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caffeina71 · 3 days ago

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Still so far

Alden Parker x reader

Angsty with a bit of fluff but mainly angst

Sorry it’s been a while. I recently watched enchanted and had this idea so I had to write it. Especially because it’s Parker @mandy426 @navalcriminalimagines

A soft knock came from the bathroom door “ Y/N are you ready?” Jess asked as she walked further into the bathroom. You took a deep breath and smoothed out your already smooth dress, the glistening navy blue dress flowed down your body like a waterfall, pooling at your feet. It hugged your figure in all the right places while still leaving something to the imagination.

“As ready as I’ll ever be” you mumbled, slipping into your heels and taking one last look in the mirrors before accepting Jess’s outstretched hand. NCIS was holding some kind of annual charity ball and everyone had to go. You hated these parties but Jess and Kasie made them more bearable.

You’d sit at your table or the bar and make fun of the other guests, commenting on outfits and giving distant conversations your own commentary outcomes. Tonight was no different, perched on a stool with a glass of whiskey in your hand you sit and observe the crowd.

Tim is was dancing with Delilah to the upbeat tune that played over head. Ducky and Jimmy were having a somewhat in depth conversation about something, Nick and Jess were at the other end of the bar doing shots while Kasie filmed them, even Vance was there chuckling at something some important looking guy said. It was nice to see them letting lose for once. They deserved it, especially after the last case.

You sighed and downed the rest of your drink, checking your watch to see if it was acceptable for you to leave yet. Kasie jolted you from your daze with a elbow to your hip. “Hey! What was that for?” You whined rubbing your hip. “I thought you may want a bit of a warning” she said pointing towards the heavenly figure making his way towards you.

Alden Parker was looking rather dapper tonight, wearing what you could only assume to be a fairly expensive charcoal black suit. His pearly white button up hugged his toned chest, all finished off with a silk bow tie, that just so happened to match your dress perfectly.

“Evening ladies.” He leant down and gave you both a quick peck on the cheek. You swooned at the simple gesture. You had been an agent for nearly 10 years and Alden had only been on the team for 5 months but you had fallen hard and fast for him.

“Looking sharp Parker” Kasie said with a joking wink. Alden flicked some fake sort of his shoulder. “Does that surprise you?” He quipped. “He’s got you there Kas” you laughed playfully swatting her leg. “ I feel so attacked, I’m going to find new friends who love and appreciate me.” She called over her shoulder as she walks back over to Nick and Jess who were stumbling about from laughing to much.

Parker sighed, shaking his head. “Sometimes I worry about them” he sat down on the now vacant stool next to you, his arm sliding behind you resting on your upper arm and pulling you gently into his side. You froze, your skin tingling and goosebumps floating where he touched you. You sucked in some air, willing yourself to breathe. Calm down Y/N you said in your head repeatedly, You told yourself it didn’t mean anything.

Alden hummed along to the song sending vibrations through your body, you soon recognized the song that was playing as David Bowie’s Changes. You relaxed into his embrace soaking in each moment before they were snatched away and just became distant memories.

The song changed once again to something slower this time, all the couple gravitated to the dance floor and swayed side to side, silent messages of love being sent by subtle touches between them. Even some of the team got up. Tim and Delilah, Nick and Jess also Jimmy and Kasie.

Alden pulled his arm away instantly making you shiver and feel slightly upset, before he stood up dramatically bowing slightly in front of you, holding out his hand looking up at you through his gorgeous lashes. “Sweet Y/N, light of my life. The breath in my lungs may I have this dance?” He flirted. You felt the heat rush to your cheeks, sure he was probably joking but it made you feel special almost like Disney princess. “Of course you may Alden, it would be my pleasure.” you said with a slight blush.

You place your hand in his as he twirls you around, your dress flying beautifully around your legs. He lead you to the dance floor past the on lookers especially Kasie who gave you a knowing look over Jimmys shoulder. Aldens hand settled on your hip pulling you closer to him. Adrenaline buzzed through your veins, time seemed to slow down and all that mattered was you and Alden. In his arms you felt safe, like you belonged there, you could say it felt like home.

