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would you still love me if i told you about the monsters i need to sing to sleep every night ? if you understood the way i need to tiptoe across my own mind so i can fall asleep before daylight ? if you knew where the nightmares came from, if you saw my scarred soul, would being with me terrify you ?
#𝐊𝐇𝐎𝐙𝐌𝐎𝐇 — stilinski twin oc, established 2013. low activity, mutuals only, 18+.
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someone: that's mean
me: i am mean
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*actually cares very deeply but acts like an asshole*
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➼ Dylan O’Brien as Jimmy Malone in High Road | 5/?
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[ ID. ] derek ; scartissuexx
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Cosmo felt his heart flutter in response to Derek's claims, that all he could need was his mouth. Cosmo thought of pressing his lips against Derek's cock, thought about it filling his mouth, thought about the taste, the weight, the thickness, thought about what look would be on Derek's face if he ever got the chance to deepthroat him like he wanted. “ . . . want it — want you, want you, want — ” he couldn't stop saying it. The words spilled past his lips like a mantra, over and over as he shifted to raise himself up just enough to feel Derek fill him up more and more with every touch. Derek leaned into his hand and Cosmo groaned again. He traced his thumb over the shell of his ear and nodded eagerly, “ you can fuck me whenever you want. ”
Cosmo shuddered as Derek pressed his lips against his mouth again, brows furrowed at how brief the touch was and he chased after him, leaned up, wrapped his fingers around the back of Derek's neck and tried to pull him back towards him. He was hungry. He felt starved and as if Derek were the only thing that could satiate him. So intense was the feeling of wishing to devour and be devoured that Cosmo couldn't think of anything else. Derek's first rough thrusts sent Cosmo into a arch with sharp gasps and jolted groans, wincing from both pleasure and pain as brows knitted together and his grip around the back of Derek's neck tightened.
He was losing it. His whole world seemed to shift until all he could think about or feel or want was Derek. The weight of him above him, the feeling of his hands on his hips, the feeling of him filling him up, the sound of his voice, of his eyes on him. Cosmo felt himself twitch as Derek assured him that the feeling he had was mutual. He felt hot, his skin, his stomach, his chest, so hot he thought he might be burning but damn if it didn't feel good.
The faster and harder that Derek fucked him the more intense the feeling of him felt. Cosmo's hands dropped to where Derek's hands were on his hips, fingers digging just slightly into his wrists, he wanted him. He wanted all of him. “ all of you . . . i want all of you, all of you — ” Cosmo's pupils were blown wide as he met Derek's red eyes again, “ p — please, derek . . . ” He leaned his head back, baring his throat as he lost all sense to even try and control what left his mouth.
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pretty sure cosmo has oppositional defiance disorder. or at least borderline oppositional defiance disorder since he can’t / never feels the impulse to defy his father. more thoughts at 11.
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[ ID. ] jason ; jasonbrenner·
he’s pretty sure there’s no way at all to avoid stiles’ anger, even with a heartfelt apology (which, let’s be clear, he wouldn’t get). there was no real way to avoid it, and in truth he’s not even sure he wants to avoid it. he didn’t get punished by stiles often, if ever, and some part of him wants it to happen. always chasing some form of punishment, always so sure it’s normal. “ but i’m not sorry. ” a pause. “ and it will happen again. ”
cosmo snorted, despite knowing that he shouldn’t and that the more he waved off jason’s apparent rebellion against authority, the more jason was likely to mouth off, he couldn’t help but find it funny. “ i know that, but you’re supposed to be. ” cosmo huffed. growing up, he had tried to learn where the line between a bad attitude and a bad person was and for the most part, it all lay in the appropriate level of remorse.
“ okay, look, hear me out. even if you’re not sorry and you know you’ll do the same thing again, people react better when you try and be apologetic and when people react better, the happier they are. the happier they are, the easier your life will be. ”
#jasonbrenner#jasonbrenner ; 003.#⌬ –– the dead will always be hungry for more. 「 teen wolf arc ix. 」#life lessons with uncle cosmo#off to a winning start we see
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[ ID. ] jason ; jasonbrenner·
maybe swearing is definitely a bad idea, especially at teachers that’d likely call his dad, but jason’s got no regrets. it felt good to let his emotion out like that, felt good to have a bit of an outburst without any danger coming out of it. jason can’t help but laugh a little, adrenaline high after standing up to an authority figure. “ i’m in trouble. ” that much he was definitely sure of. “ dad will be mad. ”
swearing at teachers was always a temporary victory, cosmo remembered the long lectures he had gotten the first time he had mouthed off at a teacher, but the look on jason’s face made it difficult for cosmo to bother trying to care about that. for a kid that spent the majority of his time passively following along, cosmo was happy that he had it in him to stand up for himself. jason laughed, and cosmo laughed with him. “ oh, he’s definitely gonna be mad. but here’s what you do, you just say ‘ i’m sorry. i understand i shouldn’t’ve said it, it won’t happen again. ’. ”
#jasonbrenner#jasonbrenner ; 003.#⌬ –– the dead will always be hungry for more. 「 teen wolf arc ix. 」#cosmo trying to teach jason how to fake a sincere apology#who allowed him to be an uncle
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jason : * swears * cosmo : haha nice stiles : you are gROUNDED cosmo : oh man, i really read this wrong huh
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[ ID. ] jason ; jasonbrenner·
encouragement is unexpected, but only adds fuel to the fire. smug smirk before he’s simply turning and walking away, taking cosmo’s hand and dragging him with him. he knows he probably shouldn’t be swearing at teachers, but he was encouraged now so he sees no problems with it.
