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have a slightly older, sadder takumi

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@iincendiu thank you so much for your support. I'm sorry that you ever had to go through this, it's got to be one of the most draining experiences one can be forced to endure. I'm sure that my other friends (who are also having to go through this) would be really thankful too. He's treading on thin ass ice at this point.

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If anyone wants to see what abusive friends look like feel free to read

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Just wanted to let everyone know that I am in fact alive but suffering, hope everyone is having a swell day

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Anyway I totally fucked myself over with class choices this semester and I have no doubts that i am going to collapse and die within the first few weeks. Consider this blog on a permanent hiatus with sporadic if any activity and feel free to hmu for skype or something

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how to return this rage, how it circles endless—like bruise, like stone too black.

Emily Corwin, from “Tantrum,” published in The Fem

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add me on skoop

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I’m a cobra and the Gods             help me unscar my skin and swallow my heart whole and eat men alive.

— Melissa Lee-Houghton, from “Cobra,” Sunshine

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kinling:

– @bokukei ; ♥’d

       ❝     you  are  not  here  simply  for  the  herbs , i presume –      ❞     a  rather  baseless  presumption  for  anyone  who  was  not  clad  in  artillery ; from  his  experience , all  shinobi  wanted  one  thing . gilded  fingers  lift  fragile chest  from  invisible  holding  and  unlatches  plethora  of  killing  things .              ❝     poison  from  the  belly  of  spiders     –      if  you  are  interested  in  looking.      ❞

“ No. “ Poisonous instruments were of little value to him. They were things he could extract on his own without ulterior aid, and ones he used next to never. Perhaps his goals today, too, could be accomplished through unbridled duty; but what set his present sights aside was need and ease.

To slice open a spider was far simpler a task than the hunt he’d embarked——high bounties ensured high risks.

From beneath his cloak he retrieved a crumbled, grungy document smudged with dirt. Kakuzu brushed his thumb across the paper face of his target, clearing the image of any stray marks with the potential of obscuring his identity. He placed it down upon the bar for the boy’s inspection.  “ Have you seen this man? “

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❝ I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory. ❞

hamilton sentence starters.

What words she spewed were futile philosophy, mere pointlessreflections of the obvious. In the innermost sepulchre of a youth’s being laythe fear of unknowing, of the inevitabilityof an end. How, when, why——death does as it will do. Some questions cannot beanswered, and fantasy is but fantasy in the face of reality.

Kakuzu scrunched his nose, but not in interest. It itched. “ Drink, “ he said, appearing oblivious to her comments. The flask displayedto her was filled with river water, unfiltered but fresh and relatively cleanupon inspection.

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the  rules  are  simple ! post  ten  characters  you’d  like  to  role  play  as , have  role  played  as , and  might  bring  back . Then  tag  ten  people  to  do  the  same  ( if  you  can’t  think  of  ten  characters , just  write  down  however  many  you  can  and  tag  the  same  amount  of  people ) . aside  from  that , please  repost  instead  of  reblogging !

currently  playing :

kakuzu @bokukei​

zeini nazaki @zeichans-archivesii​ ( the actual url is zeichans but she’s under semi-reco ) 

have  played :

kakuzu @discordant-tycoon​ ( again lmao )

pre-akatsuki!hidan @teenhidan​

anbu!sasuke @anbusuke​ 

sagami yamanaka @mama--yamanaka​ 

ibiki morino ( no url )

kenkō ijin tsuyoi @kxnko​ 

a shit ton others because i do a lot of double rp or whatever the heck the kids are calling it these days. i especially enjoy playing sasori and kiba.

would  play  again :

hidan ( i’m so picky about hidan lmao i’m my own tbh ) 

sasori ( i love playing sasori so much he’s such a spooky boy ) 

eliza hamilton ( hamilton musical / it’d just be weird bc she was a real person ) 

tagged by:  @kinkind​ ( thankies ♡ )   tagging:  @harpsounds @iincendiu

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❝ Fools who run their mouths oft wind up dead. ❞

hamilton sentence starters.

