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TRANS-STENDHAL SYNDROME

Where somebody feels as if they should have Stendhal syndrome !!!

Stendhal syndrome is a psychosomatic condition (usually involving heart issues) that is triggered when seeing artwork or objects “of great beauty”

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omg my blog is just a mess

don't expect proper tagging or anything anymore just my nasty little dairy of rants and reblogs haha

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Ohh.. it would be so fun to chloroform a little angel like you and take you back to my lab, keeping you more and more drugged up until you realize something is happening to you midway through my "operation". What a miracle little anesthetic to keep you knocked out for so long. Now, I can steal those pesky organs of yours and stitch you back up with mechanical workings, my little doll. I'll keep you drugged up on more chloroform until I'm ready to fuck you senseless too😉

Fuuuuck yes please doctor. I need to be made into your perfect little doll, all clockwork and science, all those pesky organic organs removed and displayed as specimens. You can pint them out to me, reminding me how you cut out my heart and have it displayed as a trophy.

And of course you can keep me drugged and docile while you decide just how to fuck me senseless. I'm already just a fuckdoll after all.

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speeches for dr. frankenstein - margaret atwood

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sum favicon thingies..

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YOU BLOG IS GYATTFUL AS HELL!!! (this is pos)

This has to be the funniest thing anyone has ever said to us

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go do this:D

Um. Hi! I’m a fan of gathering information on social phenomenons. Radqueer stuff is interesting to me (I am not apart of the community) so, if you’re a current radqueer, or an ex-radqueer or post-radqueer or anti-radqueer! Take my survey! Literally anyone take it.

I’ve tried to design it as neutrally as possible, but if I use any incorrect terms you can let me know! There will be questions about radqueer discourse, contact stances, transIDs, and general personal political/social opinions. It’s long-ish, but I’d super appreciate people giving it a look and tagging others if you want!

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Object Separation Anxiety Disorder (O-SAD)

PT: Object Separation Anxiety Disorder (O-SAD) end PT

ID: A 7 striped flag with a circle in a middle that is connected to the middle stripe, the colors are mirrored. The first stripes are a medium grey, the second stripes are a medium grey, the third stripes are a soft red, and the middle stripe and circle are a dark moderate red. In the circle is a simplified silhouette of a person and a simplified silhouette of a teddy bear, they both are a very light gray. The person and the teddy bear have a vivid red string on eachothers arms that connect them. End ID

Object Separation Anxiety Disorder is a medically unrecognized disorder where one has extreme anxiety when separated from a comfort object or an object one is attached to, this object can be called Attached Object (AO). This is similar to Object Extreme Fearful Attachment Disorder (OEFAD) and can be comorbid with OEFAD. Attached Objects are commonly objects one can carry or hold but they can be any object. Symtoms and presentation will differ depending on the object and if one can take the object with them,

Symtoms may include:

Extreme worry and anxiety when separated from AO

Frequent worry about being separated from AO

Frequent worry about AO being lost, stolen, or damaged

Nightmares about AO being lost, stolen, damaged, or otherwise being separated from AO

Inability to sleep without AO being present or with them

Avoidance of situations where one cant be with AO or take AO with them

Physical symtoms like stomach aches or headaches when one cant be with AO or before when one isnt able to be with AO

Needing frequent reassurance that AO is okay and present

This isnt a complete list of possible symtoms and there may be more one can experience

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alternative permaseason flags

permaspring -

identifing as always living in spring

permawinter -

identifing as always living in winter

permafall -

identifing as always living in fall

permasummer -

identifing as always living in summer

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hey, can i ask for an alter with a more studious and literary personality (systems majorly splitting rn and sort of we need someone who can study for us again and also handle socializing hah) also possibly based on florence from chess if that isn’t too much work for u? also pls no trans/cis- ids bc our system has our collective ones already :p tysm

here you go, lovely! -angelic

vanny . dusty . palette . florence .. worker and archivist

📖 SHE/HER THEY/THEM BOOK/BOOKS QUI/QUIET

✎ 36 +++ cistransfem gxrl quilgender antiquegender genderquietior puzzleic quoigender hiddengender ✎

STUDIOUS, LOYAL, HONEST . . . NO PHILIAS . . . LESBIAN (WLW)

often dressing in formal wear, book often is seen with her dirty ginger hair down, it's very curly and neatly cared for. qui keeps quiet hair cared for while also being a partial shape shifter, able to take traits from different species and mimick them for her own use. they also have glasses for reading or simply seeing things better. ++shapeshifter species! 📖

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Remember to implement command training in the bedroom.

