bs8177
Anathema
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I love art music laughter peace and beauty in all it's forms.. I LOVE AFI and have a slight obsession with them....I have a chest full of dust.. My emotions need an outlet...this is it..
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This will always remind me of that mark.. I hate him but I also miss what we had.. hmmm maybe with another .. #memories
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Reclining Nude, 1877, Paul Cezanne
Medium: oil on canvas
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Pretty much anyone lol
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Feeling pretty amazing and being completely pulled drunk and stoned alone is a new experience lol #40yearoldwidowstatus #itsagoodthing
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It鈥檚 all my fault?
It鈥檚 all my fault... you deny not using me then pushing me away... to the point where I couldn鈥檛 love you or respect you anymore.. but that鈥檚 my fault.. I built you up financed you fed you invited you into my home.. but I鈥檓 psycho and we aren鈥檛 together and it鈥檚 my fault? You are in love and moved in with another chick less than two weeks after we break up and I鈥檓 a psycho?
Delusionland must be nice... I wish I weren鈥檛 too rational to live there..
I actually wish I weren鈥檛 so damaged so that someone who wasn鈥檛 a toxic mess would love me..
I鈥檓 at the very least halfway through life and I fear I鈥檒l never be found or find my person.. I鈥檝e never felt more alone.. but the sadness of it all has made me stronger and more cynical.. and I鈥檓 ok with that..
One day my loneliness won鈥檛 be able to tear down my walls that protect me from the stupid need to feel loved and wanted and cherished.. how silly to want to be loved and wanted and cherished...
Oh to be dead inside..
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I really miss having a life..
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Edit your life frequently and ruthlessly. It鈥檚 your masterpiece after all.
Nathan W. Morris (via wordsnquotes)
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鈥淪o, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I鈥檓 still trying to figure out how that could be.
Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
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I鈥檓 almost never serious, and I鈥檓 always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I鈥檓 like a collection of paradoxes.
Ferdinand de Saussure (via wordsnquotes)
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