Bipolar transboy with BPD, anxiety. Vent blog. Aren(He/Him)
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So apparently it’s time to reblog this, despite it being one of my top posts. Don’t follow me if you’re pro-ED AT ALL. Thanks.
I know I’m a vent blog, I vent about ED stuff. This does NOT mean I want ED blogs following me because I’m recovering. You will be blocked, so please don’t follow me. Thanks.
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“Why do you beat yourself up so much over little mistakes?”
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I know I’m a vent blog, I vent about ED stuff. This does NOT mean I want ED blogs following me because I’m recovering. You will be blocked, so please don’t follow me. Thanks.
#my post#tw eating disorder mention#tw ed stuff#for my mental health I ask ED blogs not to follow me
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#should I tell my partner I relapsed on my ED for like 2 months and lost 15+ pounds#or just not because of the fact it’s made me v v v sensitive to rejection in s*xual situations#like Ngl chief I do feel like I’m significantly less attractive after losing weight#but at the same time if I gain weight I’m going to ✨cry✨#tfw god said I can’t experience one (1) healthy relationship with something nice#high key also feel like I pressure him into it or guilt him into it#he says I don’t but I feel like he’s just saying that so I won’t feel bad#being h*rny at this point just makes me feel undesirable and gross lmao#which is rich coming from the hypersexual alter/fictive of a literal fictional pornstar#here’s to hoping I don’t cry if it happens again because I’ve cried over feeling like this before to him haha fuck me#hit me with a bus please. I’d rather that than be fucking h*rny.
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#emeto in tags#tw vomit mention#tw eating disorder mention#tw ed talk#y’all ever just get so upset over ur weight gain u just abt throw up#not BC I wanted to but literally just BC it makes me feel fucking disgusting to be out of my safe zone#need to lose the weight again I have to
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#weighs myself for the first time since like September#152 pounds#I want to fucking die lmao I knew I was gaining weight I feel so fucking gross#cw eating problems#tw ed talk#eating disorder talk#cw weight
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#mmmm i like being uelled at for asking for help on something jdk how to do#now im going 2 cry#thank u dad.
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“Are they inside voices or outside voices? Do they come from inside your head or outside of you?”
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So. Memes are great after nightmares! Yeah!!!!!!
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Goddddd if I could have one good nights sleep I’d literally die apparently because it’s been over a week
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#im trying to sleep but im dummy thicc and fhe clap of my asscheeks keeps alerting my bdd#no really i cant stay asleep ive been having night terrors and apparently ungodly panic attacks all the fucking time now#i kinda wanna just give myself a concussion to see if thatll help lmao /j#also for the record my charger is going out sooo fuck me i guess#i dont want to be up#i want to sleep im not into this sleep deprivation bullshit#its all starting to pile up#vent#lionheart.txt
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Yknow
I really fucking hate this I have had three nightmares/ terrors today(last night?) and I’m just so tired. I’m anxious and I’m 🔪
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HEY HERES A HOT FUCKING TAKE:
TAG YOUR GODDAMN THINSPO/SWEETSPO/MEANSPO YOU FUCKS
Some of us are trying to uhhhhhhhhhhhhh RECOVER
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y’all ever sit in a therapist appointment and just think “wow, turns out i’m really fucked up”
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Well! Seems things have calmed down enough.
I’m going to sleep now. Someone else can have front.
#nice people talked to me#they were interesting#yan.txt#hes still upset but he needs to front because i dont sleep
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