You looked up and noticed that his usually straight laced face was now supporting a very subtle smile. He cupped your face with his hand and brushed his thumb over your cheek. Leaning into his touch you savoured the moment, all you wanted was for him to hold you like this forever and always.

“Alden” you whispered his name like a prayer. He flashed you his signature smirk, his hand moved to the back of your neck, pulling you closer until you were merely inches apart. You breath caught in your throat as his gorgeous eyes flickered to your lips. He leant in at a painstakingly slow pace. “Y/N” his lips brushed yours. Sparks surged through out your whole body. Your hand moved and tangled into his soft salt and pepper locks.

The moment was ruined as you felt someone place their hand on your shoulder, “come dance with us Y/N. This is our song” Jess said as she dragged you towards Kasie. “Jess” you pleaded, trying to break free from her death grip. You stood up on your tiptoes, looking over everyone’s head in the hopes of spotting Alden.

You spotted him being dragged away by someone you didn’t recognize. Thankfully Jess had let go of your arm, deciding that it wasn’t fun anymore you decide to slip away. Taking off in the direction you saw Alden go, you eased your way through the crowd and what you saw was a kick in the metaphorical balls. You felt physically ill, shallow breaths escaped as tears tried to spill from your eyes.

You found Parker...Found him in the arms of another woman. She had him pressed up against the wall, attacking his neck with harsh kisses. A sob wrecked your body as you turned on your heels and fled, ignoring the shouts of your name. You smashed the elevator button, tears flowing down your face. How could you of been so stupid?

You thought that maybe he was different, but obviously not. You finally left the elevator and raced to your car. Locking yourself in behind the wheel as the tears still streamed. There was a knock on your window, you looked up through your blurred vision you spotted him. “Y/N please open up” Alden begged his voice cracking slightly, when you didn’t reply he knocked again. “Please Y/N, let me explain” “Fuck off Alden” you spat turning your head away from him. “ It didn’t mean anything Y/N she came on to me”.

He looked into your broken eyes searching for some kind of understanding. You took a ragged breath trying to control yourself, you rolled the window down a little bit. “I hope she made you happy”. You rolled the window back up. Sinking back in the chair you turned on the radio, the song So close by Jon McLaughlin played. The words of the song hit deeply and right in the heart

You softly whispered along with the words. “We’re so close to reaching that famous happy ending, almost believing this ones not pretend. Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are, so close, so close and still so far.”

#alden parker #alden parker x reader #ncis #aldenparker #gary cole

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caffeina71 · 3 days ago

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Eh waw 😅

Crazy jealous ~ Alden Parker

Summary: After ending things with you to date his first love, Alden gets crazy jealous

Warnings: being shot at, age gap, jealousy, possessive!Alden, smut, cheating, p in v

The first time it happened was after a very long case, especially for you. You almost got shot right in the head as you were chasing the suspect. You saw your life going by in just a second, and thought it was it. There was another shot after the bullet rushed right by your head, and it took you a long moment to realize that Alden shot the guy here and there. But he didn’t miss it. The guy had a bullet right between the eyes, and died instantly. All you remembered was feeling Alden’s hand cradling your face, asking you to look him in the eyes. Then he brought your head against his chest, and held you there until you were breathing again.

He refused to leave you alone that night. Drove you home, offered to cook for you but you refused, due to a lack of appetite. You settled for a drink, silently at first. Then two, and a little talk. Alden telling about experiencing this in the past, and how he got through it. After all, you were a fairly new agent. You’ve never been this close to death before. So he shared his experience with you. And you listened. Looked at him… stared, really. You wanted to feel alive, and ever since you joined NCIS, there has been this tension between you and your team leader. You definitely had a crush on the older man but tried to keep it under wrap. It was hard though, when every day, he looks this good, was this sweet with you and even flirted sometimes. Everytime he was eating a pastry, you wanted to be that damn sugary thing.

You knew he would never make a move on you, and with everything that happened, you didn’t care about the consequences. When his hand landed on your thigh where he made small circles with his thumb, you went for it. Crashing your lips on his. He responded at first, but just for a few seconds before pulling away. “As much as I want—this. I don’t think this is good idea, sweetheart. Especially not today.”

