, the daydreaming, the hyperfixations, it’s all “cute” until it’s not. Until ADHD starts becoming the reason your entire life feels like it’s falling apart. Until executive dysfunction isn’t just a buzzword but a wall you slam into every single day, again and again, and no matter how hard you try, you can’t break through it.

You’re not lazy. You’re not stupid. You know that. But then why does it feel like you’re standing outside your own body, watching yourself crash and burn? Why does it feel like you’re screaming at yourself to just do the thing, to move, to act, to fix it, and your body doesn’t listen? You're begging, crying, panicking inside your own skin, but nothing happens. You just watch. Frozen. Paralyzed. A passenger in your own life.

Then there is the guilt. Because your life is good. You have kind, supportive parents. You have amazing friends who love you. You have opportunities others would kill for. You’re safe, you’re loved, you have a world full of possibility, and yet you’re still struggling. Still frozen. Still throwing away chances. And you start to feel like an imposter. Like you don’t deserve what you have. Like you’re wasting it. Like you are the problem.

And then the shame creeps in. Maybe you are just making excuses. Maybe you’re hiding behind the diagnosis, using it as a shield so you don’t have to face the truth. Maybe you’re scared. Because if you really gave it your all and still failed, what then? What if you’re not as smart as everyone said? What if all the praise was just a fluke? What if the girl who got straight As, the girl who had potential, the girl everyone said would go so far… what if she was never real?

Now she’s just sitting here, an exhausted adult, overwhelmed by the simplest tasks, watching everything she dreamed of slip further away, because no matter how important something is, no matter how much hangs on it, she still can’t do it. She can’t even get herself to do the damn dishes, or reply to an email, or show up on time. And it hurts. It hurts so much. Because you remember who you were supposed to be. And you don’t know how to get back there. Or if you ever can.

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I am literally feral for this man, gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure

ALBERT WESKER RESIDENT EVIL 4 REMAKE (2023) dev. Capcom

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*twisted devotion spoiler i guess*

sometimes when i’m writing twisted devotion, i take a little break, boot up RE2 Remake, and go on a self-indulgent little RPD walking tour with rookie Leon in his cute little uniform like:

“this right here is your desk, sweety,” i whisper fondly. “and that’s where Rita sits,” i add, imagining her sliding over in her chair already smirking saying something like, “rookie's too pretty for his own good.”

“this is the break room where you and your team eat lunch and pretend the coffee doesn’t taste like boiled socks.”

“this is the shooting range where Wesker ‘corrected’ your stance. repeatedly. for 'training purposes'.”

pauses on the third floor balcony overlooking the main hall. “this is where Jill tried to talk sense into you when you were emotionally spiraling over Chris and Wesker.”

“this is the hallway you always take from the west office to the S.T.A.R.S. office, because it’s the fastest route to your doom."

“that’s where Chris sits. Also known as the place where emotional clarity goes to die”

pauses dramatically, takes deep breath

“this... this is Wesker’s office.”

approaches slowly

“And this is the desk Wesker bends you over on and fu—”

game crashes

me: “fair enough.”

okay. now back to writing.

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give me your post-viral wesker physical/bodily hcs please. what's he look like in there... do you have any pg67 function headcanons. the masses must know! (if you want to share, of course... i saw biology and i ran in here)

Okay so first of all congratulations, because with this question you accidentally triggered two of my fixations, resident evil lore and biology. So naturally I spent way too much time thinking about this at a molecular level, and emerged with a little manifesto on 'what the virus does to Wesker'.

Okay, lets get into it!

The virus inserts viral DNA directly into the host’s genome, permanently altering Wesker's genetic code. It targets specific stem cell populations to overwrite genetic instructions. These new genes code for synthetic proteins that give his body enhanced abilities. The virus functions similarly to an engineered gene therapy vector, but instead of fixing a mutation, it adds entirely new capabilities:

Healing Factor

• Wesker’s body heals stupidly fast. Bullet wounds seal up in real time. It’s not just fast, it’s efficient. No scar, no bruise, just gone. That’s because of proteins, that promote extreme tissue regeneration by accelerating transcription of growth factors.

• The viral DNA triggers production of proteins that upregulate mitochondrial efficiency. So his cells are constantly in overdrive, replicating and regenerating at insane speeds. That kind of process would literally melt a normal person from the inside out, but the virus keeps him juuuuust stable enough to survive it.

