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( aho. )

          Until I can get my muse’s pages properly finished, you can find very basic info here. My rules are also posted here for anyone on mobile.

          Not stated in my rules, but discord could at times be a better place to reach me. We can also start up a server for muses or plotting should you desire. Just hit me up if we’re mutuals and we can go from there!

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"You're annoying." Katia spoke, though her head was on top of Lucian's chest. Fingers drawing soft circles over his skin as she placed soft kisses where she had touched previously. She was glowing from the sex they had, her body molded to his own as if it was made to be connected to his in every way. "Fucking utterly annoying." Her voice ended on a gentle purr in which she licked up his chest giving a soft sigh of pleasure at the taste of him.

( @prekliatyvlk )

          He hummed as he trailed calloused fingers along her side, his arm wrapped firmly around her waist and holding her close. He had nail and bite marks all across his chest and back, but they would heal within a few hours. He’d never admit it to his lover but he loved when she claimed him as hers. Just as she was his, he was hers. That was the way their relationship should have been, but neither were completely able to break from their old habits. Regardless, he lived for her alone.

          “I aim to please, pisicuță.” He teased in a deep, gravely voice. He spoke a truth he had yet to admit to anyone just then and it brought emotions even he was unfamiliar with to his voice. He lived only to please her, to serve her. Without his knowledge, Katia had become the meaning of his life. None would take her from him.

          He rolled her under his mass, using his hold on her to maneuver her during her more lax moment. He held himself above her however so as not not pin her. This time he would behave himself, even if he was playing with fire. “How can I please you next?”

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( @hllrse​ liked for lazar! )

          “For one so pretty, you have a strong scent of death about you.”

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( aho blows. )

          i’m probably going to make a bleach sideblog to feed my love of the fandom.

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( starter call. )

          mutuals please give this a like for a short starter!

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( psa/venting )

To answer your question even if it may be rhetorical anon, I keep coming back even after vanishing and dropping things because this is one of few places I feel I can come to and create freely for a time.

I can come back and see those I admire and care for, even if they're upset at me for vanishing over and over, and think 'okay.' I can see them and hope they're well and enjoy their writing as I always have. I can read their lore and stories. I can have fun even if they may not want me and make new friends while enjoying their success.

I am not an okay person. I give up and lose confidence. Life sucks me in and I get unmotivated, so I leave because I can't do anything else. And when I feel I can try to contribute to anything again, I come back. I keep characters I feel I can keep and who have a lot of developed stuff, but I do scrap beloved ships at times because a character doesn't speak to me anymore. I know this hurts people and I get it. I get me vanishing after so much time put in is stressful and I respect people may not want me around them. If this is you anon, please let me know and I can help to try and soft block or something. But I come back in hopes of having fun again if I can.

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                         Watch as the blood of the fallen                                                   drips from the blossoms                             as death sings her songs                                           of welcome to their souls.

                                   indie. multimuse. written by aho.

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                         Watch as the blood of the fallen                                                   drips from the blossoms                             as death sings her songs                                           of welcome to their souls.

                                   indie. multimuse. written by aho.