bluesravens

[bluesravens]

you

pairing: adam parrish x fem!reader

warnings: none i don’t think

genre: fluff/angst

summary: adam has been ignoring Y/N.

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Adam Parrish was avoiding Y/N and Y/N knew it. After the events of that year, Y/N thought that their friend group had gone through too much to ever separate, but it had been a week since Adam spoke to her. One of her best friends had suddenly began to ignore her existence and she was incredibly confused. He had been in obvious communication with everyone else, but when he saw her, something would come up and he would have to leave.

The week before had been just about the same. Y/N would text everyone to go somewhere and Adam would have work. She would show up at Monmouth and he would have to go study at home. He would walk into Ronan’s room and then walk back out when he saw she was in there. When hanging out as a group, he would sit next to someone other than next to her where he usually sat.

Y/N knew that Adam was having a horrible time at the moment. He was dealing with the aftermath of his father, a new home, and being completely alone in his very personal life, but this ignoring seemed directed towards her specifically. Even Ronan had come up to Y/N and asked her what was up with her and Parrish. She tried to let it go, but after just finding out that one of her best friends was murdered 7 years ago and then thinking she lost another, Y/N didn’t really feel like losing Adam too.

Unfortunately, Adam could not stand to be near Y/N anymore. Everytime he turned around, she was there. He was watching his own life crumble before him and there she was just being so helpful and understanding and kind and so, so pretty. She was being so good to him after he did so many bad things and it made him feel like he was going crazy. Y/N understood why he reacted to things the way he did and she always was there even if she didn’t know what to say. When he thought about it, she had really always been like that the entire time he had known her which was kind and also rather scary.

One day when they were all in The Pig and had the music quite loud, Y/N needed to tell Adam something, but was on the side of his bad ear, so she turned his chin with her fingers and reached over to say it into his working ear and Adam felt an awful flutter of longing and dread flurry around his lower stomach at her touch and the warmth of her breath so close to him. Honestly, he didn’t really know what she said, but saw that she was giggly and smiling when she sat back against the seat so he just smiled at her and pretended he knew what she had said to him. He spent the rest of the drive back trying to push away the red he felt painting his ears and creeping up his cheeks, but couldn’t. She sat next to him, singing and talking, completely oblivious to the torment she had caused him.

They got back to Monmouth that night and before going home, Adam forgot about their fight and pulled Gansey back into the Camaro to tell him what had happened in the backseat of his car only a few minutes before. Gansey asked what the issue was and Adam started to get frustrated because of course Gansey would find that normal. He explained the dread he felt and Gansey had suggested that maybe those were just butterflies and that maybe Adam just had feelings for Y/N. Gansey was too nonchalant and Adam was uncharacteristically freaking out about it.

Adam had immediately shut Gansey down and got out of the Camaro. Why did he feel like throwing up? Gansey shouted behind him to drive safe and that for some reason made Adam so incredibly angry. Why was Gansey acting like having feelings for Y/N was normal? He had been in a fight with Gansey for so long, he regretted telling him anything because now he was even angrier. Why the hell was he so mad right now? To make things worse, apparently Y/N been waiting at the door of Monmouth so she could wave bye before he went home and after seeing her smile he decided he couldn’t see her again until whatever feelings he had for her passed.

Apparently this would take more than two weeks and it was driving everyone crazy. Having enough of it, Y/N had showed up at his apartment, so he wouldn’t have somewhere to run off to or any excuses to make. But then he did. He told her he was just about to leave for work even though he was wearing sweatpants and had very clearly just woken up.

She glared at him and crossed her arms in a way that kind of reminded him of Blue and Ronan at the same time (scary), so he opened his mouth to explain what was going on, but nothing came out. She raised her eyebrows in a way that said go ahead and he once again said nothing when he was really trying to say something. Adam had been caught. He knew that Y/N had caught on and now that he was thinking about it, he realized he hadn’t really even tried to be subtle about avoiding her. He expected her to be angry since he was obviously lying through his teeth and thought that she might storm off or call him out, but was horribly surprised when she started crying.

