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"Why didn't they just communicate?? They're so stupid!" Have you considered that communicating with someone you love and value and don't want to hurt is scary and that vulnerability takes practice and that perfect characters with perfect words make the most boring stories of all

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the way ppl have designated cuddling as a purely romantic thing and is weird outside of that context has done widespread damage to our pack animal nature

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I don't trust myself with you either.

If you tried something all those walls I built would crumble.

Instantly.

Those walls that were built up over years to protect us both. To protect my heart. To protect you, perfect you, from me.

And dear god it would be worth it.

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platonic third base: when you get to know someone well enough that they start making mortifyingly specific observations about you

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I have spent 11 years of my life trying to get over you.

It doesn't work.

It's never worked.

It never will.

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Come back to me.

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Does it bother anyone else that there are parts of your life you don’t remember? You have done and said things that you don’t even know about anymore. That means you don’t even have the right perception of yourself because you don’t even fully know who you are. However, something that you’ve forgotten about could be a prominent memory in somebody else’s mind. It trips me out.

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hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

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You should be able to say “don’t touch me” to anyone ever in any context and not have it be considered in the realm of surprising or insulting imho if we ever needed to normalize something it’s this

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Robin Roe, A List of Cages

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I.M.

Drunken words. From the other side of the world.

They have so much power over me. You have no idea.

From laughing. Pure joy. Something I rarely feel anymore.

To silence.

As you broke my heart. Again.

I am not over you. Who am I trying to kid.

10 years later and you can shatter my heart with a word.

You don't want to be responsible if I lose it all.

What you don't realise is it would be my choice.

I would throw it all away if I thought that wouldn't hold you back. If I would be good for you.

You are everything.

You deserve everything.

It's why I let you push me away in the first place. I thought it was what was best for you.

The thing is I love you.

I always loved you.

I always will.

I want you happy. Whatever that takes.

But please, not this.

Anything but this.

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You are the biggest "what if" in my life.

What if I'd told you sooner?

What if I'd fought harder?

What if I hadn't let you push me away?

What if it had all worked out?

What if I'd not let the voices win?

What if you were mine in the way I have always been, and will always be, yours?

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FOMO mixed with social anxiety is not s fun combination

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Don't know if you know, but I just wanna tell you so

The other wisest funny one that I will ever, ever know

A hundred mini dreams and a healing scar

The secrets of the day are never far

I don't know where we're going but God, it's a start

I just wanna be counting stars with you