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cant talk rn obsessed over the design concept of this 2017 production of pinocchio as a stage play where pinocchio is the only character played by a human actor and the rest of the cast are portrayed as puppets ,,,

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hyperfixation sucks I think just a little too hard about a guy who isn't even real and I could start crying any second

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i would be the best unreliable narrator i dont know shit that goes on around me

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having to ask people if you’re still hanging out is one of the worst things ever . like is our playdate still on? im gonna stab myself

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“I want a bf” “I want a gf” okay??? I want to let go of my past no matter how hurtful the memories might be??? I want love to define me rather than break me in my feverish attempts to seek it????? I want the ever shifting opinions of other people to no longer have such a chokehold on me?????

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I hate applying for jobs. “desired salary for this role” one billion dollars next question

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"no trespassing" "restricted area" "private property" bro im literally curious by nature

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girl help the eldritch horrors are organising a pride and prejudice party and making us dance to mirror their forbidden and repressed love. yes there is a michael jackson thriller video reenactment outside trying to get in. no yeah i still want that rare doctor who annual

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i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

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yes im in my 20s but this is only my first week of being alive

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will you just let me be silly for a sec. there's this dread so ancient in me

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My era rn is uncategorizable. The the way I am living is unheard of

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oh i'm never gonna be ten years old on the first day of summer vacation again huh

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I think one of the most profound forms of love is "I'll try that, for you. I may not like it, but I'll try it."

It's a confused middle-aged man in a pottery class, whose daughter is helping him with his clay's plasticity. It's a kid scrunching up their brow while listening to their mom's favorite music, trying to figure out why she likes it. It's a girlfriend who says "Yes, I'll go with you" and her girlfriend cheering and buying a second ticket for a con. It's a friend half dragging another friend through an aquarium, the one being dragged laughing and calling out "Wait, wait, I know we're here for the exhibit, but I haven't been here! Slow down!"

It's being willing to spend some of your time trying something new because it makes someone you love happy.

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Early morning are so beautiful it's so mean that they put them in the early morning

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listening to music with headphones is so awesome especially when it shoots straight into your brain and you can pick out all its little layers like sandwich ingredients

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in your 20s you must rediscover the joys of arts and crafts to stave off spiritual decay