“Especially today.” You responded. “It can all end so quickly.”

“Having sex with the first person there isn’t the way to cope with it.”

“You’re most definitely not ‘the first person there’. I wouldn’t have kissed Torres.”

He chuckled softly, “You better not.”

You moved your body slowly to straddle his lap, and Alden didn’t fight you off. He let you, and his hands found their way on your hips. “Take me now, Alden.”

You kissed him again and this time he didn’t pull away at all. He did take you, here and there on the couch, and sometimes later in your bed.

You and Alden installed rules before it happened again. Just friends having sex, no love feelings, nothing serious, no future, both keeping options opened to meet someone. You knew those rules would be broken easily for you, but you didn’t say anything and took whatever he had to give you. It lasted for months. Making sure no one knew but they were probably very suspicious. Then Alden’s first love came back in his life, after over 40 years. And it all stopped, because he wanted to see her. Date her. It broke your heart in thousand pieces but you pretended it was okay. You had to. Those were the rules.

You tried to be nice to Joy, when she stopped by the office for one of their lunch dates. After all, she didn’t do anything wrong. She didn’t steal him away from you, even if it felt like she did. When Alden invited everyone for game night at his place, mentioning that his girlfriend would be there, you found an excuse and didn’t show up. Later on, when your best friend invited you to go for drinks, you ended having a one night stand with a guy you barely knew.

When you walked into the bullpen, you mumbled a brief hello and avoided everyone’s stares. But Nick was pretty insistant, especially with that huge grin on his face. “What?” You snapped at him.

“Nothing, just—weren’t you wearing those exact same clothes last night?”

“You’re looking too much, Torres.”

He walked over to your desk and leaned in front of you. “I know the walk of shame when I see it.” He said quietly. “But on a work day? I didn’t pin you for the type.”

Smirking, he put a pastry down in front of you. That’s only then that you looked over to Alden’s desk. You noticed his side eyes, but you couldn’t quite read his expression.

You turned your attention back to Nick, “Do me a favor and don’t talk to me for the rest of the day.” You grabbed the pastry and left to get you a coffee.

Of course, when the team got a case later, Alden made you tag with him, despite your arguments to avoid it. “When we get back to the office, you’re taking a damn shower.” He said a few minutes into the ride.

“Do I stink?”

“That guy’s cologne is filling up my car.”

“So? It’s cologne.”

“Okay, I’m trying to be nice here. You also smells like sex.”

“I remember you loving it a few months ago.” You opened the car window, feeling self conscious, and worried you may actually stink, even though you stopped by that guy’s bathroom before leaving, and threw your ruined panties in your gloves compartment.

“Yeah, when I’m the reason, and it’s my cologne on you.”

“If I didn’t know better, I’d say you’re jealous.”

Alden snorted. “That’s just not professional at all, Y/N.”

“You fucked me in the elevator, in the middle of the day. And in the interrogation room, and in the maintenance room.” You reminded him. “Was that professional?”

He knew you had him there, so he stayed silent for the rest of the ride.

Alden hated to admit himself how jealous he was. Smelling another man’s cologne on you, knowing that you had sex with someone else, he hated it so much. But he knew he had no right to. He was in a relationship with Joy, and he really liked her. He wanted it to work. But why couldn’t he stop thinking about you? Why was this driving him crazy? Why was he picturing you whenever he had sex with her? Why did he feel so frustrated?

He couldn’t handle smelling that scent on the ride back, so he took Tim and you rode in the NCIS truck with Nick and Jess.

You did take a shower at the office, borrowed some clean leggings from Jess and a t-shirt from Nick. “Better?” You asked Alden as you walked past his desk. It was better indeed, until he noticed that you weren’t wearing any underwear under those leggings. And that drove him mad for the rest of the day, so he did something he hadn’t done in a very long time. He went to the headquarters’ gym to blow off some steam.

Alden was wearing grey sweatpants and a dark tank top when you got down to the gym. Gloves on, he was destroying the punching bag. He was sweaty, his hair sticking to his forehead. He was breathing loudly, making noises when he hit which reminded you of the noises he made whenever he fucked you. You got aroused from the scene, even though you were mad at him, and still trying to piece your heart back together. “Are you picturing my face on that bag?” He stopped to take a quick glance at you and turned back to the bag, ready to punch again.