• That means he burns through nutrients and energy at an insane rate. But he still eats very little because his body has learned to metabolize efficiently.

• Because of this, he doesn’t get sick. Like, ever. No flu, no fever, nothing. His immune system probably nukes bacteria before they finish replicating.

Strength

• A key viral protein might mimic myostatin inhibitors, increasing muscle mass without bulk, think insane strength in a lean frame.

• He could punch a hole in reinforced steel if he wanted to, but the scary part is that he doesn’t. He holds back all the time. He can crack a man’s ribs with one hand, or gently zip up your jacket without pulling the tab off.

• His control is off the charts. He’s not just strong, he’s precise. Every movement is calculated.

Eyesight & Senses

• He sees more than most people. Infrared, low light, motion trails, his vision is layered. The world probably looks like a high-contrast heatmap half the time.

• That’s why he wears sunglasses 24/7. Not just for the aesthetic (though let’s be real, it’s working), but to help with light sensitivity. Without them, he’d probably get visual overload in a well-lit room. (Okay, Gojo Satoru)

• His hearing is sharp too. Not supernatural, but he can pick up your heartbeat if you're close enough. It makes sneaking up on him borderline impossible.

The PG67A/W Serum

• The serum is a lifeline. The virus is unstable on its own, the host cells try to over-replicate or misfire signals, leading to cellular death or mutation.

• PG67A/W likely acts as a suppressor or regulator, binding to specific viral receptors or feedback loops, controlling gene expression and inhibitory enzyme systems to keep certain proteins from overexpressing.

• He doses every 6 to 8 hours. He keeps spares on him at all times. If he’s on a mission, he builds his entire schedule around those injections.

• He hides injection sites on his inner thigh, shoulder, or hip, places easy to reach but not visible. Places that are easy to reach but won’t get seen.

Body Temperature

• His body runs hot. Like, unnaturally warm to the touch, like 39°C on a normal day. You could probably use him as a space heater.

• He doesn’t sweat much, but if he’s pushing his limits, the heat builds up fast. He’ll disappear for a cold shower or just stand in front of an AC vent for five minutes without saying anything.

• Resting heart rate? Low. Like athlete-low, sometimes around 40 bpm. But if he moves into combat mode, it spikes instantly. Controlled tachycardia, probably tied to the virus.

Time Perception & Reflexes

• The virus likely alters neurotransmitter uptake and synaptic plasticity, enhancing reaction time and cognition. It increases dopamine and norepinephrine sensitivity, creating hyper-alertness without overstimulation.

• Neural conduction speed may be boosted by: enhanced myelination of neurons. Modified ion channels that allow faster action potential firing.

• The result? Time feels slower to him. His brain processes information so fast that everything else seems like it’s moving in slow motion. That’s why he reacts before you even finish blinking.

• But it’s also exhausting in a subtle way. Conversations feel slow. Meetings drag. He lives in a world that’s slightly out of sync.

Mutation Risk

• He’s constantly on the edge. The virus wants to take over, it wants him to evolve into something monstrous. He keeps that in check with raw willpower and serum, but it’s always there.

• He has nightmares about it. Not dying, mutating. Losing himself.

Aging

• The virus triggers production of novel proteins that tabilize telomeres.

• His aging basically stopped. He should be pushing 50, but he still looks like he’s in his late 30s at most.

Touch & Intimacy

• His body doesn’t regulate hormones quite the same anymore. He can feel arousal, desire, etc., but it’s slower to build and hits harder when it does.

• And his stamina...He doesn’t get tired, doesn’t lose focus, and has total control over his body. He can go for hours without so much as breaking a sweat, and he’s frustratingly composed the whole time

Pain Response

• The virus likely alters his nervous system, especially the nociceptors.

• Instead of fully shutting off pain, it modulates the intensity, filtering it through a “useful or not” lens.

• So he still feels pain, but it’s dulled. A knife wound feels like pressure. A gunshot is just an annoyance.

• He can weaponize it too. Take a hit, stay standing, stare you down without even flinching, smile on his face, it’s terrifying. And he knows it.

Anyway. That’s the gist of what I think is going on inside Wesker’s terrifyingly efficient, (incredibly attractive) body. Please note:

• I did have microbiology, but I’m studying environmental science.

• I am not a virologist or Umbrella scientist (tragic, I know), just someone who thinks too hard about fictional men with god complexes.