Y/N felt so silly and so weak. She had come all this way to confront Adam and get an answer out of him and now she was just a blubbering mess at his doorstep all because she felt ignored. Adam stared at Y/N with blatant horror written on his face, feeling like he had been suddenly struck, and reached out to try to usher her inside from the cold.

Y/N avoided his hand and remained where she had been standing. “Why are you angry with me?,” She asked softly, trying to wipe the still active tears from her face.

Once again Adam felt like he had been struck and had nothing to say to his friend who he had made cry. He never wanted to see her crying because of him ever again. Adam’s eyebrows furrowed further than usual and he began to play with a button on the sleeve of his jacket.

“Y/N, I’m not mad at you.,” He responded. “I’m not I just—”

Y/N’s face quickly turned angry, almost cold and she glared at him through her tears in a way that made him stop talking. “What then? You’re just ignoring me? For fun or just because you felt like it? Do you not want to be friends anymore or something?”

Adam gaped at her and felt a burning sensation in his throat that he wished so badly would leave.

“Of course I want to be your friend. I just… It’s just hard to be around you when you’re always so….,” He waved his hands around looking for the word. When he looked at her face it was no longer angry or cold but equally as fearful as the expression on his own features.

“I’m so what?,” She pushed.

“You. You’re so you.,” He responded, a little too harshly per usual.

Her face completely fell and his heart crashed down through his body as he realized he worded that even worse than he thought he did. Y/N began to turn away, already pulling out her car keys, but Adam reached for her arm and pulled her back to face him.

“Adam, let me go. I’m serious. I didn’t do anything to you and I’m not just going to stand here and listen to this!,” Y/N exclaimed, ripping her arm away and looking at him with what only could be described at betrayal. Her Adam. Her best friend and the guy she had been annoyingly in love with for years would never say something like that to her.

Adam fished around for something to clear up what he said, but he found nothing except for her expecting gaze looking back at him so he decided to stare at the concrete instead. What was wrong with him? Why was he constantly being so mean to the people who cared about him? He was beginning to panic and felt that burning sensation in his throat double in volume.

“Adam, please. What’s going on?,” Y/N began to plead, abruptly reaching out to hold his upper arm. “Adam?”

He was ripped from his thoughts by her change in demeanor and was very confused why she suddenly was back to being herself once more. Her eyes were soft and worried and her touch was gentle and—

Why was his face so warm? Oh god, was he tearing up? Her reaction to him was the only answer he needed. Turning away in shame, Adam fought the emotion back and tried to explain with some mumbling nonsense to Y/N that they would talk later and that he needed to go. Y/N’s hand remained on his arm, but he shrugged her off and tried reaching for the door.

“Please don’t close the door. I don’t think I can handle not knowing what’s going on for another day.,” Y/N said, keeping the door from closing.

Adam sighed and look at Y/N’s face, debating his options. He could either close the door and continue to ignore his feelings until she decided she was done waiting for him or he could admit his feelings and have her look at him with pity or maybe even disgust and leave him then too. Something in him told him to bite the bullet, so he racked his brain for how to word his friendship-ending confession.

Y/N could see that his thoughts were paining him so she waited patiently for Adam to answer her. “Whatever it is, you’re not upset with me right?,” Y/N asked once again.

“No. I’m not mad at you.,” Adam responded slowly. “It’s my fault. I didn’t mean to be mean.”

Y/N took his hand in hers and squeezed it lightly, wanting so badly to make up and move on. “It’s okay, honey.”

Adam melted a bit and he let her hold his hand, wishing that he could stay like that forever. “I was avoiding you because I care about you more than a normal person cares about someone.”

Y/N was lost. She looked between his eyes for any indication of what he meant but he just stared back at her as serious as ever.

“I don’t understand. I’m sure a normal person doesn’t care about people the way I care for y’all either.,” Y/N responded. “You’re my favorite people.”

“That’s not—,” Adam started, very frustrated at his inability to say what he wanted to say, so he blurted out what he had been wanting to tell her for the last two years. “No, I’m saying I’m in love with you, Y/N.”

