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IWASMADE2: MANIPULATE: I'm a master people pleaser_you'll buy anything I sell_lying comes like breathing_knowing how to hurt you isn't hard_looks like I'm my mother's child after all.

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IWASMADE2: CHANGE: Mental maturation at light speed_have I really grown this much in 20 years_or am I still a shaking child_how much longer can I distract myself before I have to face it?

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IWASMADE2: SUFFER: Atrocities overwhelming_insurmountable_everlasting_why must it all hurt so much_am I looking for it now_will it continue to be all I know?

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IWASMADE2: PLACATE: I can't fight-you won't get an argument out of me_it's easier to make myself lose so you win faster_at least it's over now_1 less thing I can give to appease you.

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Breathing and Manipulation are one and the same for me. The apple doesn't fall far, I suppose.

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It's easier to Placate you than it is to tell you what I really need.

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Am I looking for ways to Suffer? Or does it keep finding me?

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Have I really Changed, and gotten over it? Or is that what I tell myself?

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So I was just going to drop my collection tomorrow but I think I wanna be an attention wh0re + s1ut myself out in the form of hype posting for a week to maybe get some kind of audience to view it. Kinda like an album roll out, if you will. So get ready for that + please don't think I'm too annoying

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Something I started after a breakup I had. It sat unfinished for months and I decided to finish it. It was nice to honor the feelings of my past self.

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I have a Linktree if anyone wants to follow me anywhere else!

https://linktr.ee/brandynclkart

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Had a dream about my dead dog and cried all morning. Super great times.

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@mothercain answered an ask yesterday that really inspired me for some reason....I don't think she was talking about grief per say, but that's how I interpreted it. I've grieved for so long I don't remember what I lost. It's almost as if I was born with it. Also included is the screenshot.

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@mothercain answered an ask yesterday that really inspired me for some reason....I don't think she was talking about grief per say, but that's how I interpreted it. I've grieved for so long I don't remember what I lost. It's almost as if I was born with it. Also included is the screenshot.

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There's no explanation I could give that would give you a glimpse into my thought process I had while creating this Lil Guy ™️

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This one is "Bismuth Solider" my inspo for this one was how some hummingbirds have those shiny almost metallic looking wings, similar to the color of Bismuth. I wanted to see if I could recreate that effect. Not sure if I did but it's a cute lil guy.

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"Liquid Gold"

I think I was playing a lot of Blasphemous at the time and was kinda influenced by the art of it. I'm not 100% sure tho, I did have fun doing this one tho!