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Pagod na ako Lord.

Matagal na akong pagod.

Ayoko na.

Kunin Mo na ako.

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Tell me how it feels to be up there

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Don’t be a stranger

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“If you have children someday

When they point to the pictures

Please tell them my name

I had the time of my life

Fighting dragons with you”

🥹

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We leave so much love unspoken.

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Hi, Robin.

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Wow.

This day surprised me.

Mas lalo kitang minahal.. bilang kaibigan.

To more days like this 🍻

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Hayyyyy. 🥹

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:”>

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EK will always be magical.

First and last time ko eh kasama kita. Would love it to stay that way. Ayoko pang bumalik dun kung hindi ka naman kasama.

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Bakit kaya

Pagkatapos magkita

Biglang hindi mo na ko papansinin

Aantayin ko na naman na ika’y sumpungin

Pero ipaparamdam kong ako’y nandito pa rin

Dahil hindi mangyayaring

Ikaw ang unang lalapit sa akin

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So happy to see u, but I am happy to see the others too.

I am glad kasi nararamdaman ko na yung pag-heal ng puso ko. Hindi na ako conscious around you. The best thing that happened that night, is I was myself. No agenda, no pretentions, walang pasikat. I was just myself.

So what if I danced a little too much?

So what if I didn’t look good in those photos?

So what if I drank a little too much?

I ENJOYED MY NIGHT WITH MY LOVED ONES (KASAMA KA NA DUN).

I am enjoying our friendship, or whatever you want to call it. I’m here for you always, pas. You can count on me. I am just happy to get over the season of liking you too much. But I will always be here to support you.

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Sabi ko pala magkkwento ako. So here it goes..

I’m feeling better naman na. Nasa stage na ng acceptance haha at moving on. Not giving meaning to anything na but still feeling giddy over the smallest interaction.

Last night we met for dinner. Nakatalikod ako sa entrance ng restaurant so hindi ko kita kung parating na sya. Nalaman ko lang na nandyan na nung sumesenyas na yung dalawang kasama ko (na alam na I had feelings for pas) pero di ako tumingin. Naramdaman ko na lang na may bumeso sakin and I touched her face haha to beso back.

She looked stunning as always. Pink looks good on her. We’re seated across each other so kitang kita ko siya. Good talk sa restaurant. After nun, we went to 12 monkeys for Janine’s gig.

Nung nasa backstage kami, pinakita niya sakin yung tiktok video niya about holding it together kasi ayaw nyang may sumilip sa rectangle at sabihing “sana matagal ko nang sinabi sayong mahal kita”. I’ve watched that video. I watch all of her videos. But I pretended I didn’t. Hindi ko alam irereact ko haha so I just said mapapabangon talaga ako niyan at sasabihing it’s a prank!

Tapos nung set na ni Janine, nasa side ako ng stage pero tinawag nya ako at sinabing dun kami sa audience banda. Tinabihan ko siya literally kasi ang taas ng upuan hahaha so tumayo na lang ako sa tabi niya. Out of nowhere pinakita niya sakin yung video ng doberman niya na galing sa photos. Ang cute! Very random. So fucking cute!

Wala lang, sumasayaw lang kami in place. Ang boring ng crowd pero we enjoyed the set. Binubulong niya na sobrang dull ng crowd tapos nagccheer siya kay Janine. Dinamayan ko siya haha I also cheered and shouted and danced.

Nung bandang bridge na ng Hulaan hugot na hugot siya napaka-cute! Sabi ko “pas grabeng hugot yan ah!” The line goes “puro ka amba nakakalunod kang ibigin” I was thinking hayyy para kanino kaya yung hugot niya. Lucky guy!

After the gig we went to UCC for coffee and chill. Kwentuhan about lots of things!! When we get there she explained to me the meaning of 1st wave, 2nd wave, and 3rd wave ng coffee. Smart woman! Then we also talked about TFIOS, John Green, at ang pinakabinabaran namin na topic ay mga sci-fi series. I can feel the excitement in her and her love for marvel and sherlock. Her eyes and voice glow.

Sadly, magsasara na yung UCC and she also has to go kasi may gown fitting pa siya for her parents vow renewal.

It was a great night. I learned something new again.

Looking forward to more nights like this.

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Hmmm. Last night was a great night.