Y/N wasn’t sure she heard him right. Y/N wasn’t sure if she was still breathing actually. And Adam’s heart was beating so loudly he was sure Y/N could hear it from where she was standing. This was the part he had been dreading. The part where Y/N would tell him he was nothing more to her than a good friend or the part where she would laugh right in his face.

“You love me?,” She whispered back, much to Adams’s surprise.

He was in too deep now, so he nodded slowly at her, still holding her hand which he noticed was grasping his own very tightly. His voice shook, but he meant what he said. “I’ve loved you since I can remember knowing you.”

Y/N raised a hand to smooth out the crease on Adam’s forehead, causing him to briefly close his eyes at her touch. She had wanted this for so long. He was so close and so sweet and so pretty and she wanted to cry a little bit.

“I love you.,” She spoke quietly. “I should have told you earlier. I know I tell you all that I love you all the time, but I should’ve made it clear that I loved you differently than the others. I love you, Adam.”

Adam must’ve died that day in the woods. He was either dead or dreaming, but it felt so real. It felt so real and so good. Too good. But Adam was not good. Adam was angry and hurt and damaged and a killer. He had killed a man and Y/N witnessed the whole thing and she was convinced that she still loved him? He grew angry at his doubts and then angry that she looked so sweet despite crying moments before and being angry with him moments before.

Y/N noticed the look on Adam’s face and held both of his hands tightly against her chest, her heart beating against their clasped hands. “I’ve loved you before all this and I love you now. You are what I want. What do you want, Adam?”

“I want you.,” Adam answered without a moment of hesitation.

Y/N cupped the boy’s face and leaned forward, pressing her lips against his for a brief, lovely moment. She remained close to his face, her mouth hovering over his. “Then I’m yours.”

Adam would classify Y/N’s lips as a recognized religion if he could. He was terrified that one day she would realize what he was or that something would soon ruin the happiness he was now feeling.

“Are you sure?,” Adam whispered.

“What are you so scared of?,” She asked gently, breath fanning his cheek. Her hand rested on the side of his face and she was looking at him with the most sincere look in her eyes.

Adam looked between her lips and her eyes, wishing someone could tell him what to do or what to say. He rubbed a thumb over the smooth skin of Y/N’s arm and imagined kissing her again and again.

“You.”

[bluesravens]

jjk smau part 2

warnings: none

pairings: undecided

[bluesravens]

the kinds of dates trc characters would take you on

warnings: spoilers for trc in noah’s part

pairings: the raven boys x reader

ronan:

takes you on rides and makes you listen to his music.

he lets you have music control every other song and finally decides to make a playlist with a mix of y’all’s music tastes. adds more of yours than his.

gas station runs during these rides. i’m talking slushees, candy, chips, monsters, etc.

sitting in his car, eating and talking for hours. he opens up a lot, but he doesn’t like talking about sad things for so long.

takes you places to explore like local haunted/abandoned buildings. he likes taking edgy pictures in them if we’re being honest. tells you scary stories while you explore and randomly yells to scare you.

he knows all the best little unknown places and takes you there.

just likes to be in your company even if it’s just the two of you being together and not talking.

he actually really likes that

takes you to a record store and then makes fun of your choices like he doesn’t just listen to techno.

a big date he takes you on would be a nice dinner somewhere quiet with reservations or an arcade date.

absolutely ass at dance dance revolution but he likes the way you almost fall over laughing. just likes seeing you smile

laser tag but on opposite teams.

does not care that you are his s/o like at all. will literally destroy you no mercy. brags about it until you ask for a rematch.

does it again

at home dates are usually just hang outs, but he loves them. he likes just being in each other’s arms after a long day but if you ever say anything about that he’s gonna deny it

he’s basically up for anything but he’s probably gonna grumble about it.

noah:

likes quiet places

will take you to a library, cafe, park, or a bookstore

he saw an idea online where a couple will buy each other a book the other one likes, read them, and then talk about them so he asks if y’all can do that

it’s very fun and he has a great taste in books. probably chooses a classic or something contemporary

he just loves being around you he feels clingy and you probably need to tell him you don’t care if he’s always around

takes you to a spot he liked to study or hang out when he used to be in school. makes you a little sad sitting there because it was a place he liked when he was alive, but he likes sharing personal things with you

listening to music with each other at places like that. you too also sit in your car and listen to music a lot.