there was a part of him that knew that encouraging jason to cuss out his teachers was likely going to get him into trouble, but cosmo was just happy that jason was asserting himself. even if it was to a teacher. cosmo made an effort to fight down the grin on his lips as he noticed jason’s smug smirk, gripped jason’s hand back and let the boy lead the way out. “ oh man, i’m in trouble. but that was nice. ” he said, and once they were well out of earshot, cosmo laughed.
#jasonbrenner#jasonbrenner ; 003.#⌬ –– the dead will always be hungry for more. 「 teen wolf arc ix. 」#he really out here encouraging this like im in tears#cosmo vc: high five
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[ ID. ] jason ; jasonbrenner
“fuck that.” a pause, short yet contemplative. “and fuck you.”
“ . . . you heard him. fuck you. ”
#jasonbrenner#jasonbrenner ; 003.#⌬ –– the dead will always be hungry for more. 「 teen wolf arc ix. 」
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ALTERED CARBON SENTENCES ↳↳ not accepting ( @stoicis / nora mikaelson )
❝ i’m afraid i had no choice in the matter. ❞
“ oh, bullshit. ” cosmo’s voice was sharp as a razor blade and it cut like one. he didn’t care. he was tired, and he was angry. two things guaranteed to make a foul boy like him even fouler and there was no stiles, no father, no scott mccall to stop him from speaking his mind. no quiet whispers in the back of his head asking him ‘what would stiles do?’ or ‘what would scott say?’, no guiding light in the dark that could show him how to react, how to behave, how to CARE. and when cosmo didn’t care, he was an ugly, cold, vindictive bastard.
“ everyone has a choice. sometimes they’re shitty fucking choices but they’re choices and you chose wrong. ” cosmo’s upper lip curled back in a snarl as he spoke, anger making him sneer, making him feel like his skin was too tight for his body. if he had wanted to be honest with himself, it wasn’t just nora that bothered him. it was this place, it was the bite of the world that he had never wanted to be a part of. he was tired of being clawed at, chewed up, swallowed and spat back out. it wasn’t nora’s fault ― not really, but she had the unfortunate luck to be the final nail in the metaphorical coffin of cosmo’s short fuse.
“ you witches. always thinking magic is going to solve all your problems but it just makes everything worse. ”
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WHICH TIME OF DAY ARE YOU ?
― 5 AM
you’re a lost soul, like streetlights in the suburbs or midnight thunderstorms or old 90′s songs. you’re hard to read because you keep things to yourself. your heart can feel like a permanent liminal space like a train station at 5am. you’re probably nocturnal because you find that darkness makes you want to write and paint and do things you’re usually nonchalant about. you’re always looking for things that make you feel alive, and probably identify with lonely neon cities and 80′s aesthetics. few know it, but you’re a treasure trove of wisdom, kindness and imagination.
tagged by : @griimhilde tagging : @stoicis ( nora ), @softsurvivor, @scartissuexx, @mieczlw, @ask-alicelockwood, @wildlynaiive ( nellie ), @volatilehearted
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RESCUE / RESCUED SENTENCES ↳↳ not accepting ( @ask-alicelockwood )
“ i’m okay . . . ”
cosmo held alice’s face in his hands. his hold light and gentle as he examined the bruises and the cuts but her eyes were clear, conscious and alert. still, the words that slipped from her parted lips only caused the tension in his shoulders to grow. there was a tightness around the edges of his eyes and the corners of his mouth when he forced alice to meet his eyes, an uncharacteristic intensity to his dark eyes that seemed to reflect the dangers that lurked in all dark things.
“ who did this ? ” alice was no pushover. she was as skilled a fighter as they came, and she had the added bonus of being a werewolf, but something had gotten to her and that something, or someone, was going to pay for it.
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