Place a toy on the ground between his legs and order him to “Sit” as you watch him kneel and put the toy in his cunt until he’s fully sat to the floor

Then while he’s whimpering and squirming make sure to practice “Stay” so he knows not to move while you put yourself in his drooling mouth.

Make sure to give him lots of praise and tell him how much of a good boy he is when he listens to his commands. If he does a good job and gets you off with his mouth reward him by letting him finish on the toy while you tease his dick with your fingers. If all goes well he’ll barely be able to stand after <3

Bonus if he’s collared and leashed the whole time

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i miss my husband ngl

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y'all I'll be honest I'm taking loooooooong fronting breaks and like everytime I open this app I have way too many notifis, do people actually like me???

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How would you feel about scara, ganyu and Klee... (is an introject/IRL of them)

hehe hi :)

you seem very cute and sweet, I'd like to know you a bit more <3

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wowwowow bah blog that does hoyo games!!!

ehee can I please request a pantalone alter who's main role is a gatekeeper & kinda a parental figure?

we need nature people in our system so bad lol

since there's not too much info about him yet just go wild with everything else lol

ofcc ,,, we actually love Pantalone so much idgaf if he isn’t playable yet,,, he’s so transharmful coded to me

🜏 ︶ NAME : Pantalone

🜏 ︶ PRONOUNS : He / It / Vae / Gem / Wealth

🜏 ︶ AGE : mid 30s~

🜏 ︶ ORIENTATION : nonbinary/gendervoid with androgynous-leaning masc presentation , nblm asexual aggroamoric

🜏 ︶ SPECIES : Human

🜏 ︶ TRANS-IDS : sangvampire , violin player , snezhnayian , spitenazi , father , controlling , programmer , wheelchair , adored , worshipped , envyage , cotards , cannibal , cult leader , traitor , nullorgans , nullblood

🜏 ︶ ROLES : Gatekeeper — minor role as caregiver

🜏 ︶ SOURCE : Genshin Impact

🜏 ︶ SIGN OFF : -🎻

🜏 ︶ APPEARANCE :

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The Magical Girl Guide to: Kitsune

Finally, an excuse to use a gif of Kurama.

Whether it’s because of a huge interest in yokai or anime, most who indulge in either topic know of the Japanese fox spirit known as the kitsune. To be more specific, you’ve probably specifically heard of the nine-tailed foxes. So if you are a practitioner of witchcraft, more specifically, spirit work, there’s a chance you are interested in working with kitsune but aren’t entirely sure where to start.

So my hopes with this post is to give those interested in kitsune a place to start their research. This post includes the folklore of kitsune first and then my own UPG. 

This is my personal experience, not the End All Be All Guide to kitsune. This is merely just a push in the right direction to get started with doing your own research, if you wish to work with them. A tumblr post shouldn’t be your only point of research.

what is a kitsune?

By definition, a kitsune “are intelligent foxes that possess paranormal abilities that increase as they get older and wiser.” In other words, kitsune are magical fox spirits from Japanese folklore.

While all kitsune start with one tail from birth, kitsune grow an additional tail for every century they are alive. Once they’ve achieved their ninth tail, however, regardless of much older they get, they stop gaining tails.

kitsune in folklore: the ranking system + types of kitsune

With the basics of what a kitsune is out of the way, this leads to the various kinds of kitsune in folklore. Beyond the simplicity of being fox spirits, in folklore kitsune society is actually quite elaborate with two main categories of kitsune and the subcategories within those categories.

These two main categories in folklore are the zenko (good foxes) and yako (field/wild foxes).

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