takes you to museums

takes pictures of you instead of the displays

he brings you to a couples dance thing once because he wanted to do something romantic and you both were awful but it was fun

not really a date but he loves slow dancing with you it makes him happy. he likes at home dates as well

loves the movies!

takes you to see horror movies so he can wrap his arm around you in the scary parts to “protect you”

talks about comic related movies with you for hours after the movie ended

buys you enough snacks to last like three movies

sneaks into another showing and then can’t stop giggling because y’all broke a rule.

as long as you’re in his company he thinks it’s a perfect date <3

blue:

takes you thrifting and then brings you back to her house to do bleach or fabric paint art on some clothes

LOVES picking out outfits for you when y’all go shopping

tote bag painting date. makes you one with your zodiac constellation

takes you to a cafe to study with each other. makes you try pastries she thinks you’ll like. she says she wants to drink black coffee to look mysteriously but can’t help but get the sweetest drink on the menu

you ask her to teach you how to read tarot and she makes an afternoon out of it. does a romance reading for you and then says “damn the cards say we’re not a good match :/“

asks you to come eat with her family and then you end up eating dinner with them more often than not. maura loves you

baking dates! she takes you to the store to get ingredients and then watches videos on how to ice baked good nicely. baking competitions with each other are not out of the question

brings you to her favorite shops in town and buys you things she thinks you like and you always do

going to bookstores and being a little too loud

making terrariums!!

she likes collecting pretty rocks to put in them when you two get to hang out

takes you go karting and gets really into it

races children and will hit them

she likes arcades and laser tag and all but go karting is her favorite amusement place thing to do with you

laser tag on the same team. against those kids from go kart. again gets a little too into it.

she likes surprising you

dates with her always involve some sort of creativity

adam:

another guy who loves taking you to the movies

takes pictures with the posters and he gets so excited it’s really cute

you two sneak in candy from the dollar store but still end up getting slushees at the theater bc you can’t resist

yawns and puts his arm around your shoulder in the theater because he likes seeing your face when he does

when he takes you to dinner he makes you get dessert even if you’re full

he takes you to niche shops he finds or antique stores and loves to paddle around for hours

tried to guess what items are haunted and makes you take pictures with creepy dolls

his dates are always so creative and so fun

stay at home movie/cooking/hang out dates

puts on a movie and cuddles up with you. makes popcorn and other movie snacks and you take turns picking movies

he likes disney movies even if he says they’re cheesy

feels bad he can’t take you on the kind of date ronan or gansey could but you tell him to shut up because if you wanted to date them you would

one of his absolute favorite things to do is put on a youtube cooking video and try to cook with you

he thinks it’s so funny and he loves recording y’all’s reactions to the food. is actually pretty good most of the time

ROLLERSKATING!!!

holds your hand around the rink and requests your favorite songs to the dj

stay in dates are never at his place because of his dad, but if you got some reason are at his house you usually just lay in his room and talk

he takes you on a study date but y’all just talk the whole time

takes you on the most heartfelt dates tbh

gansey:

loves taking you shopping

not even to buy specific things he just enjoys walking around and window shopping with you, but if you say you like something it’s yours

that being said he’s always worried you think he’s snobby you don’t you think he’s very generous

he likes to stay in a bit as well. you tell him you want to have a movie date and he ends up really liking it

brings you to dinner with his family every once in a while

research datesssss

his obsession with a certain dead welsh king very quickly grows to become an obsession of yours as well

pouring over books and showing each other stuff the other has already seen

takes you ice skating and is actually so good at it

he holds your hand the whole time and when you fall he laughs for a little too long before helping you up. it’s so funny

takes videos of you skating and posts them all

wherever you go his social media is going to be just you basically

takes you art galleries, aquariums, and museums and since you both enjoy that you take your time walking around

takes you as his date to formal events he has to go to and needs you by his side almost the whole time

his composure never changed but sometimes you feel his grip on your hand tighten.