Suffice to say he was amused; the level of self-awarenessRelian exhibited was such a rarity. Often, the boy ( a term barely befitting ) spokeblindly, oblivious to interpersonal flaw——could it be that here, too, that wastrue? Unsurprising, if so. There was no safety in assumption. Near wholly,people were stagnant creatures.

“ Hm, “ he grumbled. “ The pot calling the kettle black, eh? “

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Look at me. I am woven together by story, held firm by myth. Look at me. I will tell you of the men that ate me bloody. I will tell you of how ferociously I bit my way out of their stomachs.

Venetta Octavia, from “Vitriol,” The Alchemy of Smallness

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iincendiu:

oh, yet his pride had indeed been earned — through toll of fire, through blood, through war, through loss, and all his loss and more became him, and consumed whatever he once had been. always, far away someplace, was the whisper ofincompetence. unworthiness. if life was not lived as if he ruled the earth, surely, there would be no path to walk but that of madness.    “  will i?  ”    brows perked, and there was no more than a small wave of adrenaline to take him, but it took him still.    “ you say this, yet you no not of what i’ve endured already.  ”

Purposeful fingers, slender and pale, palpated his patience with practiced incessancy. Creases formed at the corners of his eyes, curtly, weathered, more so than his counterpart’s fresh-featured countenance. Eternal youth——years passed, but unperceived. How hard could his life be? Faces tell stories. Forget fables.

“ No one is immortal, boy, “ he said. “ Not even you. “

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“Hamilton” sentence meme (part 1)

part 2 can be found  here.

“ AARON BURR, SIR ”

❝ I may have punched him, it’s a blur. ❞

❝ He looked at me like I was stupid - I’m not stupid. ❞

❝ It was my parents’ dying wish before they passed. ❞

❝ God, I wish there was a war! ❞

❝ We could prove that we’re worth more than anyone bargained for… ❞

❝ Let me offer you some free advice: talk less, smile more. ❞

❝ Don’t let them know what you’re against or what you’re for. ❞

❝ Fools who run their mouths oft wind up dead. ❞

❝ What time is it? Show time! ❞

❝ Give us a verse! Drop some knowledge! ❞

❝ Who’s the best? C’est moi! ❞

❝ Ooh, who are you? ❞

“ MY SHOT ”

❝ I am not throwing away my shot. ❞

❝ I probably shouldn’t brag but damn, I amaze and astonish! ❞

❝ I gotta holler just to be heard. ❞

❝ Don’t be shocked when your history book mentions me. ❞

❝ I will lay down my life if it sets us free. ❞

❝ When I fight, I make the other side panicky! ❞

❝ Geniuses, lower your voices. ❞

❝ You keep out of trouble and you double your choices. ❞

❝ If you talk, you’re gonna get shot! ❞

❝ What are the odds the gods would put us in one spot? ❞

❝ Am I talking too loud? Sometimes I get over excited. ❞

❝ I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory. ❞

❝ See, I never thought I’d live past twenty. ❞

❝ We have to make this moment last. ❞

❝ Every action’s an act of creation! ❞

“ FARMER REFUTED ”

❝ Oh my god, tear this dude apart. ❞

❝ Chaos and bloodshed are not a solution! ❞

❝ For shame, for shame… ❞

❝ It’s hard to listen to you with a straight face. ❞

❝ My dog speaks more eloquently! ❞

❝ I’d rather be divisive than indecisive, drop the niceties! ❞

❝ Honestly, you shouldn’t even talk. ❞

❝ If you repeat yourself again I’m gonna scream. ❞

“ YOU’LL BE BACK ”

❝ The price of my love’s not a price that you’re willing to pay. ❞

❝ Why so sad? ❞

❝ Remember, we made an arrangement when you went away - now you’re making me mad. ❞

❝ Despite our estrangement, I’m your man. ❞

❝ Soon you’ll see, you’ll remember you belong to me. ❞

❝ You’ll be back. ❞

❝ Time will tell, you’ll remember that I served you well. ❞

❝ Oceans rise, empires fall! We have seen each other through it all. ❞

❝ I will send a fully armed battalion to remind you of my love! ❞

❝ You say our love is draining and you can’t go on, but you’ll be the one complaining when I am gone. ❞

