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I remember how fucking massive this video was 20 years ago when YouTube was in its infancy so it’s cool to read trivia about it. For anyone old enough to remember, it’s definitely giving VH1’s Pop-Up Video.

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Limmy deleted best tweet of all time I'm so mad

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nosferatu? no. tuferatu. no es mi problema.

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my kid has started to write stories and like, no lies, they’re funny as fuck

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hopeless time loop. the way out isn’t to save everyone. the way out isn’t to save even one person. the way out isn’t to change anything. the way out is accepting how it happened the first time is how it always will be. that’s how you acted, that’s how they acted, that’s how you would have acted every time if you weren’t given the curse of hindsight. the way out is accepting you can’t fix the past; you can only forgive yourself for it.

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ok well this blew my mind

This is also true with filmmakers. Western filmmakers pan their cameras mostly left to right and Iranian filmmakers do right to left.

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why would you do this to me

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"You two okay?"

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my goal for 2025 is small simple and clear: change my whole entire life

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file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever

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automated text reply that just says YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON I AM LETTING DOWN

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Wait, you were actually born in the 1900's? Thats so cool

i am going to eat my own entire skin

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my favorite conspiracy theory is that things will get better

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all i would want from a tswift music video now is so long london

starts in dark, fades in slowly to a woman

the camera is tight on her face as she walks

as the percussion hits around :15, she's started jogging

the camera keeps panning out, slowlyslowly

trees emerge behind her head; she's on a forested path

her face is steely to start, but it's shifting

slowlyslowly

and she's slowlyslowly accelerating

by 2:35, there's a tear falling

so how much sad did you

think i had

did you

think i had i me?

how much tragedy?

just how low did you

think i'd go for it?

self-implodd for it?

have to go be free

she's acclerating

sprinting now

i'm just getting color back into my face

i'm just mad as hell 'cause i loved this place for

3:40 she's reached the bottom of a hill

4:10 we realize we're at the top of parliament hill, hampstead heath

the camera pans away to sun rising over london

i feel like ive written this before.. we it's valid

ive lived at the heath

i trained for a marathon there

i walked it for hours in the first few months of the pandemic

my grandfather passed and i found solace in the sun rising on its fields

ive climbed the branches of its trees to the tune of seven

i know my shit

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Me: *scrolling tumblr*

Castiel: I love you

Me: Dear god what’s happened now

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wait it's dst this weekend where's the cher image