“Don’t be stupid.” He punched.

You got closer to him, taking a long look at his body that you missed so much.

“I just don’t understand, Alden.”

You leaned against the bag, forcing him to stop.

“Yeah well, neither do I.” He took his gloves off, and went to grab his water bottle. He sat on a bench and you stood right in front of him. His eyes level was right to your breasts, and you knew it was unfair to him, but couldn’t bring yourself to care. He was jealous and he was going to admit it.

“Sit, please.”

“On your lap?”

From the look on his face, you understood it wasn’t the time to joke or tease so you sat next to him.

“You’re jealous.” You stated.

“So are you.”

“Yeah, but I’m hiding better than you are.”

“Sure, it’s not like Joy asked me why you didn’t like her.”

“I didn’t say I was the best at it.”

He slowly turned his face to look at you. “You were not supposed to love me.” He whispered.

“Sorry, my heart didn’t listen. And you shouldn’t have been so—you.”

You didn’t have time to hold back the single tear that fell down your cheek. Alden didn’t miss it.

“Baby,” he whispered, grabbing your neck to bring you to him. He kissed your cheek, right where the tear was, let your head rest in his neck. His other hand found its way in your back. “I never meant to hurt you.”

“I know, I’m not mad at you. Except when you act the way you did earlier in the car.”

He inhaled sharply. “I didn’t except to—feel the way I did. I’m sorry for being an ass.”

You lifted your head from his chest to look at him. You were so close to each other, you could feel his breath on your lips. Your eyes kept looking at them, like his kept looking at yours. “What way was that?”

“You know it.”

“Say it.” You leaned a little closer to him, your nose brushing against his. Alden closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath.

“Jealousy.” He whispered. “Insane jealousy, like I’ve never felt before.”

Your face still against his, you rose from the bench, moving to get on his lap. “You’re the one dating someone else.”

Alden didn’t stop you. He knew he should but couldn’t. His hands actually found your waist when you settled on him, as they always did. “I am.” He agreed, but neither of you pulled away.

“I miss you.” You admitted, playing his hair. Alden was the one to close the gap. His lips crashed on your lips, in the most hungry kiss. All teeth and tongue, you both touched the other like you couldn’t get enough. Never get enough.

Your t-shirt was the first item of clothes to hit the floor, as Alden missed your breasts very much. He grabbed one in his mouth, pulling on your hair, before moving to the other. You moaned and he moved back to his throat.

“Don’t you ever walk around the office without any panties.” He warned you as he took off your leggings and slapped your bare ass for emphasis.

“Didn’t like it?” You tease, sitting back on his lap. His clothes were off too, his red and swollen cock was proudly against his tummy, waiting for some attention. Alden hissed when his length pressed against your wet and hot pussy. What was he doing?

“Why do you think I had to come down here?”

Smiling, you kissed him again and aligned your entrance with his cock. You slowly sink down on him, driving both of you insane. “I missed you more.” He breathed out, as you sat still for a moment, adjusting to his size. When you started to move, nothing in the world existed anymore. Neither for you or Alden.

“Fuck, sweetheart. You feel so damn good.” He growled, pulling on your hair and nipping your chin and throat. “The best.” He whispered without thinking.

“I only want you.” You said in his ear, moving faster to chase your orgasm.

“Jesus. I’m gonna cum,”

“Me too. Cum in me, Den.” You didn’t need to ask twice.

“What are you doing to me?” He asked, his head resting against your chest.

“I wanna say I’m sorry, but—I’m not really.” You kissed his hair and finally stood up. You felt his cum linking down your inner thigh, but couldn’t care less. You both silently dressed back up.

“I never cheated on anyone before.” He admitted, “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do now.”

You wanted to tell him to break up with her and date you instead, but it was his decision. You couldn’t pressure him into anything, especially when the guilt was all over his face. You sat back down next to him and held his hand.

