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I'm almost always very cautious when downloading anything or clicking almost any link, if anything I'm probably too anxious about it

But then the second it's any utau files that someone recommends, I'll instantly trust the most sketchy looking dropbox site and then unzip a random folder called "plugin.zip" that was uploaded 14 years ago without any fear

(in my own defence even the official utau software stuff looks like it hasn't been updated since speaking in catlol was a thing)

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Sometimes I feel like I'm slightly smart because I study a science

and then the universe immediately humbles me by making me wedge my laptop out of a drawer with a butter knife because it shifted when I closed the drawer and jammed it shut

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Protective // Art + Speedpaint

WARNING mention of grief:

I usually allow what I draw to be up to the viewer's interpretation, but this one's meaning is too important to me. I drew the sketch months ago, shortly after losing someone, to vent my emotions at the time.

I'm sharing this in hopes that it finds and comforts anyone else who resonates with these feelings

Masterlist of Helplines if you’re struggling: https://www.helpguide.org/find-help.htm

CONTENT WARNINGS: [all of this is fictional] character staring at the viewer semi-threateningly / scopophobia  // please tell me if I missed any :]   

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total time taken: 11 hours 45 minutes

link to the speedpaint: https://youtu.be/M7yfvGS1lrY

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New OC speedpaint, 14th August at 7pm UTC >:]

It'll be posted to my channel: https://www.youtube.com/@blueequin0x

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Prompt 16] Plants // Art + Speedpaint

Song that this art is based on: https://youtu.be/ZVFfeTIWWco?si=W7eWDUBJW6sBOP2V

Warnings for the song: loud/jarring music, blood, violence, jarring sound effects

The true horror of this drawing is trying to draw hands AND foliage in the same drawing

CONTENT WARNINGS: [all of this is fictional] semi-realistic blood splatters, implied murder/violence, implied dismemberment / an arm in a plant pot [i have no idea how to word that warning without just saying it] // please tell me if I missed any :]   

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total time taken: 9 hours 40 minutes

link to the speedpaint: https://youtu.be/3NN28bcfcdM

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I'm getting DMs from bots, is this a real blog now?

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Not colorful enough tbh /j

Guys I'm sorry but I'm gonna kill one of them 💀I had to

☝ This image is an important lore piece!!! ���️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥

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Went far back enough on my playlist to unlock a core memory and it somehow got me out of artblock

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New Vocaloid Horror speedpaint, 10th July at 7pm UTC >:]

It'll be posted to my channel: https://www.youtube.com/@blueequin0x

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Real footage of me drawing this ☁💙~ /j

.... Why do they look so smol?? It wasn't intentional I swear 😔😭

Looks pretty cool, Interact if real (please)

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Cat Paws Anatomy Practice //  Art + Speedpaint

Despite preferring to draw animals, and finding their anatomy much easier, I’ve ALWAYS struggled to draw paws lol. So here’s some practices where I copy reference images to try and improve my anatomy.

CONTENT WARNINGS: None // please tell me if I missed any :]   

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total time taken: 3 hours 40 minutes

link to the speedpaint: https://youtu.be/S_2mAtv33UU

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the agony that comes from inside

(happy birthday charlie !!! ♡ 🎂 )

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I need people to understand that sometimes autism is just this

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"start unmasking your symptoms!" mfers when people with schizospec disorders, personality disorders, paranoia, tics and tourettes, OCD, PANDAS, and dissociative disorders unmask

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