• Also, I had to use a translator for like 40% of the fancy terms because my English science vocab just noped out halfway through. So if something sounds too text book, blame the language barrier

Thank you for enabling me, lol

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Oh, I love this setup, grumpy, cold, academic-minded Wesker vs. emotional, fun dad Leon trying to navigate single parenthood while their chaotic kids become inseparable besties. The idea of Jake and Sherry dragging their dads into playdates, school events, and parent-teacher meetings is gold. You just know Leon and Wesker would bicker about everything. Wesker lecturing about discipline and proper structure while Leon’s like, “Let the kids fingerpaint and cry if they want to!” And yet… they’d slowly start to respect each other’s strengths as parents. Enemies-to-co-parents-to-lovers? This has so much potential for hilarious banter and emotional depth.

what about a fanfic where wesker and leon are widowed and their kids jake and sherry go to the same kinder and wesker and leon got nothing in common, but have to get along 'cause their kids are friends.

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I'm sorry! 😭😭 I swear they are not really spoilers, just a general character study

What moral boundaries do you think Leon is willing to blur for Albert, and what actions of Albert he will never be able to accept (or will he accept them anyway)?

How do they deal with Albert being a «villain» and Leon being a «hero»?

And in the end, will Leon be able to save Albert from his dark side?

That’s such a complex question and one I’ve thought about a lot while writing Falling Through the Cracks. Honestly, I could write a whole essay about it, but I’ll try to keep it somewhat brief, lol

Let’s start with Leon.

He has a strong moral compass, and while older, more hardened Leon doesn’t see the world in black and white the way rookie Leon once did, he still fundamentally believes in the good in people. That belief doesn’t make him naive, it’s actually what makes him so resilient. He knows how dark the world can be, but he chooses to keep his heart intact anyway.

When it comes to moral boundaries, there aren’t many Leon would be willing to blur, especially not the big ones. He would never excuse or justify Wesker’s past crimes, the people he’s killed, manipulated, or used. Leon would acknowledge that those actions were wrong, no matter the justification. But what he would believe in is the possibility of change. He’s seen it before, Luis being a great example. Leon is the type of person who believes people can do better if they genuinely want to, and he would support Wesker if he saw that he was trying to change and doing so honestly.

The only boundaries Leon might blur would be around how Wesker operates, especially if it’s about taking down bad people. Rookie Leon would’ve been firmly against any sort of vigilante or morally gray tactics. But older Leon? He’s more pragmatic. As long as innocent people aren’t harmed, he could accept that Wesker has a different way of dealing with threats. He wouldn’t like it, but he’d understand it, if it comes from a place of protecting rather than controlling.

Leon could very much be pulled in by Wesker, and not just emotionally. Wesker’s authority, his control, the danger he radiates, it’s all something that could deeply attract Leon, especially in moments where he feels lost or powerless. Wesker is the kind of man who commands a room, who never wavers, who always seems like he knows exactly what he's doing. For someone like Leon, who often feels like he's barely holding it together behind a composed front, that kind of dominance could be intoxicating.

There’s a version of their relationship, especially in a moment of vulnerability, where Leon could fall into something physical with Wesker. Something impulsive and charged with tension, desire, even comfort in a twisted way. But afterwards, he would drown in guilt and self-hatred. Because Leon knows who Wesker is. He knows what he’s done. And no amount of chemistry or connection could erase that.

Leon is someone who struggles with carrying the weight of everything, people he couldn't save, the moral compromises he's been forced to make over the years. And sleeping with someone like Wesker, knowing the blood on his hands, would haunt him. He would question his own judgment, his values, his identity as someone who is supposed to fight for good. The conflict would eat at him.

And that’s the thing, Leon could never justify their relationship if Wesker stays Wesker. If Wesker remains the man who believes in control, in domination, in sacrificing others for the sake of his ideals, then no matter what feelings Leon might have for him, it would never be enough. Leon would pull away. He would always feel torn, guilty, and ultimately heartbroken. Their dynamic would mirror the one Leon has with Ada in many ways. He’s always been drawn to her, always hoping she’d choose the right side. Wesker would be even more intense, would always be doomed to self-destruction.

When it comes to Wesker, opening up and relying on others would be one of the hardest things he could ever do. He was raised in an environment where vulnerability was seen as weakness, where trust only led to betrayal, and where the only way to survive was to stay three steps ahead of everyone else. Umbrella didn’t just train him, they dismantled him, piece by piece, until nothing was left but the perfect asset. His name, his identity, his autonomy, all of it stripped away and replaced with cold purpose. Even his ideology, his belief in superiority and control, wasn’t something he came to on his own. It was planted in him, like the virus, by Spencer and the system that raised him.

