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12 years x

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destiel has always been stored in the unsaid and implied to me. the he came in my room and he played me. the sam not knowing about the dean cave but cas knowing exactly where to go looking. a second bedside table added to your bedroom. a mixtape never shown given only the attempted return to make a point. carrying around a trenchcoat in the trunk of multiple cars for months. a quiet reckless grief that only grows in its intensity each go round. reaching into a pocket for a knife in the heat of the moment. the unaddressed is so much more.

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I want to explain to everyone a thing. You know how Dean appears to fly in the wrong direction when he got shoved by Cas? That wasn't a mistake, or bad direction. That was the editing.

Cas's approach towards Dean, the one where we see him reach out and take his shoulder, was cut short. Watch that segment again, the cut is jarring, it occurs mid-way through a deliberate action. We only ever see them arm's length apart from the side. And yet, when it cuts to their faces, they're mere inches apart from eachother.

What I'm saying is is we're missing the part where we're shown where Cas's other hand lands. That was the hand that did the shoving. Somewhere in the WB vault is the unedited shot of Cas getting so close to Dean that their faces are inches apart, both hands gripping Dean, holding him.

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anyone else into evil transgender old men or just me

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we are all corbett coded

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Sam like 'they keep telling me its their anniversary but when i ask 'of what' they change the subject

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ID: 1. Full body of Charlie, hair in a short curly bob, wearing a tee shirt and jeans, lounging in the drivers seat of a car at night. The seat is tilted back and there is a crumpled flannel shirt on her lap as if she had been using it as a blanket. She has one foot propped up on the dash and one arm behind her head, the other hand holding up her phone. She smiles incredulously at the screen. Text overlay shows her conversation with 'Tall Sam'. Sam: Hey what's it called when a guy is mostly into girls but also sometimes guys? Charlie: Omg Sam r u coming out to me [star eye emoji]? Sam: No it's for someone else. Charlie: Bisexual btw. Other options but lets start there. Sam: Thanks. Charlie: U rly couldnt google this? Had to text your one gay friend for backup lol. Sam: There were a lot of results I didn't want to get it wrong sorry. Charlie: Never wrong when ur labeling urself sammo! And dw ive always wanted to be someones gay Yoda. [gif of Yoda nodding and saying 'learning you are']

2. Full body of Sam wearing a flannel and jeans, sitting on a stool against the kitchen island in the bunker, his laptop open in front of him, both thumbs tapping on his phone with a worried frown. Behind him, Dean and Cas stand close together in front of the stove, Dean - who is wearing an apron - holding out a wooden spoon for Cas to taste from. Cas is obediently leaning forward to take a bite. Text overlay shows Sam's conversation with 'Charlie B' continue from his perspective. Sam: AGAIN NOT FOR ME. I am...gay-Yodaing by proxy. Because I know this person would never ask. Charlie: Omg is Dean finally hopping on the rainbow road with me?? Ive been saving his seat. Sam: Just a friend of mine!! Anyway I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to out someone without permission Charlie! Charlie: Dam u got me. #1 rule in the Gay Code of Conduct. Sam: And I'm insulted you were more excited about Dean being hypothetically bisexual than me. Charlie: I'm sorry. I would welcome you with open arms [sparkle heart emoji] [rainbow emoji]. Sam: Thank you. Charlie: And I know several dudes who would welcome u with open legs. Sam: ENDING THIS CONVERSATION. Charlie: [gif of Yoda saying 'i sense much fear in you'] /end ID

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Hi! I'm doing a presale for my 2025 Calendars.

You can preorder yours here until November 16th.

I have to get to 50 preoders to ensure the price. If I don't get there, I'll reimburse you!

Unfortunately the cost of printing is exorbitant this year (especially in Canada) but I still wanted to make a calendar available, and the price includes shipping. Thank you so kindly for your support.

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why the fuck aren’t there decorative dispensers for maxi pads.

they could look like those fancy tissue box covers but function like a tea bag dispenser

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*gripping your shoulders and shaking you* you gotta promise me one thing, if nothing else. you have to promise me to live, do you hear me. and if it's for nothing else but spite, LIVE. donald trump wants you to feel defeated and alone. let's show him and all the americans who voted for him that we will not stay quiet, we will not be devided and we will LIVE. we will survive that 78-year old felon, we will OUTLIVE him. so please reach out to friends and family, reach out to each other and STAND TOGETHER.

PLEASE, LIVE!

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happy despair yet another year, y'all

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Current WIP~

Dean getting his kid ready. And they were cowboys!

(This was why I made the poll regarding which kid Dean should be dressing up. The options where Claire, Jack or Emma. I decided partway through the poll time that I wanted it to be a girl. *lol*)

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reblog if your inbox is always open for new members of the fandom who may be a little shy or intimidated. doesn’t matter whether or not you’re a “popular blog”; everyone here is equal and if you’re reading this as a new person/someone considering entering the fandom, we will not turn you away!!!! talk to us!! make friends!! i more than understand being shy but trust me this fandom is chill come join us in this hellhole

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I just think Dean’s mark from Castiel should be more encompassing

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Inverse Faustian deal anyone? Soul marriage??