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Nothing's worse than waking up in the morning and just feeling like shit, and you know that this looming fucking aura of negativity is going to be hanging above your head the entire goddamn day. Wanted to be happy today? Fat fucking chance bitch you're going to feel like absolute garbage today haha fuck you.

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"But you were fine 2 seconds ago"

yeah and im not now

"But you said you were getting better"

yeah and now im getting worse

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Urushitober19

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I hate Thanksgiving. It's just a poignant reminder about how lonely I am and how estranged I am from my greater family. Like I've never had a Thanksgiving with any of them ever, it's always just myself and my parents. I hate hearing "Oh my siblings or aunts and uncles are coming over this year!" Like okay sure great for you, hope you have a great family dinner I'm just going to have a slightly fancier dinner than normal with my parents.

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Loyalty means the most to me, even on bad terms you supposed to stand on that.

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my worst toxic trait is; i hurt in silence & pray that someone loves me enough to notice i’m not being myself.

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Can we talk about how, with bpd, even the smallest shifts in someone’s tone or behavior can feel like the end of the world? Like, someone doesn’t respond right away or seems a little “off,” and suddenly your brain is in full meltdown mode, creating a million scenarios about how they must hate you or are planning to leave.

It’s exhausting, constantly fighting with your own mind, trying to figure out what’s real and what’s just fear talking. And then, when they finally reply or everything goes back to normal, you feel ridiculous for overthinking - but that relief never seems to stick long enough to stop it from happening again.

It’s like constantly living on high alert, trying to protect yourself from hurt, but ending up hurting yourself in the process.

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Being in love again scares me but for this one person I would risk it all.

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if a trans man needs you to refer to them as a cis man, do it. if a trans woman needs you to refer to them as a cis woman, do it. respect every trans person's needs- there are trans people out there who feel cis in their body without changing anything, who identify as cis men and women, and it's not our place to deny them that.

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I’m dating to marry. I’m young but this generation minds are horrible, it’s a blessing to find somebody worth it all

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Logistics specialist

Here to keep your food cool :)

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be with someone who will take care of you. not materialistically, but takes care of your soul, ur well being, ur heart & everything that’s you

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Sometimes we just bump into certain people and suddenly they become a part of our journey.

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2024 is a terrible year to be a henchman. The word "minion" is barely usable and you can't even say "goon" anymore.

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I think one of the most amazing feelings in the world is when you can unapologetically be yourself around someone, never feeling the need to say sorry or that you're feeling like a burden. This one goes out to you my little star X3

<3

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