introduces you to all the people there as his lovely s/o and then proceeds to gush over you and your accomplishments

takes you dress shopping for an event and turns into a full day date of shopping and then dinner

if you like a certain kind of food he researches all the best places in the area for that and then takes you there

he just likes seeing you happy because you make him so happy

henry:

takes you on really fun dates. like so fun and so spontaneous you can’t believe it. but in reality he’s been carefully planning it for a week.

if you are going out with him expect to be posted a LOT.

everyone on his snap and insta is going to know y’all are on a date and how lovely he thinks you are.

“on a date with this hottie” “on a date kinda nervous”

has a lot of spots he likes to go to alone or with friends that he takes you to.

you are the guest of honor at any party he throws or attends.

he takes you to hills or parks with good views and then says something really cheesy about how the view is nice but you’re prettier and is being dead serious

takes you to a horror movie and then spends the rest of the night trying to scare you

believes you are like the greatest ever and if he notices that you don’t also believe that, he will do everything in his power to make you. he gets very quiet and very serious and tells you how beautiful and important you are to him.

outbursts of affection in public and in private.

will talk about whatever media you both like for hours and hours with you.

really caring and thoughtful with dates yet tries to play it cool, but if you gush about him and the date he will blush

he finds a food, drink, item, etc he wants to try online and will make a day out of getting it and trying it with you

honestly the best bf ever

[bluesravens]

jjk smau chapter one: part 1

warnings: none

pairings: undecided

psa: scarlett is y/n’s sister i made this with certain ocs in mind

[bluesravens]

jjk smau part 1: continued

warnings: none

pairings: undecided

[bluesravens]

masterlist

<3.fluff %.angst :).platonic

i do not write smut! any requests are welcome :D

jjk

jjk x reader smau series:

part 1, part 1.5 <3:)

part 2, part 2.5 <3:)%

trc

adam parrish

you <3%

multiple characters:

what kind of dates the raven boys would take you on <3

grishaverse

{shadow and bone}

{six of crows}

multiple characters:

the 1OO

john murphy:

star girl <3%

-it’s late and murphy isn’t sleeping. neither is she.

[bluesravens]

star girl

summary: it’s late and murphy isn’t sleeping. neither is she. warm fires, new friendships, and fairytales fill the night.

pairing: john murphy x reader

genre: angsty shit with some fluff

warnings: cursing, murphy being an ass

inspired by: the moon song by beabadoobee ft pig

author’s note: my first time writing on here so i hope y’all like it !! i’ll be setting up a request page with prompts soon, but feel free to request anytime!

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A sudden gust of wind blew a piece of hot ember from the camp’s fire pit to the soft grass beneath Murphy’s feet. He sat on a splintered log, staring into the flames that sat in front of him, not noticing that Y/N, another one of the 1OO kids sent to the ground, was lying in the dirt on the opposite side of the fire.

Y/N had noticed a while ago that Murphy had slumped onto the log across from her, but decided not to say anything in hopes not to disrupt him or to disrupt her nightly routine of stargazing. Her hair was scattered over the log she was resting her head on and her eyes were lazily gazing at the constellations above. It was calmly quiet out. The sounds of Earth filled the silence around her and Murphy as the rest of the camp slept on the soft grounds of their new home. She glanced at Murphy who was staring into the fire with a hint of sadness and exhaustion in his eyes.

Y/N inhaled a deep breath and relished the burn of the smoke in her throat. She had never felt so alive, but also never as scared as she did right now. A new planet. A new life. A new beginning.

Apparently Y/N’s loud sigh had alerted Murphy of her presence. The boy jumped up from the log and fumbled for some sort of weapon in his pocket. He whipped out a rusted screwdriver and pointed it in her direction with a near steady hand. She sat up and put her hands up in surrender.

“Hey! Hey! It’s me!,” She exclaimed. “It’s me. Y/N.”

Murphy sighed with relief and annoyance and loosened his grip on his weapon. “How long have you been sitting there? Who the hell just sneaks up on people like that?”