“All I’m asking you is—please don’t regret it. If you want to forget it happened, I—I’ll respect it. Think of it as—our goodbye.” You wanted to cry as you said so but held back. “If that’s what you want, obviously.” You leaned to kiss his cheek. “I’m in love with you, Alden. What you do with that is your choice.” You hoped it was the best way to act in this moment, for his sake.

You were ready to leave, started to walk out when Alden grabbed your wrist. You turned around and he stood up. Grabbing your face next, he leaned down to kiss you softly.

For days, the only conversations you had with Alden were about work. He was clearly avoiding you as much as he could and you couldn’t blame him for that. You didn’t know what he chose, if he talked to Joy about what happened. He deserved to have some time and you gave it to him.

Two weeks later, you went out with your best friend again. You didn’t want to go to the same bar but being one of her fav places, she insisted. And of course, the guy you hooked up with, Luke, was there with his friends. He tried to kiss you as greetings but you turned your head, he flirted, invited you to dance, flirted some more. You told him several times it wouldn’t happen again, his only answer was “You’ll change your mind later.” You knew you wouldn’t. Sleeping with him had been a mistake.

Was that what Alden thought about sleeping with you in the gym? A mistake?

“Alden Parker!” Your best friend cheerfully exclaimed all the sudden. You looked her, and saw that she was staring right behind you. You turned over to find Alden standing there. You hadn’t realize that Luke had his arm around your shoulders until this moment. You stood up. “Den. What are you doing here?”

He looked angry and sad. “Is that him?” He pointed his chin towards Luke, who wasn’t paying attention to what was happening. “Or is it a new one?”

“That’s—absolutely not fair, Alden.”

“Did he touch you?”

“Where’s Joy? Still dating her?”

“Probably not. Let’s go.”

He threw a twenty on the table, grabbed your purse. “Work!” He told your best friend, before taking you out of the bar into his car.

“I swear to god Alden, if you pinned my phone—“ you angrily said as he started to drive off.

“Didn’t have to.”

He threw his phone on your lap and you looked at it.

It was a instagram post of your best friend - Alden has been following her for a while. Several pictures taken at the bar. You were in a few. One with everyone you ‘knew’, one with your friend, and one with your friend, her crush and Luke. He had his arm around you and was kissing your cheek.

Of course, Alden didn’t even need to be a fed to figure out where you were.

“Nothing happened.” You told him.

“Of course, too early and not drunk enough.”

“If you’re going to be a dickhead, I’d rather take a cab.”

He stayed silent for a moment, taking some deep breaths. “I’m sorry.” He said. “It just— it drives me insane, Y/N! And I never felt that before.”

“You’ve never been jealous before?” You rolled your eyes, not believing it.

“Not like this!” He shouted. “I never dragged Viv out of a bar because the idea of her being with someone else made me sick in my stomach. And believe me, I was fucking impulsive back then.”

It was your turn to stay silent because you didn’t know what to say. A kinda sick part of you wanted to smile.

“I’m old man for god’s sake, I shouldn’t feel and act this way. I shouldn’t leave the woman I’m seeing, who’s age appropriate, to go get this young woman who drives me absolutely insane, because of one fucking photo.”

“You were with her and you left to come get me?” You asked, quietly.

“Yes. She saw the post and she saw my reaction. She put two and two together.” His hand was on the stick, so you put yours above it. “She told me if I leave, I shouldn’t bother to come back.”

“You left anyways.”

“I’m trying, Y/N. I’m really trying to let go of you, I’m forcing myself to believe that I should be with her instead of you. I’m trying to—stop loving you, for both our sakes, but—“

You felt his hand squeezing yours a bit too tightly. You looked at his beautiful face and saw the internal struggle that wasn’t so internal anymore. “I only had two drinks, and I was honest with him. Nothing happened and nothing was going to happen.” You tried to reassure him. “I love you. I wanna be with you. Stop fighting it, please.” You ran your hand through his pretty hair.

“I don’t think I can fight anymore anyways.” He pulled over to his apartment soon after. He turned off the car, and held you back as you began to open the door. He pulled his seat back and made you straddle his lap. “You’re mine.” He growled before kissing you.

“I’m yours.” You agreed, eager to show him just how much.

#alden parker #gary cole #ncis

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