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Should I cut off all my friends because I'm a bad person and I would make their life better or should I keep them because I would be kind of 5 out of 10 level happy

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My friends go to parties just to be validated by men and I feel so bad because I'm a non binary lesbian and they don't understand or use my pronouns and I don't really want to be their friend bc all they literally do is go to parties and I just want to do things that I actually have fun doing

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I want it all to end I'm worthless

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Pink: raspberry rose geranium Swiss buttercream

Green: raspberry leaf Swiss buttercream

Yellow: peach bourbon Swiss buttercream

Purple: blueberry Italian buttercream

Rose Wilde

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Cinnamon cake w apple pie filling & vanilla bean buttercream // Olivia Switz

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hey!!

please find some time right now and eat some fruit! 💜💜

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I've been having a pretty rough week but I'll overcome these feelings :) my boss yelled at me and I had some pretty bad thoughts I'll try and post a food log tomorrow

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I've literally been eating lunchables for every snack and today I ate 5 tortilla chips and salsa 👍 I am proud of myself for some reason

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Is myfitnesspal good?

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Food log !! I also had some unpictured lemon cake

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i have never been more instantly influenced by media than when i was a kid in middle school or maybe freshman of hs and witnessed that scene in adventure time where finn eats a sandwich and drinks a whole glass of milk or orange juice i forget which and immediately takes a nap on the couch while smiling. i remember pausing the tv, going to the kitchen, fixing myself up with that exact setup and then falling asleep. completely drone-like in its execution. i’ve never been hypnotized like that by anything before or since

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Food Log

Honey bun for breakfast

I got too nervous to eat school lunch so I ate 2 slices of New York style pizza at home

I ate some tortilla chips and oreos for dinner

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I came home from school today and I told my mom what a bad day I had and she said I'm embarrassing and disgusting :) I relapsed and self harmed

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I am 24 years old and I feel ancient and I think I need to revamp my skincare routine so I will be easier to love by men who don’t see women as people, but on some Thursdays when nobody is, miraculously, trying to sell me something, not even myself, I manage to forget I am supposed to strive for something and green is just green and light is just light and I am just me and I am not thinking about aging or marriage or children or influencer yoga pants or the world ending in the hands of men who have never stopped, not even once, to look at, out of the sheer heartbreak of it, the beauty of something they cannot own or sell or advertise, and anyway I said I’m not thinking about it so I’m not thinking about it, and I need to tell you that today it rained and then the sun was out and then it rained again and I felt something I haven’t felt since I was seven, and tomorrow I will get angry again but today it is a Thursday and on Thursdays like this I refuse to give the cruelty of the world a chance to reach me, because on Thursdays like this everything green is just green and the summer is creeping in underneath the doorframe, inch by inch

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Expect a what I eat in a day later 2 nite✌