So for Wesker, the idea of letting someone in, truly letting them in, is foreign and terrifying. He’s spent his entire life being in control, emotionally detached, the one with the upper hand in every relationship. To rely on someone would mean admitting he needs them, and that's a kind of power he’s never been comfortable giving up. Even affection, to him, is a calculated risk.

Wesker has always seen humanity as corrupt, selfish, and weak-minded. But Leon? Leon is the exception. He’s strong and kind. He helps others not out of obligation or self-interest, but because he genuinely cares. He shows resilience without cruelty, vulnerability without weakness. He was also shaped into a weapon, but unlike Wesker, he never lost his heart. That contrast would deeply affect Wesker. It would confuse him, anger him even, because it challenges everything he’s built to protect himself.

He wouldn’t know how to handle it at first. He might lash out, retreat, test Leon’s patience and loyalty in cruel ways, because deep down, he’s terrified that if he opens that door, everything will come crashing down. That if someone sees him for who he really is, not the weapon, not the monster, but the broken, furious, abandoned man underneath, they’ll leave.

Learning to trust someone like Leon would be a slow, painful process. But if anyone could do it, it would be Leon. It wouldn’t be easy. For a man who’s spent his entire life building walls, learning to let someone in would be the hardest battle he’s ever fought.

Leon could be the person who shows Wesker what it means to be more than a tool or a project, he could teach him to be human again. And in turn, Wesker could be the one who helps Leon let his guard down and rely on someone else, without constantly needing to play the role of the unshakeable protector.

In the end, yes, I believe Leon could save Wesker, not in the typical “hero saves villain” sense, but by helping him rediscover who he is without all the programming and control. But it would only work if Wesker wants to be saved.

Welp, I think I went overboard... I am just so passionate about them, I can’t help it 🥲

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What moral boundaries do you think Leon is willing to blur for Albert, and what actions of Albert he will never be able to accept (or will he accept them anyway)?

How do they deal with Albert being a «villain» and Leon being a «hero»?

And in the end, will Leon be able to save Albert from his dark side?

That’s such a complex question and one I’ve thought about a lot while writing Falling Through the Cracks. Honestly, I could write a whole essay about it, but I’ll try to keep it somewhat brief, lol

Let’s start with Leon.

He has a strong moral compass, and while older, more hardened Leon doesn’t see the world in black and white the way rookie Leon once did, he still fundamentally believes in the good in people. That belief doesn’t make him naive, it’s actually what makes him so resilient. He knows how dark the world can be, but he chooses to keep his heart intact anyway.

When it comes to moral boundaries, there aren’t many Leon would be willing to blur, especially not the big ones. He would never excuse or justify Wesker’s past crimes, the people he’s killed, manipulated, or used. Leon would acknowledge that those actions were wrong, no matter the justification. But what he would believe in is the possibility of change. He’s seen it before, Luis being a great example. Leon is the type of person who believes people can do better if they genuinely want to, and he would support Wesker if he saw that he was trying to change and doing so honestly.

The only boundaries Leon might blur would be around how Wesker operates, especially if it’s about taking down bad people. Rookie Leon would’ve been firmly against any sort of vigilante or morally gray tactics. But older Leon? He’s more pragmatic. As long as innocent people aren’t harmed, he could accept that Wesker has a different way of dealing with threats. He wouldn’t like it, but he’d understand it, if it comes from a place of protecting rather than controlling.

Leon could very much be pulled in by Wesker, and not just emotionally. Wesker’s authority, his control, the danger he radiates, it’s all something that could deeply attract Leon, especially in moments where he feels lost or powerless. Wesker is the kind of man who commands a room, who never wavers, who always seems like he knows exactly what he's doing. For someone like Leon, who often feels like he's barely holding it together behind a composed front, that kind of dominance could be intoxicating.

There’s a version of their relationship, especially in a moment of vulnerability, where Leon could fall into something physical with Wesker. Something impulsive and charged with tension, desire, even comfort in a twisted way. But afterwards, he would drown in guilt and self-hatred. Because Leon knows who Wesker is. He knows what he’s done. And no amount of chemistry or connection could erase that.

