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#and i sincerely apologize to him for it#i hope he's healing right now#even tho i've had this angry feeling towards him all this time#nothing would make me happier than knowing he's doing well and getting his life together#i hope he'll want to text me one day and we can talk about it#something that scares me tho is that he'll forget about me#that i'll just become a distant blur in his memory#i know it's probably inevitable but it's a scary thought#so as you can see he still occupies my mind a lot#other than that i just go to work and come back home#i have no friends#i don't talk to anyone#im just always alone#and im afraid that's how i'll die#suicide thoughts is still something that resurfaces my mind from time to time but i've been trying to view them as just that#just thoughts#i have been clean from sh for a while too i think#i still scratch myself sometimes and have to try hard not to hit my head but i think i've been doing better#i just feel empty and lonely#i haven't felt genuinely happy in a long time#the only excitement i get is from watching euphoria on mondays and that's it lol#pathetic yet again#22/02 this is jo logging out
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#but back to the photo of him#idk what possessed me to even look back at it#but as soon as i looked into his eyes i started crying#i loved his eyes#i think that if i saw him in person right now that's what i would do#cry#the saddest thing is that i would do it all over again#i would let him hurt me and break me all over again#i miss him so much that it would only matter that i could talk to him again#isn't that pathetic of me?#i've changed a lot but that's the one thing that seems to stick with me#being pathetic#i've also thought about start seeing other guys#downloading a dating app and just going at it#partially because my friend was incentivating me to do that lol#but i don't think i can#i've been getting hit on at work a lot and i just#i just can't#idk how to explain it#the thought of being with somebody else just doesn't feel right to me#it's crazy to me how my thoughts have shifted during these 2 months apart from him#how i look at us differently#how i see us differently#how i see him differently#we are both traumatized and broken in different ways#and we both developed such strong and different ways to deal with things that we just couldn't understand each other#but we both came from the same place#and our inner children were both crying for help at the same time#we both wanted to be loved but didn't know how to love each other#i feel that i was so unfair with him sometimes simply because his coping mechanism was different from mine
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#tells me he wishes things get better for me#then proceeds to disappear and leave me again#thank you that definitely makes me feel so good 👍🏻#i bet he just found someone else#wtv
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i break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as i am to them
#i guess he doesn't wanna talk anymore#it was so weird#i've always hated how abruptly he ends conversations#makes me feel like he can't wait to stop talking to me#i just#i wish he was near and i wish i could go see him right now#i wanna talk to him and have a real conversation#i think this texting thing completely ruined everything for us bc we're always making conclusions on our own#but he never wanted to call or facetime#i wanted to try but#i can't force him#and im not begging anymore#if he wanted to he would#i need to keep reminding myself of that#he always made excuses for everything and i kept forgiving him#but if he really loved me and wanted to have something serious and real with me he would've wanted to try too#but he didn't :/#and maybe that just means he never really wanted more than this in the first place#it hurts but i have to accept that and move on#he doesn't want me#hhh
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#it's supposed to be a happy day but i just feel like crying#i wish you didn't text me at all#not even a happy new year...#stop pretending you like me or that you care#i wish i knew what i did wrong to deserve being this unhappy#why can't someone genuinely love me and care for me?#why am i so unworthy?#he just triggers me at this point#idek what im saying anymore#mind and vision foggy#just tears and sadness#happy new year
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#i've been feeling kinda lonely lately :/#i feel like my coworkers kinda put me aside sometimes#i always feel like people only keep me around because they feel bad#im not the best at socializing so i don't blame them but#i just wish i was able to make new friends :(#i don't feel comfortable talking to anyone anymore#i feel like i lost everyone that i used to be able to open up to#im all alone again#and i know im supposed to be enough for myself and im the only one i can actually count on#but it's sad to be this lonely#i feel like a burden everytime i try talking to anyone#it always feels like they don't wanna talk to me#not just my coworkers....#everyone#im just down today :/
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