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Since no one was designing clothes for skinny boys, I decided to start a brand of my own with clothes I’ve sewn.

Message me if you’re interested in any of the items.

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Stretching.

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reasons to keep going💛

🌱 have someone pick me up and say im as light as a feather

🦋to prove to everyone that i can do it

🌱to feel delicate and small

🦋to look adorable in over sized jumpers

🌱it’ll be worth it in the end

🦋i can wear crop tops

🌱be able to dress up cute for things and be confident

🦋not get out of breath after running a mile

🌱to hear the “you look so small, how’d you lose the weight?” Or “you look amazing!”

🦋to prove to the people that picked on me for my size that I’m not that fatty anymore

🌱i won’t feel my thighs rub together at my ugw

🦋 piggy back rides!

🌱belly button piercings

🦋and finally, so i can be happy with myself

Note: this are goals and reasons for myself, i do not encourage nor promote Ed’s. Stay safe loves💛💛

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Has this been done

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06/20/2020

I wish I was the type of anorexic that is disgusted with food and refuses to eat... I love food so much, it's such a struggle. I give in so easy to sweets and carbs, it's probably the main reason I don't lose any weight. I end up purging everything I end up eating anyways, when will I learn to just stop freaking eating!!! aghhh!!!

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so... if I eat 800-1000 calories a day, I should be able to meet my goal of 110lb in 90 days, apparently. sooooo 👀👀

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spending hours and hours crying as a child knowing that nobody will ever know or care for what you’re going thru leaves a scar

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Have you ever stood in front of the mirror and thought “why would anyone ever love me?” 

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10/29/2019

today's mood (and every other day)

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10/29/2019

I ate like, 4 chicken wings and some fries yesterday and my stomach this morning is like :-) hey! wanna looks 4 months pregnant! okay! how about you gain 4 pounds too!! nice!!!

anyways, I want to die

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Cravings and what they mean

If you crave carbohydrates, your serotonin levels may have dropped. Eggs, cheese and pineapple are good for raising them again.

If you crave sugar, you may be dehydrated. Drink some water or green tea.

If you crave red meat, you may be deficient in iron. Eat dried fruits like figs or prunes, or beans and legumes, or take iron tablets.

If you crave dairy, your blood sugar levels may be low. Eat foods naturally high in glucose, like oranges or strawberries to raise them.

If you crave chocolate, your magnesium levels may be low. Eat brown rice, whole grain bread or spinach to raise them.

If you crave salt, your blood pressure may be low. Eat salted nuts, whole wheat pretzels, or drink salted water to raise it. If that doesn’t work, you may be dehydrated. Drink water or green tea. 

If you crave bread, your nitrogen levels may be low. Eat turkey, black beans or brown rice to raise them. 

If you crave fried foods, you may be fatigued. Eat slow energy releasing foods like bananas or whole grain bread, or take a nap. 

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Beth Chapman

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one time I went out with my family to see some Christmas lights and my mom was trying to get photos of all of us and I politely told her I would not like that and she threw a big fucking fit and told me I ruined the trip

When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.