Leon is someone who struggles with carrying the weight of everything, people he couldn't save, the moral compromises he's been forced to make over the years. And sleeping with someone like Wesker, knowing the blood on his hands, would haunt him. He would question his own judgment, his values, his identity as someone who is supposed to fight for good. The conflict would eat at him.

And that’s the thing, Leon could never justify their relationship if Wesker stays Wesker. If Wesker remains the man who believes in control, in domination, in sacrificing others for the sake of his ideals, then no matter what feelings Leon might have for him, it would never be enough. Leon would pull away. He would always feel torn, guilty, and ultimately heartbroken. Their dynamic would mirror the one Leon has with Ada in many ways. He’s always been drawn to her, always hoping she’d choose the right side. Wesker would be even more intense, would always be doomed to self-destruction.

When it comes to Wesker, opening up and relying on others would be one of the hardest things he could ever do. He was raised in an environment where vulnerability was seen as weakness, where trust only led to betrayal, and where the only way to survive was to stay three steps ahead of everyone else. Umbrella didn’t just train him, they dismantled him, piece by piece, until nothing was left but the perfect asset. His name, his identity, his autonomy, all of it stripped away and replaced with cold purpose. Even his ideology, his belief in superiority and control, wasn’t something he came to on his own. It was planted in him, like the virus, by Spencer and the system that raised him.

So for Wesker, the idea of letting someone in, truly letting them in, is foreign and terrifying. He’s spent his entire life being in control, emotionally detached, the one with the upper hand in every relationship. To rely on someone would mean admitting he needs them, and that's a kind of power he’s never been comfortable giving up. Even affection, to him, is a calculated risk.

Wesker has always seen humanity as corrupt, selfish, and weak-minded. But Leon? Leon is the exception. He’s strong and kind. He helps others not out of obligation or self-interest, but because he genuinely cares. He shows resilience without cruelty, vulnerability without weakness. He was also shaped into a weapon, but unlike Wesker, he never lost his heart. That contrast would deeply affect Wesker. It would confuse him, anger him even, because it challenges everything he’s built to protect himself.

He wouldn’t know how to handle it at first. He might lash out, retreat, test Leon’s patience and loyalty in cruel ways, because deep down, he’s terrified that if he opens that door, everything will come crashing down. That if someone sees him for who he really is, not the weapon, not the monster, but the broken, furious, abandoned man underneath, they’ll leave.

Learning to trust someone like Leon would be a slow, painful process. But if anyone could do it, it would be Leon. It wouldn’t be easy. For a man who’s spent his entire life building walls, learning to let someone in would be the hardest battle he’s ever fought.

Leon could be the person who shows Wesker what it means to be more than a tool or a project, he could teach him to be human again. And in turn, Wesker could be the one who helps Leon let his guard down and rely on someone else, without constantly needing to play the role of the unshakeable protector.

In the end, yes, I believe Leon could save Wesker, not in the typical “hero saves villain” sense, but by helping him rediscover who he is without all the programming and control. But it would only work if Wesker wants to be saved.

Welp, I think I went overboard... I am just so passionate about them, I can’t help it 🥲

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Opinions on infected Leon? Btw I absolutely ADORE the way you write Leon and Wesker, keep up the good work (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

First of all, thank you so much!! It means a lot to hear that! 🥹❤️

As for infected Leon, such a good question! Honestly, my opinion is a bit mixed. I’ve read a few fics with infected Leon that I genuinely enjoyed. But the tricky part for me is that the concept obviously leans into noncon territory because of the whole Dominant Species/control dynamic.

I do enjoy some dubcon from time to time, but it often gets too close to themes I’m personally uncomfortable with, like rape or complete loss of agency. In general I just tend to prefer stories with enthusiastic consent.

Though I do find the infected Leon concept really interesting when the fic explores his internal struggle, how Las Plagas affects him, how much control he’s able to maintain, and what that means for his identity and relationships. If the story leans into that psychological tension and conflict, I’m much more into it. So overall, no judgment at all, just personal preference and again, I do enjoy some well-written dubcon!

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I’ve always wondered… what r ur thoughts on trans Leon or t4t weskennedy

I've definitely read fics with trans Leon and really like the idea of it! I appreciate the trans representation and love seeing how people explore his character through that lens.

