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emergency commissions open!!

reposting this since @cherrysodalite made me these wonderful commission sheets!!

feel free to dm me on discord (@ nicktoons.unite), comment, or message me here if youre interested in helping me out! if you cannot financially support, reblogging is greatly appreciated!!

donations are welcome as well due to recent updates, i accept cashapp or paypal

about my current situation below the cut

a bit about my situation currently im looking to get out of a harmful living situation. i cannot get a "normal" job due to my anxiety and i need money to afford ubers to/from therapy, my therapy bills, and my medication. i also have to pay for my cat who i am trying to find a temporary home that way i can get myself out a bit easier. my step mom has two transphobic/homophobic sons and due to a recent event in the house i have found that nothing will be done about it. i get gaslit, i have to care for our 8+ cats mostly alone despite only having 1, they have too many animals to care for, etc. im currently bouncing between home and my friend's house to keep myself out of the situation at home for as long as possible

UPDATE: my family recently told me that i have to start paying for everything including food, toiletries, etc on my own, so this is much more urgent for me especially since i was hardly able to afford my medication and transportation beforehand. im trying to find a place to live in order to get out of here as soon as possible so i can hopefully save up as much money as i can before i have to spend all of my savings on my needs. they said that if any of us living here cannot do this they will be writing contracts for all of us, meaning if one of the two other people that have to pay for their own needs dont do so i also get screwed over because of it. 

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Hey crazies!! Not sure how many people this’ll reach but

My buddy’s emergency comms are open

Please help support him if you can!! It would be a huge help, he’s at risk right now. If you can’t, it would be amazing if you could reblog, share, bump on TH, or spread his comms in any way- anything helps!! Thank you so much guys! ❤️❤️

Examples of his art below

PLEAAAASE go interact with his art guys… it’s so yummy scrumptious

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"___ commented on pins you've saved"

Okay... why are you telling me... were you just lonely be honest...

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I'm kind of like if a girl was just like soooo scared all the time

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favorite word?

This is a tough thing to answer!! I like round words that are full of vowels and take up a lot of room in your mouth (adore, bouba, soothing). My all-time favorite word has to be "gentle", though. It's simple but it's the type of word that looks like its meaning, which I adore

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I’ve been drawing as long as I can remember, it’s always been something that I’ve wanted to pursue. I remember when I was younger, I learned very quickly that feeling displeased with your art was a very crucial part of getting better. At the time, I bit back envy and tried to sync my art style with others. I took and clipped and crammed everything I loved about everybody else’s art style into mine, like it would turn into something I adored. Instead my art style became this Frankenstein’s-monster-esque thing that never really felt like it was mine.

For a while I felt incredibly discouraged. “Why would anybody pursue this if all it does is make you jealous and frustrated?” And yet I still carried on creating, like we all do. I couldn’t tear myself away from it, no matter how much I would sit and tear into my creations every time I drew. But I finally realized that’s not actually what art is about. Eventually, when you get a little farther, when you fall into your groove, you feel more comfortable with your failings. Struggling to draw a certain body type or a certain angle isn’t something that makes you want to stop drawing, it makes you want to learn more. I think learning how to flourish at art means learning how to make “bad” art. You become less jealous, more inspired. You become less frustrated, more challenged.

I can’t take back what I said to myself about my art when I was thirteen, but I don’t have to carry those words with me today. I am not where I want to be with my art- and what a magical thing that is. How wonderful it is, to have room for improvement. If we weren’t going to learn more then art would very quickly become boring. That frustration is fodder- it’s what makes it so satisfying when you learn. The ultimate goal of getting more comfortable with your art is not to be perfectly happy with it at all times- it’s to use that frustration to press forward and continue to learn. Your art is never going to be exactly what you want it to be- but let yourself be proud of what it is.

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Life is so hard when you’re a normal teenage girl!!!!

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“They’re literally just stars what’s the big deal?”

when they lay me down on the cold metal of the operating table in the morgue when I die, they will take a scapula and slice through tough skin to find that I am made of stardust. They will pry open my ribs, they will sift through the bones, but all they will find will be dozens and dozens of stars slowly losing their light.

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Reading articles about how to support struggling teens to try to parent myself into doing better

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Nomnomnomnomnomnom

[ID: A minute and twenty-four second long video of a black swallowtail caterpillar eating parsely while being held between the fingers of a human. End ID.]

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Toxonevra superba

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getting new kittens is fun because it’s like there are two babies in my house and it’s neat but also I have numerous biohazards on my hands and shirt

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Connecting my headphones to my computer and my phone and back again multiple times a day like they’re splitting custody

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I love the phrase “at the tender age of..”

At the tender age of seven, before I was wind-worn. Before the sun turned my skin to leather and before time has creased my eyes. At the tender age of seven, like a cicada with newly shed skin. Fragile and naive, but beautiful in its own right. What a gentle way of calling yourself new

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Camping

I don’t hate mosquitos guys it’s just this one… just this one…