Y/N put her hands down and looked at him apologetically. She hadn’t meant to scare him, she just wanted to be alone for a bit and it wasn’t like he was disturbing her. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to freak you out. I was just looking at the stars.”

A content look replaced the worried expression on her face as her eyes returned to the sky. Murphy sat back down and scoffed dramatically to prove his irritation with her. She looked back to him and furrowed her brow. He had a far away look in his eye while he stuffed the screwdriver back in his tattered jacket’s pocket.

“Are you alright?,” Y/N asked. “You’re up awfully late.”

Before she could say anything else, Murphy cleared his throat and the sad look in his eyes dissipated as quickly as it had arrived. He didn’t need her asking personal questions like that “Why are you up so late? Don’t you need to rest up before another long day of kissing Clarke’s ass?”

Y/N didn’t know why it had affected her, but she felt a pant of hurt in her chest. The insult had come so suddenly she was in shock. She was really sick of Murphy’s friends being awful to Wells and Clarke. She agreed with Clarke’s ideas and suddenly she was a target. Maybe Y/N had thought that since it was just Murphy and her he would be a little more kind. Her eyes betrayed her and she new that she looked hurt.

Murphy’s expression softened and he looked as if he was almost going to apologize for being so unnecessarily cruel to her, but this time it was Y/N’s turn to cut him off.

“Don’t you have to get ready for a long day of being Bellamy’s bitch?,” She shot back. His eyes narrowed and she slapped her hand over her mouth. That was not like her at all and she regretted it immediately.

“I’m not anyone’s bitch.,” he spat back. Venom dripped from his words and he got up to leave in a huff. Any chance of him apologizing was gone.

“Murphy! Murphy wait! I’m sorry.,” She said as she jumped up. “Wait! Don’t go!”

Murphy grabbed his small bag and began to walk back to whatever tent he was calling home, ignoring her pleas.

Y/N reached out and grabbed his wrist to stop him from leaving. He dryly laughed before turning around and looking her dead in the eye. “What do you want now, Y/N? You gonna insult me again? Call me a bitch again?”

She didn’t let go of his wrist, but looked down. “Im sorry, Murphy. Seriously. I shouldn’t have said that. But you shouldn’t have said it either. Why would you try to start something with me?”

He scoffed and pulled his arm away. “Whatever. I don’t need to answer to you.”

Murphy wasn’t used to kindness or people being sincere so he took her apology as a threat. She swallowed and looked back up at him. “Please sit back down. I’m going to my tent anyways. You can go back to whatever it is that you were doing.”

Murphy shook his head and began to walk back to his tent, but she reached for his shoulder this time and gently pulled him back.

“Please. Don’t make this harder than it needs to be.,” She asked again.

Murphy eyed her suspiciously and slowly nodded. “Fine.”

A couple of tension filled moments passed as the two just looked at each other, waiting for someone to do something.

Murphy finally went to sit down and pulled a flask out of his bag. He didn’t look at her again as he popped off the lid and let the container rest between his lips.

She sighed and shook her head. Why did everything have to be so damn difficult? She felt hurt and wished she would’ve said something else but she also felt pity for the boy sitting before her. He looked so lonely.

Y/N made a decision and sat right back where she was before. The warmth of the fire heated up her skin and she looked across the fire to see if Murphy was okay. He was staring at her with an angry expression, but also with a look of amusement.

“I thought you were leaving.,” He stated simply. He placed the flask back in his bag and crossed his arms. A humorless smirk settled on his face. “Couldn’t get enough of me?”

Y/N was quietly staring at the night sky and very obviously not listening to him. She looked so elegant and peaceful under the moon light and Murphy couldn’t help but notice. Even though she had just ripped his head off, Murphy could see that she was normally a very kind human.

“Y/N? Did you hear me?,” He asked, interjecting his own thoughts. “I said I thought you were—”

“Did you know that in a few billion years our north star will become a different star called Vega. It has something to do with the tilt of Earth’s axis.,” Y/N explained, ignoring his statement and interrupting his next attempt at talking to her.

