californianuevan

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In humor there is space of non/judgement and in there is human connection

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Now is

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what is real.

two or more are gathered.

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a return to living on foot

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those fears from 5, 6 years old- they come up and you let them drop

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still a son of spain sister to europe, mingled in a new-western asian of canyons and buffalo, planets.

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? Let your vision, eyesight, flow to the back of your brain, to places older than your consciousness, to lands your body architecture hasn’t visited in this lifetime. Of course the sun and moon, but deep-dna-gaze also on an old tree or hills in your ancestral villages where your ancestors gazed.

Let your other senses go there too. We are older than we think.

What then?

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our dna is old. things resonate and we don’t remember the language/dialect to explain why. but our nose knows- olfactory close to memories brain area, right? the memories that are older, deeper than our surface consciousness.

so, what then?

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take the long view of it

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You are as you is

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season of shedding, unloading, releasing the dead- cells, matter, people, past things, and a few other things

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cowboy sufi

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shedding

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an agrarian standard sensibility, way, flow. applied to what have you.

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guess I’m on my way the fuck out of here.

future tense.

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gotta kill that old man- past tense

many times a day for starters.

previous inner, out-of-something, man.

metarealical

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Real prayer scenes in movies