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abominationofblood:

‘So burning the body didn’t do anything?’

            ‘Sure it did, now it’s pissed!’

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Thinking about backtracking to some old muses.

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Dean Winchester + counting

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Did I give up here? Maybe. I think that rp used to be this fun space for me and things changed. People left. Friends weren't friends. The fun died. I loved being here. I loved plotting and interacting. Then one day, I didn’t. One day, people became mean. People stopped talking. People formed cliques and I began to feel more and more isolated. Left out. Worthless. I was falling into this place of self-hatred where I’d cry myself to sleep because I missed having friends. I haven’t been here. I stepped away. I decided that with working that was my best option. And I’m glad I did. I could reflect on what this was doing to me. What people were doing to me and what I was doing to myself. I love rp. I want to keep doing it. But not in this space. Not in a place that can be so hostile. Where pulling teeth is easier than getting someone to just like a post. In over 3.5 years of rping Lisa, I’ve never been popular. And that’s fine. But I also have nothing to show for those 3.5 years of my life being Lisa. At this point, I have 37 followers. And only four maybe five actually talk to me. So…is this the end? I don’t know. But I can’t let doing this bring me down. I don’t need, want, nor deserve to feel less than I am. So, there’s an update.

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Like this if you'd be happy to see me

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Missing you guys. Work is kicking my ass. So much to do but at least I'm getting paid.

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If you love me gimme a hug!

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Just got home from my first day of work. Wee. Time to make some money!

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;;leaving early tomorrow to go to family reunion. I get back Sunday night and start work Monday morning. Replies may come tonight or tomorrow night but I’M GONNA GET TO SEE MY BESTIE!!!!

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;;leaving early tomorrow to go to family reunion. I get back Sunday night and start work Monday morning. Replies may come tonight or tomorrow night but I'M GONNA GET TO SEE MY BESTIE!!!!

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Just popping in to say

SAME SEX MARRIAGE FOR ALL!! IN ALL STATES!! FINALLY!!!!!

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;;hey all. I want to apologize or being so scarce. Truth is, my activity is gonna be kinda weird for a while. I start a new job on Monday, full time. That means I’ll be getting home around 6 EST and sometimes still having to work from home. But! Stick with me! I still want to do stuff and have Gwaine, I’ll just be slow! Thanks to all the new people following me! I promise to try and be as active as I humanly can be! <3

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;;hey all. I want to apologize or being so scarce. Truth is, my activity is gonna be kinda weird for a while. I start a new job on Monday, full time. That means I’ll be getting home around 6 EST and sometimes still having to work from home. But! Stick with me! I still want to do stuff and have Gwaine, I’ll just be slow! Thanks to all the new people following me! I promise to try and be as active as I humanly can be! <3

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          ❝So, uh, Happy Father’s Day.             I wouldn’t be here without you            and, yea, that would kinda suck.                So, uh, yea...um, here.❞

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If anyone wants Ben to grace them with Father’s Day stuff…like this!

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If anyone wants Ben to grace them with Father's Day stuff...like this!