❝ No, don’t change the subject! You’re my favorite subject! ❞

❝ My sweet, submissive subject… ❞

❝ When you’re gone, I’ll go mad! So don’t throw away this thing we had. ❞

❝ I will kill your friends and family to remind you of my love. ❞

“ RIGHT HAND MAN ”

❝ Rise up! ❞

❝ Can I be real a second? For just a millisecond? Let down my guard and tell people how I feel a second? ❞

❝ The elephant is in the room. ❞

❝ I cannot be everywhere at once! ❞

❝ I’m in dire need of assistance… ❞

❝ Permission to state my case? ❞

❝ Your reputation precedes you, but I have to laugh. ❞

❝ I was just like you when I was younger. ❞

❝ Your head full of fantasies of dying like a martyr? ❞

❝ Dying is easy, young man. Living is harder. ❞

“ NON-STOP ”

❝ Are you aware that we’re making history? ❞

❝ Why do you assume you’re the smartest in the room? ❞

❝ Soon that attitude may be your doom. ❞

❝ Every day you fight, like you’re running out of time. ❞

❝ I’ve seen injustice in the world and I’ve corrected it! ❞

❝ Now what I’m going to say may sound indelicate… ❞

❝ Yo, who the eff is this? ❞

❝ Why do you always say what you believe? ❞

❝ I’ll keep all my plans close to my chest. ❞

❝ I know I talk too much, I’m abrasive. ❞

❝ For once in your life, take a stand with pride! ❞

❝ Every day you fight like it’s going out of style. ❞

❝ The fact that you’re alive is a miracle. ❞

❝ Would that be enough? ❞

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relian would describe kakuzu's eyes as wrathful, somehow hollow, and most certainly frightening. they are clouded, alike pools of murk, foreboding and strange. through one's eyes is where relian knows best to read one's soul, and yet, kakuzu's gaze is just as impenetrable and solemn as the rest of his aura and form suggest. because of this, he cannot say for certain if it is part of a very convincing and maintained front, or if that is just how he truly is. (and it freaks him the hell out)

describe kakuzu's eyes.

Is this what u call a sad eye, fool?

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does kakuzu have any weaknesses, physical or emotional/mental? any fears? (sorry if you've answered something similar to this before!)

ooc. I don't think I've received anything like this before so thank you bunches and don't worry 'bout it ♡

Kakuzu died solely through the power of protagonist bs, and this is a fact. If not for Naruto Shitass Uzumaki's ability to perfect jutsus in mere days, that poor tormented soul would still be with us because he is tremendously over-powered.

What I'm trying to say is that Kakuzu does not have many physical weaknesses save for his back when exposed. And this is going to be a picking-a-needle-out-of-a-haystack observation, but upon considering them, his tendrils somewhat resemble striated muscles and are exuded at parts of his body where they are normally found——the arms, legs, back, whatever. The only exception of this would be when he ' vomited ' that shit... The only conceivable place the tendrils could've came from would be his face. Otherwise his throat would have to be penetrable lmao. But, I digress.

Muscles require ATP to perform, which is created by oxygen delivered by the bloodstream, so their performance relies on bloodflow. Without it, they would be virtually useless. Even if they are not formed of his skeletal muscles——even though I think there's a good chance that they are; did you know that they can regrow and restitch themselves? Plus, their movement must be voluntary——without proper oxygenated blood supply, he would not be able to utilize the Earth Grudge Fear. He would also not be able to perform with a compromised nervous system though that's applicable to everyone.

Kakuzu's biggest weakness is himself. Without a goal or purpose in mind ( hence his infatuation with money; his bounties ) his memories become prevalent, and they are particularly painful. They can inhibit him from interacting with others, participating in events, and cause him to behave irrationally——either in a good or bad way. I do believe he has a bit of a soft side. Like, at least medium-rare.

He has lived for too long to be afraid of much. What would kill him the most would be to lose all those fat stacks.