Just a damaged girl | 17 y/oI'm diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, severe social anxiety and severe depressive episodes. - on medication I do not promote anything I post, it's just a way for me to vent. Don't ask for my name or anything else personal, I'm staying anonymous. Psychiatric hospital: 1st time:January 15th 2015 - January 29th 2016 2nd time: since August 15th 2016 Therapy since 2013, and still. __________________________________________ - "Well, I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, she felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her..I just watched her make the same mistakes again. Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside." (-Avril Lavigne) And I it hurt so much to see her like this, hopeless and lost with scars forming a history all over her body and I just wanted to hold her, tell her that'll be okay someday, but all my fingers touched was the cold glass of the mirror. (my edit) - __________________________________________
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Why are you showing off your scars?
I'm not "showing off my scars". I'm wearing a t-shirt. You really need an answer for that? Why I'm wearing a t-shirt? Because it's summer for gods sake and it's 35 degrees and I'M FREAKING MELTING!
#summer#t-shirt#scars#shproblems#self harmer problems#stupid questions#mental illness#recovery#self harm scars#flawed#I'm not that person anymore
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If I’d imagined a year ago That i’d be sat where i am now None of it would have mattered Everything’s okay That sounds so simple But god It’s taken so long As I have hundreds of times I look up at the sky And the stars start to blink back Like the universe finally makes sense All those times I thought to myself What if it never gets better But right now, right this very second I know it does I just wish I could pause this moment And relive it forever Just remembering this happiness Living this happiness a little bit more each time Maybe it’s not where I’d imagined I would be Maybe it’s not where I want to end up But maybe Just for now Here is exactly where i’m supposed to be So when they tell you to just hold on To not give up, believe them Because if right now if right this very second can feel so right Just imagine where you could be in a year’s time
Drunk - Petrichor (via stone-and-the-blood-of-the-gods)
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Do I mind texting first? No, I will show that I care about you. Do I mind texting first for weeks and basically talk to myself for a whole conversation? Yeah, I kinda do. So forgive me if I’m done trying.
you had your chances (via generousstarlightbanana)
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I never thought at 2am I would be laid awake wondering where I went wrong, but here I am and I can’t sleep and oh god its hard to breathe
why did you leave (yourfavouriteimperfection)
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But the feelings are real…
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Waiting for somebody to love you back…
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What if it changed everything?…
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She said she doesn’t care. Her eyes tell a different story
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“ 1: -I don’t have anyone anymore. 2: -You have me.”
1: Aries, Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius
2: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Libra, Scorpio, Pisces
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I’m sorry that things are rough for you right now. But I know this - when your cloud lifts, you’re going to be someone’s greatest gift.
Bruce Adler (via wnq-writers)
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