my dumbass forgot my log in info, and my laptop updated, got logged out, stressed a bit, but i remembered the deets
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Alright, things have settled down on my end so ill back to writing
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Apologies for the lack of replies to people. I had to attend an doctors appointment and didn't get the best of news and it's kinda knocked me. I'll get to them soon though, promise
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&. 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
❛ i didn’t know where else to go. ❜
❛ i’ll never be that me again. ❜
❛ you can still be good. ❜
❛ i thought you’d be here. ❜
❛ don’t act like you know me. ❜
❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜
❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜
❛ i was scared. i thought you had lost your way. ❜
❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜
❛ you deserve better than me. ❜
❛ don’t make me do this. ❜
❛ i’m not who you think i am. ❜
❛ you don’t mean that. ❜
❛ please just hold me. ❜
❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜
❛ and why should i care? ❜
❛ you look awful. ❜
❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜
❛ don’t let me lose you too. ❜
❛ for what it’s worth, i really am sorry. ❜
❛ it’s not your fault. ❜
❛ i don’t know who i am anymore. ❜
❛ is this the part where you kick me out? ❜
❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜
❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜
❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜
❛ it was a nightmare, that’s all. ❜
❛ it’s just a scratch, don’t worry. ❜
❛ you know me better than i know myself. ❜
❛ don’t go where i can’t follow. ❜
❛ you’re better off without me. ❜
❛ we all die alone. ❜
❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜
❛ i hate what i’ve become. ❜
❛ i’m not going anywhere. ❜
❛ is there anything i can do to help? ❜
❛ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❜
❛ who did this to you? ❜
❛ please don’t leave me. ❜
❛ oh, now you care? ❜
❛ don’t come any closer! ❜
❛ i missed you so much. ❜
❛ you don’t have to say anything. ❜
❛ do you want me to leave? ❜
❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜
❛ you could have died, you know. ❜
❛ i wish you were here. ❜
❛ you’re not alone. i’m staying right here. ❜
❛ i can be your family. ❜
❛ of course i’m here. where else would i be? ❜
❛ we just can’t seem to get it right, huh? ❜
❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜
❛ don’t push me away again. ❜
❛ this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. ❜
❛ you’re leaving already? ❜
❛ this was a mistake. ❜
❛ can’t sleep? ❜
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kirby and jill were very fruity! it’s too bad jill was the way that she was lmao
/ I mean, Kirby does look salty af when Trevor says Jill texted him to come to the after party. It's giving skittles fruity rainbow vibes.
And regarding Jill being soop-da-loop crazy...some people dig that not gonna cap 😏
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/ my dumbass hasn't slept. It's gone 7am, and I usually wake up at 8am. I'm gonna be zombied af today
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/ the reason I hate Charlie the way I do is cause his motive for killing Kirby is so grounded in reality. Women fear rejecting men for that exact reason. Sure, he didn't do right after she turned him down. But the guy festered over it for year's and used the opportunity to kill her for it, and that is very fucking real. Not looking for sympathy, but I, myself got stabbed for rejecting a dude. So it's a little more personal for me when I watch that scene cause I've experienced that kind of fucked up betrayal and it nearly cost me my life. It's not triggering for me, I've dealt with my trauma regarding what happened, but when I watch it, I can't stop how furious it makes me and the way i rage about it. Even if what happened to me, didn't happen, id would still hate him cause he's a spineless fucking rat who needed to grow up.
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