He looked confused but brought his attention up to the sky she was so intently staring at.

Y/N pointed to a zigzag pattern in the stars and sighed happily. “And that constellation right there is called Cassiopeia. And that one over there is called Andromeda. I think.”

He watched her as she excitedly pointed out all her favorite star clusters. He didn’t dare interrupt her now.

“My mom was an astronomer. Before she died she always made up fairytales about the constellations and would tell me stories to help me sleep.,” Y/N told him. “Also, there’s not much else to do in a metal box other than read about the universe we live in.”

A look of nostalgia and pain crossed over her face. He looked up once again and Y/N could have sworn she saw a smile grace his lips.

“My mom used to make up stories too. She would write them down and then tell them to me before I went to bed.,” He said quietly, but then let out a laugh. “Man, you never realize how easy you have it when you’re nine, do you?”

Y/N examined his face, but didn’t detect any sarcasm. He was being genuine with her for some reason.

“ No. I guess not.,” She replied, chuckling a bit too.

Quiet replaced the conversation again and the two teens sat on the splintered logs in silence, just looking at the sky together. Murphy felt peaceful for once. This stranger had scared him, then insulted him, then made him feel safe in a very short amount of time and he was starstruck.

“Im sorry.,” Murphy muttered abruptly. “I shouldn’t have said something like that before. You don’t deserve that. I don’t why I was so mean to you.”

He didn’t meet her eyes, but she knew he was being genuine again. “Thanks, Murphy. You’re not too bad yourself.”

Y/N made the bold decision to move a log closer to Murphy. He watched her, but didn’t object. It was quiet again and the two were content.

He smirked at her again and winked jokingly. “You’re brave, Y/N.”

“And why is that, John Murphy?,” She replied, playing along.

“You are officially the first person in this whole camp to be nice to me.,” He said, gesturing around at all the tents.

“I wasn’t kind though.,” She said while talking a little bit quieter than before. She looked disappointed in herself. “I like to be nice to everyone just in case they’re going through something, but I didn’t do that earlier. I was mean.”

“Mean? Seriously, come on. I randomly insulted you and you had a comeback. That isn’t mean. That’s called standing up for yourself.,” Murphy explained, gazing at her with admiration and respect in his eyes. “I’ve never met someone who has the balls to be kind to someone as bitchy as me.”

“I think you’re brave too Murphy. I know why you were locked up. You’ve been through a lot.,” She muttered softly.

Murphy smiled lightly at her and nodded stiffly., “Thanks, Y/N. That means a lot.”

They were facing each other now while they spoke. Y/N was almost thrilled to see him smile again.

“You’re smile is contagious, John Murphy.,” Y/N said boldly. Maybe it was the night air that had taken over her normally anxious self, but right now she was being more flirtatious than ever.

He smiled again and looked down while shaking his head. “I’m gonna hit the hay, Y/N. You gonna stay out here?”

She shook her head and pushed herself off the log. “No. I feel like maybe I’ll be able to sleep now.” Y/N’s cheeks were flushed front the heat of the fire and her eyes looked ready to close any minute. She was positively adorable.

“Sorry about everything, Y/N.,” Murphy said again. He got up too and began to make his way back to his tent. “See you tomorrow night?”

Her heartbeat kicked up and she couldn’t contain the grin that pulled in her lips. “Of course. Goodnight, John Murphy.”

“Night, star girl.”

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Requests Are Open!!

You can message me or comment on this or comment on something else! I won’t do any extreme NSFW requests, but almost anything else i’ll take.

I write for:

American Horror Story

Daybreak

Derry Girls

Fear The Walking Dead

Harry Potter

Marvel

New Girl

Shameless

Stranger Things

That 70’s Show

The Umbrella Academy

The Walking Dead

The 1OO

+ if you request something other than these i can try my best <3

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a lil intro <3

hey! i’m maddie and i’ve had this account for quite a while, but i’ve decided that i actually would like to do something with it, so welcome to my writing account! i’m planning on opening requests and writing some fics and imagines for a few fandoms. stay tuned!