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hey uhhhh i know I disappeared and im not like back or anything but just wanna say I've physically been 100% ok, somethings going on mentally and idk what it is at this point. my head is in a weird place. idk when I'll be back or able to respond to messages or anything like that Just wanted to put that out there bye again for now

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Current aesthetic: making a scene until you get attention, but when you get attention you keep screaming just because

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i don't normally post life updates here much buuuut......i came out to my parents as trans and it went better that I could have ever hoped for. I jsut updated my name and gender on my fb and its official™ I'm out of the closet

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y umbreon?

bc it’s my fave eeveelution!! also im kin w umbreon

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Self aware borderline personality disorder. What a total nightmare. You can see yourself behaving in a way that is not normal or healthy, but you can’t always stop yourself from continuing to behave like that.

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free space is “if i tell anyone they’ll just pity me”

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cluster b apathy like

person: *pouring out heart and soul to me* person: *crying* person: *saying they’re miserable and can’t do it anymore* me: lol wyd…….. ….i don’t…..care……:-))…….

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me: i need help with my executive dysfunction

everyone: do these things that require executive functioning skills to help your executive dysfunction

me: ah of course

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name a more iconic trio than me, my mood disorder, and my personality disorder……go on, i’ll wait

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friend: wymd? (what u mcdoing?)

me: hamb (having a mcbreakdown)

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me: i have friends that enjoy being around me

bpd: ok but what if they're faking it and everyone secretly hates you and it's a game they all play and they laugh behind your back at the fact that you believe the whole thing

me:

bpd:

me: OHMY FDGUCKING GOd

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ways i am like my cat:

likes to hide in small places

will pretend to not give a shit abt u but get upset when i dont get attention

sometimes disappears for hours

sleeps 90% of the time

will be annoying n interrupt ur business until i get attention

usually loves being cuddled n stroked but sometimes just hates it n will attack u for touching without permission

gets bitchy when hungry

takes up the whole bed

stares at the wall for hours

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“he’s mine and I’m psycho!” “cute but psycho! 💕🔪✨” “im a psycho bitch!!!!” okay so you’re a neurotypical who thinks mental illness is a quirky aesthetic, got it.