That said, I probably wouldn’t write Leon or Wesker as trans in my own fics, mainly because I’m not trans myself, and my writing is very character-focused and introspective. I’d be worried I couldn’t portray that experience with the authenticity and respect it deserves. Yeah, I know I’m also not a man or a morally questionable captain with a god complex, but writing a trans character comes with a different kind of responsibility. It’s something deeply personal to a lot of people, and I’d want to do it justice.

Maybe in a shorter fic where it’s more of a background detail and not a main theme, I’d including it. But overall, I just want to be mindful and respectful.

Anyway: Trans rights are human rights! ❤️

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I might just do that

wesker's life was controlled by umbrella and leon's life's controlled by the goverment, why isn't there a fanfic of wesker feeling bad for leon 'cause he understands and then wants to save leon from disgusting pervert simmons?

maybe because wesker thinks it would've been nice for someone to care when he was trapped at umbrella.

a crazy but empathic wesker for goverment prisoner leon fanfic.

if there's already a fanfic like that, share link, thanks, if not, someone write it please 🥲🥲🥲

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Literally me fr

Giggling and kickin my feet reading my own fics like I didn’t write them lmao

Some idiot: "Why are you reading your own fic, that's shallow and stupid"

All fanfic writers and writers everywhere: "Who the fuck do you think I wrote it for?!"

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what are some of your favorite wesker/leon headcanons???

One of my favorite headcanons (and something I really want to turn into a short fic) is rookie Leon being completely oblivious to how terrifying Captain Wesker is to everyone else at the station. Like, Wesker is brutal with his team, tearing into officers over the smallest mistakes, cold and intense 24/7. But with Leon? He’s patient, helpful, even kind. And Leon, bless him, just assumes that’s how Wesker always is and having no idea why everyone acts so scared of the “sweet and helpful Captain.”

Apart from that:

• Leon doesn’t have to be the strong one with Wesker

He’s always the hero, always the one people lean on. But with Wesker, he doesn’t have to be. For once, someone takes care of him, no expectations, no pressure. Just quiet support and the safety to fall apart if he needs to.

• Wesker loves showing Leon off

Walking beside him like a prize. Everyone wants Leon and Wesker drinks in their envy like wine.

• Wesker is obsessed with Leon’s thighs

Especially when he uses them to take someone down. It’s a whole thing.

• Wesker has a full skincare routine. Leon uses 3-in-1

It drives Wesker insane.

• Leon having a praise kink. Wesker exploits it

A well-placed “good boy” and Leon’s done.

• Wesker talks Leon through panic attacks

Grounding voice, steady hands. No judgment, just calm, quiet support.

• Wesker melts when Leon plays with his hair or scratches his scalp

He acts unbothered, but the second Leon’s fingers are in his hair, he subtly leans in and goes still, he's just a big cat.

• People assuming Wesker is Leon’s sugar daddy

Leon gets flustered and denies it every time, but Wesker just smirks and plays along, offering to “buy him something pretty” right in front of them.

• Leon secretly finds Wesker’s superhuman strength and speed insanely hot

He knows he shouldn’t be turned on when Wesker throws someone across a room or moves faster than physics allows, but he absolutely is.

• They’re an unstoppable team in the field

They move in perfect sync, like they’ve been fighting together for years, silent communication, perfect timing, complete trust. Leon’s instincts and agility paired with Wesker’s brute force and speed make a perfect match

• Leon hates when an “oh god” slips out during sex

Because he knows, knows, Wesker lives for it. The smug, satisfied smirk that follows? Infuriating. Wesker doesn’t even pretend to be humble about it. Leon swears he sees the man’s ego inflate in real time, the arrogant bastard.

If you couldn’t tell from all this, I’m clearly a sucker for fluff, lol

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RAAAAAAAAA I’m so happy u have a tumblr now…. I can read all the yappings I desire….,

Yeeeeees, yapping hours are officially unlimited now!

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Hey there!

I finally caved and made this account so I can scream into the Tumblr void about fanfiction ideas instead of just mumbling them into my notes app at 2AM.

I’ll be posting new concepts here, some might turn into full fics, some might just stay as fun little what-ifs, but either way, I’d love to connect with you all! If you’ve got prompts, questions, or just wanna chat about characters, ships, or anything else, my ask box is always open.

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Majoring in Biology at university and then ending up working in a lab really hits different when you’re playing Resident Evil and reading through shady bioweapon corporation files. At some point, you start side-eyeing your own workplace like, “If I see one more classified file with ‘highly experimental’ in the title, I’m out.”