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Sabe o que é mais engraçado? É que a gente sempre viveu do passado e para o futuro. Quando o presente era inevitável, a gente fugia. Fugia para outras realidades, enchia a cabeça de um monte de coisa pra passar mais rápido e a gente não perceber o que estava acontecendo.

Mas não tem como escapar da vida e ela te cobra caro por cada negligência.

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“Quando você foi embora

Fez-se noite em meu viver

Forte eu sou mas não tem jeito,

Hoje eu tenho que chorar

Minha casa não é minha,

E nem é meu este lugar

Estou só e não resisto,

Muito tenho prá falar

Solto a voz nas estradas,

Já não quero parar

Meu caminho é de pedra,

Como posso sonhar

Sonho feito de brisa,

Vento vem terminar

Vou fechar o meu pranto,

Vou querer me matar

Vou seguindo pela vida

Me esquecendo de você

Eu não quero mais a morte,

Tenho muito que viver

Vou querer amar de novo

E se não der não vou sofrer

Já não sonho, hoje faço

Com meu braço o meu viver”

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Mano as vezes eu me sinto vivendo dentro de uma gaiola, sem liberdade apenas seguindo as regras de outras pessoas....

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É como se eu tivesse se tornado um figurante dentro da minha própria vida....

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🌼 STREAM DAISIES on May 15th! 🌼

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KP ❤️

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Baby, don’t forget.... I love u

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young Leonardo DiCaprio at the Oscars 💕

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For years I asked, pleaded for a chance to own my work. Instead I was given an opportunity to sign back up to Big Machine Records and ‘earn’ one album back at a time, one for every new one I turned in. I walked away because I knew once I signed that contract, Scott Borchetta would sell the label, thereby selling me and my future. I had to make the excruciating choice to leave behind my past. Music I wrote on my bedroom floor and videos I dreamed up and paid for from the money I earned playing in bars, then clubs, then arenas, then stadiums. 

Some fun facts about today’s news: I learned about Scooter Braun’s purchase of my masters as it was announced to the world. All I could think about was the incessant, manipulative bullying I’ve received at his hands for years. 

Like when Kim Kardashian orchestrated an illegally recorded snippet of a phone call to be leaked and then Scooter got his two clients together to bully me online about it. (See photo) Or when his client, Kanye West, organized a revenge porn music video which strips my body naked. Now Scooter has stripped me of my life’s work, that I wasn’t given an opportunity to buy. Essentially, my musical legacy is about to lie in the hands of someone who tried to dismantle it.

This is my worst case scenario. This is what happens when you sign a deal at fifteen to someone for whom the term ‘loyalty’ is clearly just a contractual concept. And when that man says ‘Music has value’, he means its value is beholden to men who had no part in creating it. 

When I left my masters in Scott’s hands, I made peace with the fact that eventually he would sell them. Never in my worst nightmares did I imagine the buyer would be Scooter. Any time Scott Borchetta has heard the words ‘Scooter Braun’ escape my lips, it was when I was either crying or trying not to. He knew what he was doing; they both did. Controlling a woman who didn’t want to be associated with them. In perpetuity. That means forever. 

Thankfully, I am now signed to a label that believes I should own anything I create. Thankfully, I left my past in Scott’s hands and not my future. And hopefully, young artists or kids with musical dreams will read this and learn about how to better protect themselves in a negotiation. You deserve to own the art you make.

I will always be proud of my past work. But for a healthier option, Lover will be out August 23. 

Sad and grossed out,

💔

Taylor

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WORLDWIDE PEACE ✌🏻

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A happy meal 🍔 🍟 💗

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Never Really Over

This is a place to heal from our broken hearts. A place to learn that there’s a push and pull to healing. While sometimes it can feel like those old relationships will never really be over, through time and self-care, you’ll learn to heal. And finally, let things go.

Share your Never Really Over story. Whether a romantic relationship, old friendships, family stories, pets we loved, moments we can’t forget…some things are never really over.

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LOVE & LIGHT!

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